Spelivia Diaries: Shots of Love

That Should Be Me

A/N: Got an million ideas in my head and writer's block has been conquered for the time being. Here's one of those ideas I thought about while watching girlfriends and reeling from our babies break-up era. Also, in this shot, Olivia doesn't have an addiction. Got more one shots like this coming and main story updates. In the meantime, I hope you enjoy this one!

Olivia's eyes peeled to the ceiling above as her mind ran wild. She laid in bed, one hand on her stomach, contemplating where her life had taken an turn. She was happy once, in fact she thought she had it all, boosting career, she was beautiful and could have any man she wanted, but none of them could compare to the love her heart still had for one.

Spencer James.

High school sweetheart. College boyfriend turned into ex, her soulmate, true love at its fingertips.

She never knew an love like that could exist, until the moment she laid eyes on him one lazy morning junior year of high school.

Chromosomal DNA. Love at first sight.

Just then, all of their memories together came flooding through. Asher's party junior year,

Then lets stop talking. Good idea.

Cotillion....

Help! Somebody please! HELP! Spencer no no!

Vegas....first of many things.

I love you, I ain't even sure when it happened. Maybe it was the night I got shot or, watching movies wit you all summer, or maybe it's been since my first day at Beverly and I didn't realize it then, but I know now....I'm in love with you.

Jordan and Simone's wedding night...

I'd say it's about damn time we got our shot at happiness.

Their first time,

There's absolutely nothing left to wait for, we got everything we need right here, in this moment.

Prom,

Thank you for being patient with me. You were so worth the wait.

Then life really began and reality settled in...

Don't do that, don't act like you're not an priority to me.

You told me to keep you out of it so I kept you out of it.

In the beginning, I told you I will always, always have your back.

I could feel me losing myself and doubting my instincts.

It was good until it wasn't...reflecting on the memories they shared made it that much easier to go to another place she wished she could go back and press rewind on.

I can't be the reason your light dims, Liv.

Flashback

*Knock knock*

The soft raps on Spencer's door to his condo sounded as he was sitting by his desk, going over plays for his next game. He went on to ignore it, but they came again, and stronger this time.

*KNOCK KNOCK*

He threw his pen to the side palming his face with an sigh, standing up to approach the door. With everything he had going on between his upcoming nuptials, being back in LA for football, new contract, family woes, he had no time to himself which he was in need of.

*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*

"Alright, alright, I'm coming!" He yelled to nobody in particular, reaching the door, turning the knob letting the door fly open fast. His eyes met up with the woman who secretly still invaded his thoughts, and his heart.