Spelivia Diaries: Shots of Love

Like You'll Never See Me Again 5.0

"And what did he say?"

Olivia's twin brother pumped her for information over facetime, sitting at his desk, typing away on his laptop, with his phone sitting upright on the corner. Her and Jordan were very close, so he was already clued in on all the details of where her and Spencer were in their relationship. Jordan couldn't deny things hadn't gotten messy, but he believed they could redeem what they once had in each other.

"Told me he'd think about it..."

She tells him, slipping a spoonful of ice cream into her mouth. She wasn't that far along in her pregnancy, but the cravings had already created an frenzy in her day to day, specifically at nights.

"Well he didn't shut you completely down, so that's an win in my book"

"An win would be him actually saying yes Jordan" She groans disheartened, scooping more of the dessert into her utensil.

"He will sis, don't zero in on that right now, try to see the positives here"

"I am....and it's getting harder and harder everyday not to give up on things completely.... I am so tired of fighting with him. And with this baby, I ain't got nothing left anymore"

She rants, rolling her spoon in the empty bowl, sadness creeping back in. Jordan looks up, catching his sister's feelings written all over her face.

"Hey, everything's going to be okay sissy. I promise. Other than the obvious, how is he?"

She wiped her tears, sniffling, setting the bowl to the side, pulling the comforter up to her chest to get warm.

"He's better, doctors are gonna keep him for another night or so to track his progress but he's healing up pretty easily it seems" She informs.

"And Noah?"

"We talk here and there, and he knows about the baby, but that's about it. Things kinda went downhill after I told him I was pregnant......and that it may not be his...."

She played with her fingers as Jordan just listened closely, nodding, and agreeing.

"At least you told him the truth. He has to give you credit for at least that. And it's not like you planned any of this. Everyone made choices in this scenario.  Sometimes, things just...happen, and were forced to readjust after the fact" Olivia smirked, into the camera, amazed by her brother's wisdom.

"Talk yo shit, Jordan Pinkett!"

She tapped her spoon on the side of her bowl an few times as he pretended to take an bow.

"Thank you, thank you very much"

He blew kisses to his non-existent crowd as she erupted in laughter, recovering from the moment seconds later.

"No but seriously, your right. I'm just hoping once the dust settles, he can forgive me. Him and...Spencer, for the part I played in all of this"

Jordan's brows narrowed, sensing there was more his sister wasn't saying.

"Do you want the baby to be Spencer's?"

"Honestly, I don't even know J. It's no secret we got our issues, but I still love him you know? I'm not certain if he still loves me back, and yes, I hurt him, made an mistake, but I'm not gonna continue to be punished for it the rest of our lives, together.... or apart"

Her head stayed down, hands traveling to her stomach, rubbing it, thinking of her unborn child. Jordan's face closed in on the video.

"Sis, anyone with eyes would be able to see how much you mean to that man. He'll come around, and if he doesn't, you have to be okay with that and move on cuz for better or worse, you now have an baby who's gonna depend on you. If you can't focus on anything else, then focus on that, cause that's all that matters right now. Everything else will work itself out, and if it doesn't, well, you still have me to annoy you into eternity"