I have been to clubs before. Contrary to what people think about me, I enjoy the loud music. People doing whatever the hell they want to do under the colorful laser lights. People drinking after drinking, mingling after mingling and dancing after dancing. There are a lot of people here who came to enjoy and let the booze consume them: whether to live or to forget.
I have been to clubs before and I enjoy it. Except, of course, If I have to be with my half sister then that's where it makes it all the opposite.
I feel irritated - annoyed even from all the happy people. Nagsasaya sila pero ako kailangan ko'ng makipag-bonding sa kapatid ko. The things I do for my Dad...
"If you're just going to stand there and act like a complete fool, then be my guest. Just don't stand near me." She rolled her eyes while looking at me from head to toe, "You're going to make all the guys think I'm a bore too."
Inirapan ko din siya, "I never wanted to go with you in the first place, Matilda." I emphasized her name and averted my eyes from her and instead paid full attention to the dance floor. Let alone dream of it. She makes it seem like I dragged her into this. Ha, you wish! "This dress is suffocating me kasi! I didn't know Slut Factory has Kids section." I have a smart mouth. I smirked - in my mind.
"Caly, hindi ko kasalanan kung malaki boobs mo."
And she has a smarter one - that I know.
She snickered. She seemed distracted. She kept on looking across the floor. I saw her wink and bit her lips, trying to look seductive. Which she succeeded because she laughed and made her way to the dance floor.
This is one of the things I hate about her. Lagi niyang pini-pin point ang mga bagay na nai-insecure ako like my physical appearance. I know I look okay because my mom is beautiful - and I'm not just saying it, my mom was a former model from the states. My mom was slender, sophisticated even. Her body when she was younger looked similar to what Matilda is rocking now, flaunting actually. I, on the other hand, also was an okay body. But that's just that. Just bigger boobs, I guess?
I sighed inwardly and scowled at her. I hate her guts so much.
She looked at me over her shoulder, "I'll leave you here. I'm going to enjoy this party while you continue being pathetic and all. Dyan ka naman magaling."
Her black cocktail dress clung like a second skin on her body. My dress looked similar to her except mines had a vertical cut at the bottom of my tailbone. My hair on a sleek ponytail and my eyes adorned with smokey palettes. Matilda rocked her signature dark red lipstick while I settled for a nude. The comparison never left me. Never will, I guess.
I felt a presence behind me followed by an alluring octave.
"Hm," I heard a voice behind me. I turned around and faced him, "Hello, beautiful thing."
I laughed not because I liked it but because that's just not about to do it. "And you get girls attention by calling them that?"
