"She's the first of her kind, with a terrifying amount of power. She's one of natures loop holes, there has been so much pain and death to keep her alive. Her blood isn't human." - Alice Cullen.
They say friendship separation is worse then relationship separations, I would agree with the one who came up with that piece of knowledge. Calling Billy on the daily to check in with Jake, displaying him as having 'Mono'. I would say the same thing to Billy every day.
"Just tell him, I love him."
My relationship with Bella since my best friend disappearing on me, it's been tense. Her asking for me to do things with her, turning her down on every occasion. I stormed off one day to meet Sam by the lake, instead of being outside due to rain. We worked in the lake house. We worked with the wooden sticks like any other day, Sam throwing in more combos to make my brain focus and think. Taking a few knocks from Sam here and there, I pushed for him to do it again.
"Are you sure, you're ok? You usually calm down this far in, what's going on?" He asked concerned.
"I'm fine." I replied bluntly.
"You're obviously not-." Sam begun, feeling all the annoyance come out in one hit. I exclaimed at the top of my lungs.
"I said, I'm fine!"
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Watching Sam fly across the room, my power in my voice amplified the room. Sam hit the floor with a massive thud, hearing him awe in pain. I stood there, shaken from what I just done. "I'm so sorry." I said out of breath, trying to control my breathing.
"You're ok, I'm ok." Sam quickly reassured me, getting to his feet. He saw the stress and panic on my face. "I'm not hurt, just breathe. Copy me." He performed a breathing pattern to follow, I knew he was trying to be the controlled one in this situation. He was very unsure on what else I would explode with. Shaking as I followed Sam in his breathing pattern, after a few breaths. I smiled as I came to feel better. "There we go." Sam smiled in relief.
What if I can never control this power? I'm still struggling to cope now, what happens when I activate my werewolf side? How about when I become a fully activated tribrid? Everyone is saying how I will be immortal, the most powerful creature to ever live. But what happens if then, I cannot control my emotions? My power could kill someone I love... Bella, Dad... Jacob.
"Hey Hope." Dads soft voice came up behind me, as I sat on a chair in the back garden. Starring at a empty canvas book.
"Hey dad." I replied, looking up at him with a smile. "What's going on?" I asked as he walked around, smiling at some of the crinkled sketches.
"Oh, Harry and I are going fishing. Just wanted to let you and your sister know, we will be back around 3ish." He said as he folded one of the drawings up, noticing it was the half sketch of him and I. "And please." He begun, placing a hand on my face. "Be good, I know you and Bella are having your differences at the moment. But, you're family. Ok?" Giving him a gently nod, he kissed the top of my head. "That's my girl." Hearing him walk off, Harry came up behind me as well.
"Hey Harry." I smiled, as he stood in front of me.
"Gorgeous one, go and see him. He needs you more then ever at the moment." Nodding at Harry Clearwater, he patted my shoulder as he went to catch up with dad. I sighed heavily as I sunk into my seat, knowing that Jake didn't have Mono and it was just a cover up. Harry was right, he most likely needs someone in his corner.
"Hey Hope!" Bella abruptly burst through the back door. "What's going on with Jake? He's cut his hair, he's running around with Sam and the guys-." I knew she wanted answers, from my gut feeling. I knew something was going on, but since Bella ran with vampires. It was best for Bella to figure it out on her own.
"I don't know Bella, I haven't spoken to him in like a week. Because of ya know." I stood up, our faces inches from eachother. "You broke his heart." Spinning on my heels, I headed for Jacobs bike I am currently borrowing. Flipping my leg over the seat, as I kicked the gears to starts the engine. Bella stood in front of the bike, being demanding once again.
"Where are you going?" Reversing the bike and skidding off down the road, the town echoed from the sound of the bike roaring. It was an adrenaline rush for sure, small human on a big bike. But the only thing that mattered in that moment was getting to Jake.
