Infatuation | yungBlud

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Luna Warrington

It's been two days two days since I caught Emily with Tom, and the whole group has been a mess and it's my fault because I made her confess to Ol, he wasn't at last nights show and he's certainly not anywhere to be seen right now.

No one bothered following Toms orders or directions, everyone is angry at him for crossing the line and taking advantage of Emily at such a vulnerable place in her life when Oli was focused on saving me and his best friend. And it's all my fault for pressuring her too soon, I should of made a plan or sat on the information and helped her, instead I let my anger boil over and get the better of me.

Now the family is divided something I didn't want, Emily has taken off in a different hotel near by, Ol is slowly drinking himself to death, Tom is trying to act like everything is normal. The only people kinda okay in this situation was Dom and Adam, I've just been left guilt riddled, the boys have kept me sane cracking jokes and taking me out to dinner and bars.

Although it was a lot harder when they were trying to get me drunk to forget my worries but I said I'd get my own drinks aka lemonade, when they took shots later in the night and ended up hammered I just threw mine behind me acting like I took it making my face scrunch but like I had done so many times before taking shots.

With the boys been merry it wasn't hard to pretend or act like I was drunk, merry at most. Adam kept hugging me saying I looked like I was doing better already, and how proud he was of me each day. I found it hard to hold back my tears and they both called me a emotional drunk, part of me was so happy I wasn't because I was going to remember each nice and funny thing they said to me tonight.

I thought maybe today I'd see either Ol or Emily but nothing at sound check and nothing before the show began, I did check up on Ol as he was still in Dom's house he just muttered how he wanted to be left alone. And Emily, well she's been ignoring my calls and texts, I don't blame her I let my anger consume and control me I'd be pissed at me too.

I forced her into telling Ol she was in ' love ' with Tom and it broke them both, they have been hiding from their true feelings for a while in unspoken words and I came in like a bull in a China shop and disturbed the peace and silence between them both.

It was show time again now and i had to try push my thoughts of them both to the back of my mind, trying to forget about the sweet couple I saw so in love and obsessed with one another when I first met them back in the hotel lobby when they took me under their wing when I had nobody but Adam.

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The show went by in a flash the crowd was amazing, Dom actually crowd surfed his way to the middle of the venue singing around his adoring fans. You can tell there's no place he'd rather be then with them, they were our family not strangers. I even managed to get my anxiety under control and turn down my in ears to hear everyone sing along to the music.

It was magical and I'm so excited to travel and do the rest of the shows, we have a little weeks break between the next show, as Dom didn't want us over worked, but really he was worried about me and how my anxiety would take doing too much too soon.  plus we'd be travelling to the next city for the show.

I can't believe I'm actually starting to miss that old tour bus, all the laughs and games we played to entertain ourselves over the long hours drive, Adam walking out when we started playing drink if you'd done something, not wanting to hear about his little sisters sex life.  I just hope that we've managed to sort out this mess between Emily and Oli or the bus journey is going to be incredibly awkward.

The curtain came back up and we all hugged one another on stage, Adam and Dom told me how well I did on stage, they could tell I was a lot more relaxed tonight. " you were incredible baby, you're just a natural on stage " I praise Dom, giving him a huge smile.

He gives me a long wet kiss his tongue connecting with mine, before Adam scoffed at us making us break apart and laugh, " gonna chat with Adam about the next show I'll be right wiv ya " Dom squeezed my hips before planting a kiss on my cheek and walking off.

I place my guitar on the stand ready to be packed up and make my way back stage, there stands Oli and Tom, they both look like they've seen a ghost. I internally panic thinking there's about to be a stand off between them both, but when they saw me they both rush over leaving me confused.

" hey guys- " " Luna where's Dom we have to talk to him " Oli cuts me leaving me more baffled then before, " he's talking to Adam what's this about " I raise my eyebrows at them both.

I'm trying not to panic but by the looks of things this is really serious, " just we need to get Dom " Tom pushes past me almost knocking me to the ground, Oli quickly grabs me before I fall.

" ass " Oli shouts, " what the fuck is going on " I plead with him to tell me. " come on let's go over Tom will explain everything " he puts his arm around me, guiding me back onto the stage where the boys are talking worried looks cross their face.

" what's going on " I nudge my way between them looking at Dom's face he looks scared, really fucking scared. He hasn't looked his terrified since Adam found out about us, he's found something out and no one will fucking tell me.

" what the fuck is going on " I snap needing to know now. Everyone looks scared, " someone- someone managed to find out about Dom's and Oli's past " Tom mumbled.

" his past what do you mean? " I look at him blankly waiting for him to explain more. " about the gang, that they were apart of James gang once, someone's released a tape of them both beating someone up- its gone viral " Adam chimes in shaking his head.

" I think I'm going to be sick " Dom walks to the side of the stage where he grows even paler, sweat collecting on his forehead, I want to run and go comfort him but I also need to know more.

" what-what how? " I can barely mumble out. " we don't know but the drug pushing, the violence it's all in the news, social media is ripping them both to shreds, we-are uh well- yungblud as an image is ruined " Tom says with a shaky breath.

I felt my world fall apart around me again, Dom begins to throw up in the corner from Toms words. I almost join him feeling my anxiety hit the roof, that's it for us, the band everything we built, everything Dom stands for ruined in a single post. we've been cancelled and we can't come back from this.

My life- our life we were just getting back has now fallen to pieces again, and I can't do anything to stop it, I can't do anything to save him or my family.

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