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Luna Warrington - 2 weeks later

Chaos and heartache have taken over our world, I feel like I'm floating in a void of darkness, everyone has been affected. The tour once again put on pause as we hideaway from the world and paps, Dom got taken in for questioning by the police but because he was a minor when the crimes happened he was let off eventually same with Ol.

It was the worst week of my life him being locked away as they dug deep into his past making him relive some of his trauma he tried so hard to hide, they tried to push for information about the gang but he wouldn't let up. The LAPD wanted to send him home to Doncaster to hand him over UK police but we bailed him out, he came out looking like a shell of a person he once was.

I cried for a week straight Adam tried to console me, and Emily returned to the flat apologising to me but I couldn't deal with her so she just waited around for Ol and Dom to come home, whenever I left Dom's room I would hear sobs coming from hers, a pang of guilt hitting my chest but I couldn't deal with her emotions right now, I couldn't even deal with my own.

Part of me wanted to go comfort her and lean on one another in our blanket of sadness and worry, but I couldn't I could barely speak only muttering a couple words here and there to Adam asking for updates on Dom in the past two weeks when he saw him, it was either the words " he's the same " or " I'm sorry ".

Once we got them both back they barely spoke for the first couple of days even though I tried so hard to get through to them both, Dom had shut everyone out including me. We slept in the same bed together but most of the time he would come to bed late staying up to the early hours of the morning drunk or high I wasn't sure and part of me didn't want to ask. He slept most of his days away and the couple hours he was awake he would just pick the bottle back up drowning out his pain.

Dom was there physically but mentally he had locked himself away in his own prison of torment and anguish, I watched day by day as the spark in his eyes slowly dims out leaving nothing but a dullness behind, he wasn't living he was simply existing.

He was returning to his old coping mechanisms and I didn't know what to do, I tried everything for the full week from asking if he wanted to talk to me about it. Offering him food, making sure he had clean clothes and made sure he showered, asking him to come on walks with me but most of them were met with the same two words " I'm okay ".

I was at a lost I was so lonely without the better half of me and after two weeks I finally broke and headed into Emily's and Oli's room, needing someone to speak to I wasn't sure how Ol was getting on as all my focus was on Dom when he was home and I felt terribly guilty for abandoning him also in his time of need.

When I entered the room I was shocked to see Emily and him cuddled up together in bed looking happier than ever, in the past two weeks they must of made up and sorted their differences out leaving me with that little spark of hope in this darkness we were going through together.

" oh sorry I didn't mean to intrude " my lip trembles slightly as I hold back how I'm feeling, I walk into the room further closing the door behind me.

" you're not intruding Lu, and I wanted to thank you for giving my head a shake about Ol I was being so stupid before, me and Tom called it quits " she looked between me and Ol smiling, he was smiling back. I look at them both completely baffled at how fast it had turned back around but I guess bleak and painful times brings people back together.

I was glad to see oli was handling everything so much better then Dom was, I hadn't really seen anyone but Dom or Adam so I wasn't sure how he was doing. All my attention being on Dom making sure he ate drunk something something other then alcohol.

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