This Is Just Between Us

an apology to my readers

I apologize for not posting, this book is getting harder and harder to write so I'm taking a long break and writing other stories as a mental cleanse. I do have unpublished chapters written but they need art and my artist is busy. I will finish the story i promise, this book is my baby but it's so long and it's not even close to being done, I'm a junior in high school now so I'm also extremely busy and stressed. I love writing this book, I really do, but with it being so complicated and overly detailed I'm struggling honestly.
I refuse to ruin the quality just to get more chapters out. I feel like part of why it's getting harder to write is because of the following reasons: I gender swapped some characters for no reason, I love writing gore and romance but I made the book so serious I can't throw in random funny scenes without needing them to be plot relevant, mid way through writing this I changed my normal countryhumans AU which now makes this different AU so much more difficult since even though this is a different AU it does hold the aspects of my main AU so knowing that I made some serious changes throws me off every time I start writing a chapter, my countryhumans designs have changed COMPLETELY! They now have human skin and their hair are the flags, sometimes I have to add something decorative if I can't fit part of a flag onto the hair, Japan and Italy are half neko and half demon now, Japan doesn't have an official outfit so it changed with each design, east and west Germany each have one wing that they have to use together to fly, in my normal AU Russia, Ukraine, Belarus, and Kazakhstan are half siblings now, so much has changed and I have to remind me self of the differences between this book and my normal AU.
I hope you all can understand why it's becoming a headache to write at this point. So please, forgive me.