Book 3/3
Life is finally settling down, the tour ends, and they're back in L.A. Maddie and Billie think their lives are calm, but they never thought about how hard it would be to plan a wedding, and they never realized how much their schedules would...
It's been a little over a week since the AMA's and Billie has been at the studio every day, I miss her. I really miss her.
Today's my birthday though, Billie has the day off tomorrow but she has a flight at 9 PM to go to New York for press and I can't go because I have things to do here.
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photosbyholden: happy happy happy birthday!! number one bestie in the world right here. virgo girly. ily forever. @madisonvoyage
madisonvoyage: number one bestie!!
mvupdates: cuties.
Holden 😁
20!!!!! Let's party tonight!
I want to, but I wanna make sure it's cool with Billie.
Okay, lmk.
Read at 2:41P.M.
Billie's at the studio and she's been busy since the AMAs, and so have I, I've been doing things for my career because I have realized that the wedding is never going to get planned. Not until Billie is done with her album.
I understand that Billie loves me and wants to marry me, I feel the same way about her. I just don't see why there's a rush on it, and I don't see why she won't wait until her album is done because this is just stressing her out even more.
I've met with a couple more potential managers since the falling out with Kenzie but no one is really catching my eye, I hate what I did and I hate how I handled it, but there's not shit I can do about it. I can never mend the relationship back to what it was, I did permanent damage.
I started journaling again, I stopped about halfway through tour because the bus was too bumpy and it was pissing me off, but I love journaling and it really helps my mental health.
The front door opened and honestly, it could be anyone, too many people have a key to my house. It was Holden.
Holden: "Maddie!"
Maddie: "Kitchen!"
I can hear him messing with Ilo and Milo and he ran into the kitchen, the dogs following.
Holden: "What's up?"
Maddie: "Journaling."
Holden: "How'd the meeting with the new managers go?"
Maddie: "Horrible, no one is standing out to me."
Holden: "You know Kenzie unfollowed everyone on Instagram this morning?"
