Our Forever (BILLIE EILISH)

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August 30th

Maddie's POV:

Today is the AMA's and Billie has been writing her album trying to get it done and the label is telling her that her music feels rushed. Which it is, but like they aren't supposed to know.

Since Kenzie and Holden broke up, it's weird because Kenzie would be doing my hair and makeup right now, but I'm doing it. I did the fitting about a month ago now and I am so glad I did that. 

Kenzie still hasn't said anything to me, and Holden told me that he didn't tell her that he told me. He said that he told me everything that he needed to tell me and that's that.

I've been debating texting Kenzie and asking her what's going on, and how she feels if we can talk things out, but I knew better than to handle the situation like this, and now look at me. No manager, no stylist, and I am right back to square one.

Billie is also on edge for some reason and I'm not sure why, I'm surprised she told me about the label, but I still feel like there's something else I don't know.

Billie and Finneas are here recording in the studio that I built her, just because I live closer to the arena that the AMA's are hosted in and overall, it just worked better for everyone.

I was in the glam room and I was almost done getting ready, I got distracted because I got an email and I've been so behind in my emails it's ridiculous.

My back was facing the door and Billie thought she was slick but I heard her come in, she wrapped her arms around my waist and pulled me flush against her.

Billie: "You look so good shorty." She placed a kiss on my neck.

Maddie: "Thank you, my love." I turned around to kiss her properly.

Billie: "You know, I was thinking, tonight after the AMA's you and I should go on this romantic dinner in Hollywood."

Maddie: "Oh really?" I smiled at her. 

Billie: "Yeah. I'm done with the album for today, and I'm off tomorrow and your birthday is coming up."

Maddie: "What are you getting me?" I joked.

Billie: "You'll see."

...

We've been at the AMA's for some time now and things are going fine. There are four to a table so obviously, it's Claudia and Finneas, and Billie and I. So it really just feels like we're at dinner honestly.

They've been announcing shit really fucking slow and this is taken forever to get to Billie's award. There's this guy a few tables over and he keeps looking at us, I think Billie has peeped it because she's been hella touchy.

We finally get to the category that Billie is nominated for and then they cut to the commercial.

Maddie: "Where are you taking me tonight?"

Billie: "You'll see later shorty." She kissed my cheek.

They made it to the category that Billie was nominated in and then they announced that Billie didn't win, Billie doesn't really care bout winning by any means, but for some reason, this bothered her.

Billie: "We can go now if you want." She whispered to me.

Maddie: "Are you sure?"

Billie: "Yeah, I need to go to the bathroom first though."

Maddie: "I'll come too."

We both get up and she holds my hand the entire way, the bathroom is far enough away from everyone that it's secluded but we can still hear awards being announced.