Book 3/3
Life is finally settling down, the tour ends, and they're back in L.A. Maddie and Billie think their lives are calm, but they never thought about how hard it would be to plan a wedding, and they never realized how much their schedules would...
I've been in New York for two days and they're working me fucking dry. Every fucking second I'm interviewing or promoting. Since I'm out of town, no progress is happening with the lawsuit and things are just annoying.
Finneas mentioned something to my label about speaking out about everything going on and they agreed to it and I hate they did because I told Maddie that they already said no. I never asked because I didn't want to do it, it's just going to bring in more hate and I wish this shit would just die down.
I'm going on a special episode of Howard Stern to talk about everything and I don't want to tell Maddie what I'm doing because I just feel like it would hurt her, but if I don't tell her and she sees it from somewhere else, I'll feel even worse.
The reason I told Maddie that I didn't want to talk about it is because I think it's corny and I just don't want the outside world having an opinion on this shit, this is our personal lives that got put on blast by a bitch ass manager.
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photosbyholden: Malibu was so much fun w you, we needa go back asap
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I'm a little confused on why Holden is a guest on the podcast if he's usually just the one who edits it, and Claudia's comment is throwing me off a little bit too. What if they have Holden to talk about it? She wanted me but I told her no.
I need to call her and talk to her, but I don't know what to say and I don't know how to go about it.
I have 20 minutes before I start interviewing with Howard Stern and I've been here before, it's always a good time. I know that Howard is going to ask me literally only questions dedicated to the topic. This podcast wasn't even on my to-do list while I was in New York, this is strictly just to handle Kenzie's bitch ass.
I'm pacing my green room because I have no fucking idea what to do honestly. Do I call Maddie and tell her I'm about to shit on her ex-manager for an hour without her? Or do I just go on the podcast and talk to her after the fact?
I sigh and pull out my phone to call her, it went immediately to voicemail. I went to go text her but it says she has her notifications silenced, she's already recording the podcast.
Finneas comes in the room to get me so we can go out there, he's not doing the podcast with me, he's just here for moral support.
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The podcast was over 2 hours long and I have a carpet to walk tonight, in 30 minutes to be exact. I'm so tired. I knew that this was going to happen though, so I brought my outfit with me so I could just change and leave.
