Our Forever (BILLIE EILISH)

- T h i r t y e i g h t -

January 19th

Maddie's POV:

It's been about a month now and life is back to how it was before everything happened. The only difference is, is that Billie and I wedding plan every day, and Billie is bored out of her mind without the record label harassing her.

She is glued to my hip.

Which I don't mind, of course, I did nothing but miss her for 3 months so I'm ecstatic that she's like this.

Billie and I have already talked wedding for today, she's lying on the couch with the dogs while I sit in the chair and read my book. Earlier today I told Claudia to tell Finneas to make Billie do something with her free time.

I know the day the record label released them, Finneas suggested that they make their own record label and I think that's a great idea. I don't want it to take up all her time obviously, but I just need her to do something stimulating almost. I might buy her an iPad, I don't know.

Holden's been shooting with a lot of different people recently and I'm nothing but excited for him, I know this is all he's ever wanted.

Looking back at everything, I hate what I did, and I wish I could undo it. I know this is going to affect our relationship, especially since I'm back together with Billie.

Since he's been shooting all the time, I haven't really been seeing him. I think I should talk to him about how we move on from here. You know for closure or whatever.

Maddie: "Are you set on getting married in Italy?"

Billie: "Yes."

Maddie: "When do you want to go to Italy to look at venues?"

Billie: "This is the most free time I've ever had, whenever you want."

Maddie: "Tomorrow?"

She knows I'm joking.

Billie: "Mmm, how about tonight?"

Maddie: "I think I could pencil that in." I smiled.

Billie: "Will you come sit by me please?"

Maddie: "Duh."

I put my bookmark in my book and picked up Milo before sitting down with her in my lap. She rested her head on my shoulder and moved closer to me.

I smiled and wrapped my arm around her.

I like the silence between us but I just can't help but wonder.

Maddie: "What's your plan?"

Billie: "What do you mean?"

Maddie: "Career-wise."

Billie: "Haven't been thinking about it, to be honest, why?"

Maddie: "I think you're bored and need something to do."

Billie: "There's no winning with you is there?" She's half joking.

Maddie: "What do you mean?"

Billie: "Nothing, forget I said that. What do you want me to do?"

Maddie: "I don't want you to do anything, maybe we should get a hobby, something we can do together?"

Billie: "Like?"

Maddie: "I'm not sure yet, but I wanna do something with you. Something fun."

Billie: "Well, just let me know and I'll be there." She smiled at me and kissed me.

We looked at each other for a second before I started talking again.

Maddie: "Are you going to sign to another record label after we're married?"