Our Forever (BILLIE EILISH)

- T h i r t y t w o -

December 7th

Maddie's POV:

As time progresses, things do get easier. Something I always fail to realize. I've had a very productive week. I recorded and edited the podcast on the same day, and filmed a YouTube video, and today I can start to edit that.

Holden has been working with Vogue all week, which is a major accomplishment for him. Which means that I haven't seen him at all, and we haven't talked about the night of the event, and what that meant for us.

Since Billie and I are done for good, I do think I could give him a fair shot, I just don't know when I'll be ready and I certainly don't want him waiting around on me to get my shit together.

I'm also worried about mixing pleasure with business because I saw what happened to Kenzie, and Kenzie was definitely important to me and my brand and all, but without Holden, I truly don't know what I would do.

I was deep in thought and there was a knock on my door, it's 10 pm and everyone important had a key so I was confused. I walk over to the door and look out the peephole, they have their head down, but I can tell it's a girl.

I opened the door and it was Kenzie.

What the fuck?

I laugh and start to close the door.

Kenzie: "Please?" She sounds weak, it's pathetic that she's here.

Maddie: "What could you possibly want?"

Kenzie: "I have nothing."

Maddie: "Yeah, me too."

She looked at me.

Maddie: "You will never be able to comprehend the damage that you have done to my life."

Kenzie: "Maddie I didn't mean-"

Maddie: "I don't care what you did or didn't mean. You said you wish I had a terrible wedding. Then, you proceeded to sit down with TMZ and leak the engagement, the wedding, and most importantly Billie's unannounced album. And that's just the start of it."

Kenzie: "I was hurt."

Maddie: "And I wasn't? I had no intent of hurting you, I wanted someone there for me if you took the news the wrong way. I didn't want you to walk out on me. You heard Billie and I talk and it was out of context. I didn't want to replace you really. I just knew you were going to handle it poorly, so I was preparing for the worst which is exactly what I got from you. Then you purposely ruin everything you could for me, thinking that would make you feel good but the whole time you just feel shitty about yourself because no one wants a petty party planner now do they?"

Kenzie: "What can I do?"

Maddie: "Leave."

Kenzie: "I can make this better, I can make you better."

Maddie: "I got better by myself, thank you."

Kenzie looked into my house.

Kenzie: "Why is your house like empty?"

Maddie: "Oh I'm surprised you haven't heard the news. Billie broke up with me and is now dating Jesse Rutherford." I smiled sarcastically.

Kenzie: "The fuck?"

Maddie: "Something else I can blame on you too."

Kenzie: "How the fuck is that my fault?"

Maddie: "You leaking the album made Billie stay at the studio more, which means she got to flirt with Jesse and then she broke up with me because she read my journal. You leaking the album and you being associated with me made the record label hate me, and blamed me for everything."