Reader's Pov
I noticed that Vic is crying in his sleep. Did i do something wrong. Vic i shake him i know that he will be mad at me but i just wanted to understand what is going on with him. Vic baby wake up. He groans as always and asked me what do you want (Y/N)? Get up why are you crying in your sleep? I am getting worried about you. He took a deep breath (Y/N) did you remember one hundred sleepless nights that the band and I created. Yeah what happened. So i dated this girl who i am not bringing up anywho in the lyrics it said
Can you come over to myLAplace?
I got something to tell you and it just can't wait."
When I showed up you held the door in tears
Sat on the couch under the chandeliers.
You said you're having a baby and before I could cry
You're leaving me just when I thought you were mine
When i got the day off from touring i received a call for her. I went over to her house immediately because i was worried about her. She let me in, i sat on the couch under the chandeliers. I asked her what's wrong? Please tell me i needed to know? She covered her face and took a big breath. Vic the reason why i called you was that i am pregnant. It was the dumbest mistake of my life. I didn't mean to do it. I was just that i was always alonely and you obviously were touring. When I called you the other day i was ready to move on. I thought that you don't care about me anymore. I decided to have sex with someone else. When i found out that I was pregnant i was depressed and excited. You know i am going to be a mother and have a big celebration. I realized that you were still in my life. I know that you are going to hate me but it's the best for the both of us if we move on with our lives. So we are over Vic said with tears coming for both said of his face. Okay you do realized that you just broke my heart and it cannot be repaired anymore. She tried to touch me but i move away from her. See this is the reason why i am always depressed. Every damn time I have ever been in love with someone dearly it always comes to I am break up with you. I don't even know what made me fell in love with you in the first place. Was it because you were the only person that made me feel better through the good and bad. See this is the reason why i am afraid of fell in love with anybody. Something bad always happens and have a sad ending. I am sick of it just please leave me alone and good luck on the kid you need it. I raced to the door and slam it right behind me. I just kept on running until i reach my car. I got in and furiously banging on the steering wheel saying how much i hate myself and how i wanted to die. The boys question me every single day to turn out what is wrong with me. I told them but the only thing that they told me to do is to move on and find another girl that loves me. Do you know how long it took me to let it go and move on.
How long (Y/N) said with a questioning look. Three years. Three years of pain. Three years of cutting. Three years on putting myself to death but i am still alive. I always asked myself will i ever fell in love and actually feel happy about it. I always say no constantly because i am worthless. I go to the bar and drink until my body pass out on me. I didn't cared. All that i have ever wanted is to make people happy with music and fell in love with someone body that loves me for once. Hey hey Vic look at me, look at me Vic. You are a wonderful man, husband and father to three angels. I know that you didn't have the best relationship. But look at us we have been married for two years almost three. You know everything about me top and bottom I won't even be alive without you nor my family and friends. Stuff like this always happens to everybody. But now look at us. We dated for a year. Both of us are happy. Kids arrived to our life and know how honored it feels to have people in their life that love them dearly no matter what. Babe I love with all my heart. I won't abandon you. I will be there for you. You found someone that is willing to stay with you forever. Just promise me that we will stay together forever until death to our part. Promise me Vic
Promise. Now let me take care of you for the night. It look like you really needed it. I wiped off the tears off of Vic face and never let go of him.
