Vic and I have been fighting for the months, I don't want us to get a divorce but this baby is one month away from being born. I don't know what to do anymore, I just want this to stop, Vic. You said that everything will be okay but it's not. Everything that had happened to us is not working. At first we were in love but now it's just like we are two people randomly fighting about something that so stupid it's just drifting us apart. I yelled at Vic. This is probably one of the biggest fights we had since we were together. But without Vic, I am a goner that going to committed suicide one day.
Here we go again with I am fucken nonsense. Y/N I am sick and tired of this shit, I truly am. I am going to the bar until you stop complaining and bugging every fucken I do and no I haven't cheated on you ever. You are the only woman that I had sex with nobody else. But no you will fucken continue until I say yes I cheated on you. You never trust me enough, is that Y/N. In a matter of fact I should I have leave you. I don't know what the hell was going on with me when I decided to proposed to you.
Stop Vic, I really need to-- Vic cut me off
Don't fucken tell me when I will stop, you deserve it. You deserve being abused and alone where nobody gives a damn about you other than Katelynne.
Vic please, just---
I am leaving, you better not call or text me to find out where the hell I am at and don't you ever ask me when I am coming home. Vic slams the door leaving me with tears going down my face. My head started to hurt, I felt so dizzy and I realized that I am having another panic attack. I want all of this to stop, things weren't supposed to be this way and the only option I can think of is killing myself. Vic is right, I do deserve being abused, I do deserve everything that happened to me. This have to end once and for all. I locked my door and went immediately to the bathroom.
Vic's pov
I am done with Y/N, she is so busy. She always make fucken lies to me and I am done. I am done being there for her. I was so stupid enough to get her pregnant twice. What the fuck was I even thinking. I should have left her for the dead. I hope she dies and never bothers me ever again. I walked to the bar, and asked for the strongest alcohol.
Are you sure son, that you need that certain alcohol it might---
Give me the fucken alcohol right now.
The bartender sigh and gave me the drink. A guy right beside me started talking
Women problem, being there plenty of times. But there is one that I regret the most. One night, my used to be wife and I got into a fight and let me to you it's was bad. I was drunk, I didn't know what the hell I was doing nor saying to her. We had four children together and--- the man stop talking and stared me.
What happened to your so called wife of yours? I questioned
She got tired of it and she killed herself. I miss her so much, I regret everything that happened. She was the best thing that ever happened to me in my life. But now she is gone and I won't be able to say goodbye to her. She was the woman I was looking for my entire life and now I lost her, the only thing that I have left of her is all of the beautiful pictures and children. I can't stop thinking about her. I miss her so much. I just wished I was there for her but I wasn't. I let her down and the family down. Everyday my children will ask me where is mommy and when is she coming back. All that I said is that she is never coming back. She won't come back to take care of the kids. She won't come back to me because I am a failure. I am the reason why she is dead and the only thing that she had was me and a family that loves her but misses her too. I wanted to see her beautiful smile that I always love, seeing she sing like she got raise or something. But now look at me, I haven't move on, today marks five years of her death. I wish I was with her and try to be a family like we should have been but she died.
What is your story kid he asked me
My story is crazy but you might understand later. I told him
Y/N is my wife, before we were even married she had a horrible past. She was being raped and abused by her own ex boyfriend. She kept on saying "I want this to stop, I don't deserve anything from this. I wanted to live in peace for once. She tried killing herself multiple times but all of them failed. She found herself at the hospital, her friends and family were worried about her. She was amazing but something so beautiful was beaten so bad to core. I looked at her body, her leg was paralyzed for a few days, she couldn't breathe that much other than a form of a hiccup. There was left of blood all over her body. I was scared that this happened to a gorgeous woman. But when she tried to talk it was like a whisper. She would try to talk better than before which luckily went successful. It was like a part of you would to reach out to her and never let go. Months later, we were officially boyfriend and girlfriend. Things was great and all but I just loved her in more. I wanted to spend my whole entire life with her. Bad stuff happened that I can't bring up and next thing I know I proposed to her and she announced that she was pregnant. I was happy that we are finally having a family together. Again months later, we found out that she was pregnant with twins. Later on we have them but now my wife is expecting another child that I was dreaming about. She is eight months pregnant right now and umm I told her to kill herself saying everything was her fault even though she didn't deserve it at all. I bet right now she is doing the unthinkable and doing it again.
I got to go. I ran out of the bar and went straight to the house. "Please don't die Y/N. Please don't die on me you are special than you think"
I arrived at the house and ran straight to my bedroom's bathroom. The door was lock but I opened it with the key. I ran to the bathroom and immediately opened the door. I saw her staring at me with full of fright and blood.
Please don't hurt me I will do anything you want me to do. I just want this to stop, I don't want to lose you nor the family. She said
Shhhh calm down Y/N I got you, I will never let you go. I don't want anything to happen between us. We will be together forever. I promise.
Now let's get up and fix your arms. I hope the baby is not harm from this.
