Pierce the Viel- The New National Anthem
(Y/N)'s Pov
I haven't seen Jade for a while. She usually comes up to me every day and talks about anything that comes to mind. Lately, she doesn't do that anymore. I am getting worried about her, but she is my child that I love and adore, and I just wanted to make her feel happy and not depressed all the time. I was in bed with Vic who is still sleeping, so I decided to peck him on the lips. He automatically responded and kissed back. His arms were wrapped around me like he doesn't want to let go. I wiggled my way off of Vic and put on my slippers. Vic opened his eyes and gave me his version of puppy eyes. His eyes make things sadder than it is. I am not going to look his eyes right now, but I need to talk to Jade. "Baby you needed to stop and I will be right back I need to speak to Jade. It won't be long I promise. Vic sighed and nodded. I put on my slippers, and luckily I am in my pajamas until I go back to Vic from his complaining sad state.
I made my way to Jade's room and knocked on the door. Jade was sitting bed just thinking away. Maybe she just needs time alone and works things out until she stared at me. I looked at her and noticed that she didn't have a good day after all. I am here for here regardless of her decisions. "Mom, can I ask you something personal? "Okay" and closed the door behind me. I walked toward Jade who finished text Blade "What is it, sweetie? I asked Jade. She just looks down like she is ashamed of something. "I just trying to figure out on why you want to adopt me? Was it because I have nowhere else to live. Or I had to beg you into coming to your home. Jade asked me while she was wiping off her tears. "Jade there is a reason why I wanted to adopt you. You are the bravest, beautiful child I had ever had in my life. I know you think that I am over exaggerating, but you deserved to live a life where you can be yourself. I don't want you to be depressed throughout your life and one day I won't see you again. Your parents only care about themselves, but Vic and I including the rest of the family who loves you for who you are and everyone especially your friends have been through the same path that you have been. It was never easy, but it will be worth it at the end. Another reason why I adopt you is that you mean a lot to me. I understand that you are a young girl going to be an adult soon, but you still be my daughter. If you know in your heart that you wanted to trust me and yet you don't know anything about me then here is your time. You can ask me any question that you have in mind I will tell you.
Jade looks at me and nodded. "Have you been bullied, mom?" She asked, and I said "Yes, I was bullied during my teen years because I was a know it all type of person. I never fit in, but since I have friends to help me who aid and understands what I have been I didn't feel useless and all those negative things people will say about me. "Jade nodded once again. "How did you meet dad?" I smiled "I met your father when I was twelve years old. We were best friends back in the good old days and now. A few years later, Vic decided to date me. I didn't understand why he would date me because I thought that we were friends talking about our lives and everything, and then he asked me out when I was sixteen. We dated for a few months until we had to break up." Why did you guys break up? Jade asked. "My parents have to move. I thought that they were joking about it and suddenly one day I went back home from school, and the movers came by and grabbed everything that we had into their trucks. I was depressed, and I told Vic about it. Vic didn't want me to go, and my parents got involved and dragged me in the car. After that, I didn't see Vic anymore until a couple of years later."
Then a memory kicked in about Evangelina before and after she was born. I had sex with somebody I don't remember who it was, but the only thing that I remember is throwing up the following day and everything was blanked after that. I am not sure if it was James nor Vic I don't know but why did I have a memory about it today after all of those years. Maybe I am just losing it or something like that.
Mom, mom, are you okay Jade asked me with concerned written all over her face. I nodded and stared at her. "I need to talk to Vic sweet I will be right back I promise. I told her and she just sighs and went back to texting Blade. I need to know what happened that night. I went back to my room and noticed that Vic was still laying in bed and watched tv. He tried to ignore me until I finally got his attention. "Vic I want another child. I walked towards the bed and Vic instantly pulled me towards him. "The kids are growing up so fast, and I want to be a mom again. I miss the way that you always be soo protective of me every time I get pregnant. I just miss being a mom. I understand that you don--- Vic cut me off and began kissing me.
While we were make out, Vic removed his clothes and the same as mines. I quickly grabbed the comforter and covered myself. "(Y/N) What are you doing? Vic questioned me. "Do you want another child? I can go to the doctors around here and get my tubes tied." I replied. "(Y/N) I want to have another child as well is there anything else you want to ask me before we have sex? Vic got closer to me once again and tried to remove the comforter off of me. "Let go of the comforter Vic. I will do it under one condition. The only thing that I needed from you which isn't that hard, it is just a yes or no answer, and I want you to think back when we were sixteen. Close your eyes and reflect on the past. Before and after we were dating. I moved did we have sex the day after I left California? Vic tried to remember the day and luckily he had the answer that I need to hear and confirmed it to me.
"Yes." I instantly hugged him. (Y/N) Why are you hugging me? Vic asked. "I am embracing because when I was moving, I had morning sickness. Crimson got me a pregnancy test, and it was tested positive". I began kissing Vic all over his face. His nose flares a little bit but hey I have to since he is the father to Evangelina. "Why are you soo happy (Y/N)? Vic questioned me again. I stopped kissing him on the face and gave him an answer. "Vic don't you get it Evangelina is our daughter. I don't have any children with my ex at all. Vic smiled a little bit and pecked me on the lips until he something else to say.
"When I meet Evangelina for the first time at Warped Tour she looks like you but then I noticed something different. Hey, eyes were brown, and she had some of my personalities. Her skin was tan brown. I knew off the bat that she is mine, and I am happy that it is not your ex. Another thing that makes it obvious that she is mine is that she whispered something in my ear while we were heading back to everyone else. She whispered to me and said the words "Hi daddy" I smiled and hugged her with tears running down my face. After that, I have to wipe my face so that nobody noticed me crying. I let you do you your theory saying that it was your ex, but it wasn't." He said, and I smiled
I kissed Vic on the lips and a lot of making out involves......
That is the end of part 1 sorry I left a cliffhanger my apologies, but it seems to be a good place to stop. I will post part 2 later on this week. I am sorry that I didn't update for a while, but I did it. Once again I didn't proofread. Thanks for reading this mini author's note as well as the chapter. I hope that everybody is ready for part 2 coming soon.
