Insanity

14| The Best Way

Allena
I kissed him. I kissed him. My own lips touched his...for a lot longer than three seconds.

Fuck.

And now he thinks I'm in love with him or shit. He's stopped ignoring me. God, he even smiled when I laughed.

Fucking Fuck.

"Bellissima." My attention goes back to Luca who is currently watching me across from the other side of the table. "You broke the glass." He chuckles. I turn to the floor where my water is all over the floor along with glass shards and a maid quickly cleaning it up. I don't say anything and just shove another bite of pasta into my mouth.

"You're acting weird now." He mumbles. "Because of the kiss." Because I've finally come to my senses. "Why do girls always have to act so weird?" Luca asks, groaning.

"You're right." I sigh, setting down my fork. "It was a kiss. That's it. It didn't mean anything." He smiles and nods, but doesn't look at me. "You don't agree?" I snap.

"Nope." He chuckles, popping the "p". "I think you enjoyed that kiss very very much."

"I didn't." I mumble. "You're just delusional." He tilts his head to the side and jabs his fork in my direction. "So if I asked to kiss you again...you would say no?" I can feel my cheeks turn dark red. You would. You'd love to mouth fuck him.

Shut the fuck up.

"I would say...no." I whisper, not even looking at him. "You're a shit liar, belissima. But, if a kiss really means nothing to you, why not let me kiss you...one last time? If it really means nothing to you...prove it."

"I'm not kissing you again, Luca." I mumble, still looking at my plate. "Then, the kiss meant something to you?" He asks. I ignore him, until I hear him push his seat back and in moments he strides over to me.

Immediately, he grabs my face and kisses me again. My mind is yelling at me to stop, but every bone in my body feels like they're being pulsed with lightning.

Suddenly, I'm standing and he pushes my back against the wall, his hands roaming all over my body.  He pulls away for a split second and immediately a wave of coolness runs over my body. "You want me stop?" He asks, scanning my face. "No." I mumble, still staring at his lips. "Don't. Don't stop." He smirks and his hands crawl up my neck before he kisses me again.

It makes me feel unlike anything I've ever felt before. His touch feels empowering. Like it's charging my body with such an energy I've never felt before, yet I feel vulnerable at the same time. I'm desperate and I never want this feeling to end.

"Ewww!!!" Two voices shriek. I immediately pull away and see my sisters covering their eyes with their tiny hands.

"Get a room." Maeve hums walking inside with dozens of bags. Gray trails in behind her with three times as many balancing in his hands. "Hi babies." I smile, pulling away from Luca and kneeling down to them. They each give me hugs and dig their faces into my shoulders.

"You guys are tired, huh?" I ask, rubbing their backs in a circular motion. They both nod. "How does a nap sound?" I whisper. "Good." Eleni mumbles, closing her eyes. Callie just shrugs but I can tell she's going to fall asleep any moment.