The Thug's Lady

Chapter 15 -

(JAYONI IN THE MM!)

~•Kimeria Tylissa Smith•~

I woke up at 6 in the morning taking in my surroundings to see that I was in the hotel room that I had rented.

I put my hand on my stomach realizing why I set my alarm to wake me up this early. I got out of the queen sized bed and made my way into the bathroom. After spending a good 20 minutes in the shower attempting to wash my sorrows away, I got out and wrapped a towel around my body.

I lotioned up before putting on my PINK by Victoria Secret gray and neon yellow track suit. I threw on my black and white Rosche's before throwing my hair into a low pony tail. I grabbed my phone and my keys and headed out of my hotel room.

I made my way to the elevators and got on. My heart was beating so rapid and loud I thought that the lady that was in the elevator with me could hear it.

The elevator finally came to a stop in the lobby. I left out of the hotel and got into my car. I pulled off to my destination with all thoughts consuming my mind.

15 minutes later I arrived at my destination. Planned Parenthood. I know I shouldn't be here without consulting with my baby's father. Hell, he doesn't even know that I'm pregnant. I just feel as though, either way I'm going to lose this baby, rather it's through an abortion or through stress. Of course I'm not pleased with aborting my unborn but I have a lot on my plate.

....Lord, give me the strength....

I had to have spent over 3 hours in that damn parking lot crying and contemplating my next move.

"What am I doing?" I whispered to myself as I shook my head. "I can't do this." I shook my head wiping my eyes. "I can't kill my baby."

I wasn't strong enough to do this. I'd never forgive myself for going through with this. I'm glad my parents didn't go that route with me so I'm not going to do this.

I wiped my face looking at the sign once more before pulling out of the parking lot. There was only one person I could go to right now.

I drove to Zhari's house to see that Z's car was there and so was Mama Adrianne's.

I unlocked the door with my key and went inside straight to Mama Adrianne's room. Without knocking, I opened her door to see that she was laid in bed watching Judge Judy.

"Mama A." I croaked out once she looked at me.

"Kimeria Tylissa Smith, where the hell have you been?"

"Everywhere. Mama A, I don't want you to be disappointed with me but I have to tell you...I'm pregnant and I really need your support." I told her honestly.

"You're what?" She asked confusedly.

"I'm pregnant." I sniffed. "I just feel so stupid, Mama A. I just, I don't know." I sobbed. "I'm pregnant and I just found out that Darrel isn't my biological father. I know you're not pleased to know that I'm pregnant at such a young age. Please don't be disappointed with me. I'm sorry."

"Kimeria, sit down." I did as told and sat down on her bed. "Take a deep breath and calm down, baby. I'm not disappointed with you. I'm not ecstatic about this and I do believe you should've been more careful but I'm not disappointed with you."

"Mama A, I thought I was being careful. It was a mistake." I responded.

"And that's okay. We all make mistakes but don't refer to your baby as a mistake, Kim. Refer to him or her as a gift to you from God. When I was 16, I got pregnant with my daughter Celine." Adrianne said.