I want to be an idle teen.

46.Intimate conversation 2

⚠️ sexual talk's⚠️

"....Dazai-san?" The tiger muttered, as he played with the man's hair, making the brunet tilt his head curiously and look up at him through dark lashes, eyes tired yet ready to hear him out.

"I…if I said that I wanted to, y'know… try some things with the two of you, would that be okay?" He asked, under his breath.

To him, it wasn't the sexual aspect of it that made him want to rush into things. That would be a nice bonus. But…he, as a person, often felt love through touches, he realized with the two. He wanted to be close to them.

It was much easier to tell that someone actually wanted him, by the way that Dazai always hugged him and clung onto him.

And it was also easy to tell that Chuuya cared about him, when the man would run his fingers over the boy's cheek and trace each of his features, trying to almost memorize them.

He liked kissing, liked cuddling, hugs, he liked everything this relationship brought him so far and he wanted to be even closer. Atsushi kind of…he kind of wanted to finally give in.

Get rid of that odd feeling in his stomach. Finally give into the primal instinct of finally having someone to throw himself at. In a way he knew that that was probably a bad side effect of negligence, the fact that he feels like they would expect that out of him in turn for their affection, but then again that wasn't the only reason why he wanted to do this.

He wanted to do it because he found them attractive. He wanted to do it because every time Dazai touched him, his body felt hot. He wanted to do it because every kiss him and Chuuya shared made his head spin.

Wanted to do it because Dazai's lanky tall frame, that covered him whole, made him feel small and

"What do you have in mind?" Osamu mumbled sleepily, as he rubbed his eyes and tapped his fingers along the boy's stomach.

"Well, I kind of…I don't know. I just want to try something. Could be anything you guys want." He shrugged, as he teased a fluffy brown strand of hair between his index and his thumb.

"That's….a dangerous thing to say to us. But, I think…we can work something out." His partner yawned, as he rubbed his eyes and leaned further onto Atsushi's chest, seemingly too exhausted to move to his phone. "I'll have to talk to Chibi-kun about it, later." The brunet mumbled, before looking up at him again.

"First though, let's talk about it, just the two of us."

He could see how that could be beneficial. Atsushi would know what he could expect.

"First off, we are both thinking about intimacy, right?" The question caught him off guard and made him snort, as he nodded, getting a light little punch against his chest in turn. "Don't laugh at me, I'm asking you because you have a habit of saying things that have a sexual innuendo." Dazai rolled his eyes, and he really didn't think he did, but then again…perhaps sometimes his tongue was faster than his brain.

"I was thinking we just start slow. Make-out sessions. Just to get into the mood." Dazai sighed against his chest, making him nod. That was the best way to start. He was familiar with that, so it was a safe option. "And then, we move on to maybe you sitting in my lap, while you make out with Chuuya." Dazai seemingly didn't enjoy kissing. Or maybe he just didn't feel like making out, because he would always rather just give him quick little packs.

"I get to move that soft hair out of my way and give your neck small little nibbles, just to taste you." He carried on, making the tiger lick his lips. He wouldn't be opposed to that. Dazai liked kissing his neck. And it did feel damn good. "Maybe ask you if I could slip my hands under your shirt a bit, worship you like you deserve to be worshipped, 'Sushi."