Helluva love

Chapter twenty five

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The hours go by shockingly fast for Blitz as he is on his way home loona in the passenger seat of his car. Blitz looks at loona with a smile saying, "Lonnie I have very important work related business with Stolas in an hour so i'm gonna go to his place when he gets here if that's okay?"

loona looks up at Blitz and says, "Fine by me just get home within the next day and we're good."

Blitz smiles as he pulls up to his apartment building. Him and loona both get out and head to their apartment. Blitz with a smile on his face. loona an expressionless look as she walks in through the door. The messy house has not changed since they left. Blitz enters the room behind loona he looks towards the empty couch as he feels that something is missing.

loona goes into her room. Blitz waiting for Stolas to arrive. Looking at the door and checking the clock. Waiting. Just waiting for Stolas to come in.

As Blitz hears a portal from outside his door he looks away pretending to be doing something as the door opens and Stolas says "I'm here Blitzy."

"Hey Stolas, can we go to your place instead? To make you feel more comfortable?"

"Sure I don't see why not follow me."

Stolas says as he opens a portal back to his palace the only people being home are him, Octavia, some butlers, and Blitz.

As Blitz looks around seeing pillars of quartz glistening in the galaxy themed purple lighted ceiling. Star patterns lining the walls and ceiling as if you were laying in a field looking up at the bright stars in the night sky. A truly awe striking sight, for the imp.

Blitz follows Stolas through the main hallway, a red velvet rug covering the floors, the painting of all the previous princes that have come before Stolas. And at the very end Stolas. Blitz pauses as he looks at the painting. Almost as if it was a picture every detail just right the background a perfect looking night sky with Stolas in the center of the painting. His smile looks forced but at the same time you can't really know for sure unless you have been around Stolas as much as Blitz has.

Blitz follows Stolas to the living room and takes a seat next to Stolas. Stolas looks at Blitz as he says, "So what exactly did you want to talk about?"

"I wanted to ask you if maybe you would stay?"

"Stay where exactly at your place?"

"Yes."

"For the night?"

"Well yeah but also for longer?"

"Well Blitzy how much longer?"

"I don't know, I just don't feel the same there without you. Okay? Please just stay."

"Blitz you know I can't stay there forever right? I am still a prince. I have a job to do here that isn't possible to do from your place. I would love to stay with you at your place but I truly can't. I'm sorry."
Stolas says as he looks into Blitz's eyes. Blitz meeting his gaze but looks away as he finishes his statement.

"I just... Okay I get that. But there is one more thing I wanted to talk about."

"Of course and what would that be?"

"Can I stay here tonight? With you?"

"Sure?" Stolas says in a questioning tone.
   
Blitz stares into Stolas' eyes just lost in countless thoughts. Blitz wants to be with Stolas but also at the same time he doesn't think he deserves Stolas.

"I don't need to if you don't want me to... I'd understand why you wouldn't want me to stay so I can go." Blitz said as countless overwhelming thoughts filled his head.

"Blitz, I want you here, it's just difficult. I'd love for you to stay, so please do." Stolas watches as Blitz just looks down and starts to mess with his fingers.

Stolas could tell that Blitz was nervous and probably overwhelmed with all that's happened. Stolas truly wants Blitz to just open up to him and let him in but he won't. Stolas doesn't know the full reason behind this but he doesn't dare ask Blitz. Stolas wants him to talk about it all when he is ready.

Stolas quickly grabbed Blitz's hand and pulled him into a hug. "I won't go anywhere Blitzy okay? You can stay here for as long as you want and I would not mind, neither would Via. She is quite fond of you at times you know. I don't want you anywhere else but here in my arms. I don't know if you want to hear that but it's the truth and I hope that one day you'll allow me to truly understand your intentions. I know how kind and special you are but I would never force you into anything."

Blitz just looked up towards Stolas shocked and with tears in his eyes. Blitz didn't know what to say or what to do. All he could do was watch Stolas in hopes that he would know how to comfort him. It wasn't something Blitz knew. Comfort. It wasn't something he got so when Stolas started to hold him close and just tell him its okay he couldn't help but cry.

Blitz hates crying but he couldn't stop it. Stolas truly cared for him but Blitz didn't understand why. He was just a imp who ran a killing business. There wasn't anything special about him. He's done horrible things in his life and he can't forgive himself for that.

Blitz sadly thinks back to when he got Fizz hurt and how they ended up not being friends any more after countless years of friendship. Blitz though back to the times he's hurt his friends on accident and pain he caused for others.

Blitz has done a lot of things and he blames himself for everything even things that are not his fault in any way. But Blitz cant help but assume it is his fault after his father always telling him how he's a disappointment and how all those people the other day kept saying things about seeing him and Stolas together.

Blitz just couldn't understand why Stolas would care for a imp like him. Blitz knows Stolas cares but why? Why him? Blitz quickly wipes his tears and asks Stolas "Why?"

Stolas looks down at Blitz with a questioning look saying "Why what hun?"

"Why me? Why not someone else who is nice and perfect? Why do you care for me? I haven't been nice to you and you've seen what I've done to people... So, why me?"

Stolas with a caring look on his face quickly starts to rub Blitz back to comfort him saying "Well, because Blitz you are special and you are unlike anyone that I've ever set my sights upon. The first time I saw you I wasn't distracted by Fizz or wanted to hang out with anyone besides you. That first day that we hung out and we became friends, it was one of the best days ever."

Stolas pauses as he looks at Blitz, who is encapsulated by Stolas' words as he continues. "I remember just telling you all about my books and you not really caring but it felt nice to have someone at least there. I knew from that point on that you were really special to me. I didn't know at the time how special you truly were but I knew something was amazing about you. I know you've hurt people in the past but you regret it and it shows and that's what makes you a great person. You feel things that others don't and you may have flaws but I don't mind them. They make you, you Blitz. I enjoy your company and I just enjoy having you in my life. I never meant to make you sad or upset you with our deal. I just wanted to hang out with you. Then I fell for you. I wanted nothing more to just be with you and have you close. I don't mind what we are doing, I just enjoy being with you Blitzy. No one else has ever made me feel this way."

Blitz just hugs Stolas closely and doesn't let go. Blitz is now crying a lot and holding onto Stolas's shirt. Blitz doesn't know what to say to Stolas. His mind is just overwhelmed with all that's been said by the owl. Blitz keeps hugging Stolas and doesn't move from that spot which Stolas doesn't mind; he's glad that Blitz is allowing him to comfort them. Blitz and Stolas stay in this spot for about a minute before Blitz's crying starts to come to slow sniffles every now and then. Blitz looks up sniffling with red puffy eyes. Stolas looks down at Blitz with a softening smile as he says, "Blitzy I love you."

"I love you too Stolas." Blitz says as he looks into Stolas eyes finally getting the comfort he's been longing for.