Helluva love

Chapter twenty

Loona walked through the cold night quietly. She doesn't fully know where she's at but it's loud, but at the same time peaceful.

Trains are passing through and people are talking and laughing. Some frogs can be heard throughout the city. Loona had recently stolen Stolas's book just for the night to get some space and wander in an unknown city where she could just think.

As she walked around just watching all the people she stopped upon this small family. They were laughing and having a fun time and just enjoying each other's company.

At that moment Loona got jealous. She had never been able to have a family like that. She didn't grow up with loving people and didnt have a family until Blitz adopted her.

She doesn't understand how people can get so lucky to be born within a family that cares and wants them.

Once she had met Blitz she didn't know how to act or respond because she grew up alone. After a while of walking Loona took a seat on top of a brick wall.

Looking out upon the city wondering what it would be like to have a family like that. Loona thinks to herself 'I know I have dad, but what happens once he realizes that i'm not really a part of his own family? What if Stolas and Octavia are the missing pieces and I was just there to fill the gaps until they came along? What if Blitz decides that I'm only going to mess up his perfect family and he gives me away? What if Stolas doesn't like that I can't express things right and he leaves Blitz because of me. I wouldn't want that. He's happy and I want him to be happy he deserves to be loved..'

Countless thoughts were running through Loona's head whether or not Stolas and Blitz would want her in their family.

Loona didn't know how to feel and she was scared of what was going to happen to her and Blitz's relationship. Loona and Blitz had a special father-daughter relationship and Loona really bailed that.

Loona was lost in thought that she didnt even see that Blitz and Stolas were trying to call her. All she was focused on was reliving things that had happened to her and how she's scared that it could happen again.

Lonna carefully hops off the wall and starts to walk back the direction she came. She still had countless thoughts flooding her mind.

Truly she knew that Blitz loves and cares for her. So, for him she was going to try and give this all a chance; even if it was scary for her. Loona swiftly walked to a hidden alley and opened a portal back home. She quietly walked home to her apartment and gently knocked on the door waiting for a response.

"Stolas! What if she's hurt or lost? Use your book or something and find her!" Blitz demands.

"Blitzy, dear it doesn't work like that i'm s-"

"Make it work!"

"Ok Blitz I'll try." Stolas says, looking for his book.

"Blitzy? Where is my book?"

"I put it right on the counter. Right here." Blitz says pointing to the table.

"Blitz, I need that book, we can't just lose it. It has to be somewhere." Stolas says, looking frantically for the book.

A soft knock on the door echoes the quiet apartment. Blitz and Stolas stop and both look to the door. Another, louder knock on the door follows.

Blitz walks up to the door as he says "Who's there?"

"It's me." A familiar voice calls from the other side of the door. Blitz swings the door open and hugs his daughter.

"Oh Lonny I missed you so much, where were you? Are you okay? Did someone hurt you?" Blitz says searching for an answer in his daughter's eyes.

"I was out okay? I didn't want to be here while you and Stolas fucked each other."

"That did not happen! I would rather jump out the window and break all my bones then t- anyways you're safe right?" Blitz says.

"Yes, I'm fine. Oh also here's your book I borrowed." Lonna says handing the book to Stolas.

Blitz and Stolas look at each other and at the book.

"Like father, like daughter." Stolas says, looking at Blitz.

"Hey me and you have a deal so it's different." Blitz claims.

"Speaking of we might need to revamp that arrangement now that we-"

"Yes I know what happened!" Blitz says clearly annoyed by the constant reminder.

"So you d-" Lonna says as Bkitz cuts her off.

"YES FOR FUCKS SAKE YES! WE DID!" Blitz says angrily.

"Damn chill out dude." Lonna says walking into her room and closes her door.

"You seem quite upset over this situation. Do you regret it? We don't have to do it again if you don't want to." Stolas says his eyes, full of concern.

"No it's just that Moxxie, Mille, and Lonna all knew before I even told them."

"Well I suppose they all knew that something like this was bound to happen."

"Why'd that be?" Blitz says, looking at Stolas.

"I don't know Blitzy." Stolas says looking at Blitz with a 'you tell me' expression on his face.

Blitz sits down on the couch not catching the hint. Stolas sits next to him and says "So what would you like to do now? It's pretty early so we still have a whole day ahead of us."

Blitz looks at Stolas with a smile on his face "I have some ideas." He says

Stolas looks back at Blitz with a slight blush on his face and says "What ideas do you have in mind?"

Blitz opens his mouth as a firm knock is heard from the door

"Who the fuck is it this time." Blitz says getting up.

"I swear if it's someone coming here about my fucking taxes one more time i'm g-" Blitz stops as he opens the door and sees a familiar face.

"What are you doing here!?" Blitz asks in a shaky tone as a look of worry forms on his face