hits different - Taylor Swift and Travis kelce

grammys

-Taylors Pov-

I'm nervous for tonight, it's a big night. Grammy night Is the biggest night of the year in music, the event you want to be at and especially be nominated for. I have six nominations this year, among them are the big three, record, song, and album for midnights and anti-hero. So it's a given that I will attend, it would be weird if I didn't. however I am 25 weeks pregnant with twins, so my body is not playing well with me today.

My ankles are aching and nothing in me wants to get into hair and makeup. But like the dutiful artist I am I sit there and let my teamwork its magic. I'm used to this, just sitting down, shutting up, and letting my mind wander as they do their job. Sometimes I'm in the mood to talk, but today isn't really that day. I'm just exhausted all over. Have I told anyone that though? No, I haven't. Travis would have made me stay home if I did, and I really need to go to this event. It would be weird if I didn't go.

Thankfully he is coming with me, and I don't have to endure the night alone. It makes it easier to comply with the getting ready part, just letting them do it and letting my mind wander off to other things.

"you look gorgeous" Tree gushes after I'm zipped into my dress and turn to face her. "you think? I don't look fat right?" I'm scared of the headlines thinking that I've gained too much weight during the pregnancy. Especially now that I feel a bit bloated and such. It still hasn't reached the media that I'm having twins so that secret is locked down tight. But it also means that people express their concerns regarding my weight more because they think that I've gained too much. Little do they know that there are two babies growing in there.

"Honey, you're pregnant. No, you don't look fat. You look smashing" she says, and I take a deep breath. Tree has been with me for so many years I know I can count on her to have everything together for events like this. I just need to go where I'm ordered and follow her lead. If my brain gets all fogy, she does the thinking for me. I don't know what I would do without her working full-time by my side. Not everyone has a full-time publicist who only works with them, but with the demands of my job, I have to have her with me all the time. it's vital that I have quick access to my public team and that I have help to conduct myself in the best way possible. Sharing her with someone else would dilute the help and that wouldn't work for me.

"she is right, you do," Travis says as he comes in from the other room all dressed in his tux. He sure knows how to dress for the occasion. it's tailored to perfection and fits him in all the right places. An ill-fitting tux is not a good look, but he makes sure to have his suits and tuxes ready to go and in prime condition. My man takes pride in the way he looks, and I don't mind at all.

He comes over and kisses my cheek "You look amazing, beautiful" he whispers, and I take a look at us together in the mirror. His dark tux matches the shade of dark blue of my gown. The gown is practical to move in but looks extravagant and accentuates my bump perfectly. The might night blue color with sparkles in strategic places gives it the vibe of the album I'm here to celebrate, so it's all pulled together nicely. It was hard to find a dress, so I worked with a designer and had it costume made instead, it was the best option to find something that would fit with my body at the moment and the theme at the same time. most clothes on the runway won't fit a pregnant lady, so anything would have needed major alterations anyway. It's better to have something made just for me. Oscar de la renta did a fantastic job on this. It's tailored to perfection and I'm in love with it.

"ready to go beautiful?" Travis asks and I take his hand. "as ready as I'll be."

**

The carpet was exhausting, but now that part of the night is over, we can at least relax a little. I'm seated at a little table with Jack and Travis in a room with small tables filled with the top of the music industry. This is the most exclusive music event and it's the one you want an invite to, even if you're not one of the lucky ones nominated.