A young girl, sat in her bed, completely out of breath. Her eyes are bloodshot red from crying for hours.
She was just tired, tired of pretending
She was tired of pretending everything was ok
Because it was not. Everything was not okay
She wasn't okay
She wasn't okay with the people who she loved only thought of her as only an ATM card, she wasn't okay with how she was being treated, she wasn't okay how she was still lingering on relationships that doesn't matter or had no care
She was supposed to be free now. With her dream job and studies she flew from her abusive family
She knew how her family members are! She knew what kinda animal they were! She knew how horrible people they were
So why did she decided to reconnect when they asked to?
Why was she so stupid and fragile?
Why couldn't just everything stop?
Why couldn't she just say no?
Why couldn't she just stop caring for people that would never love them?
Why couldn't she just be numb and alone?
Why couldn't she just stop hurting?
Thinking about these questions, another broken sob came from her throat. She pushed her face more on the pillow
God she was so stupid!
So naive!
Suddenly a notification came to her phone, she snaffled and picked up her phone. There was a notification of the newest jujutsu kaisen episode
She already felt like shit, so might as well do something that will distract her from these pains
She opened the website and started to watch the anime. That was the only time in the whole day she smiled
When she felt a little better
The same night, after 30 or so minutes, she came back from the bathroom and went to bed. Before falling asleep the only thing she thought was
" I wish I was with them, maybe I we could have helped each other"
She fell asleep with that
Only did she know how her life was about to turn upside down
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Devotion of Life || Gojo Satoru and Geto Suguru
Fanfic"Is this the only devotion you have in life?" Mayumi was a typical ambitious business woman. because of her dark past, she became cold hearted towards others. the only escape she had was anime. until she Isekai'd in one of her favorite anime Disclai...
