The Evil Queen

Chapter 42

The anger.

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Bieng rude is such a selfish and close minded. Pero anong magagawa ng isang taong nabiktima dahil sa putanginang selfish nayan.

It might be hindi kona dapat yun gawin sa iba dahil mismong ako ay ayuko na iyong maranasan. But im so helpless weak and softhearted woman to do those thing and to control my self for not hurting others behaviour.

"Why are you act like that? It's seems like you don't know me—"

"Because I really don't know who you are, didn't I?!"

"What's happening to you kim? Im your broth—"

"Don't fvcking say those thing! If you really don't!" Sigaw ko sa kanya habang hawak hawak ako ng hari para pigilan ako sa pagsugod kay Aries. "You fvcking betrayed and cause my fvcking trust issue!, didn't you!!"

"How? Then. . .in what way?" He said with a pleased tone. "Because I-I don't know what your talking about"

Ano yan bulag bulagan? Bingi bingihan nalang? Fvck this people who act like they don't know even though they know just to hide their guilt.

"Yes you are, but you act like you don't know everything!!—" I shouted out of control.

"Because i really don't—"

"—because your a fvcking ashole!, hiding it to your self so that you will no longer feel the guilt that can cause your fvcking mental illness that you deserve!!—" I shouted with all my anger out of control.

Isang malakas na tunog ang sumang gini sa loob ng kwarto sanhi ng pagka tahimik ng lahat. I just found out my self staring at the vase in my right side while my tears helpless falling down.

"I know you're mad at now but I don't expect it can be caused to you to close your mind and heart" a familiar voice said to me.

I slowly turn my head to his direction and I see him with the look of 'can't believe look'.

"How can you forgot your own broth—"

"In the first place, he forgot me—"

"Forgotting others feelings just because you are the victim?. . . it's that it?"

I stare at him and nod many times. I can't believe them, pinagkakaisahan nila ako. I'm not acting like I am a victim but to show them how much I suffer the pain in that fvcking past memory na sana ay hindi ko nalang naalala pa.

""You can only say that because you don't know everything, just like him huh?—and Victim? Do you even know what happened to me?"

Natigilan sya saglit bago sumagot.

"No—"

"Then, you don't have the permission to say those words to me!!. . . your biased when it comes to me—" my tears helpless continue to fall down in my face.

"No, I don't—"

"Liar!!" Sigaw ko.

Your just like Aries who can slap me that easily.

I'm out of my sight so he even touch me to calm me for what I'm doing.

"Don't touch me!!—" I push him.

"Please calm down kim—"

"Just get out and be gone in front of me right now!—"

Napahawak ako sa aking dibdib ng manikip ito at hirap na huminga. Naging slow din ang paligid ko at nag e echo sakin ang ingay ng paligid.