On His Roster (Aviación #1) Completed

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Girlfriend

Men worry that women will make fun of them. Women fear that they will be killed by men. By the way his dragging my body away from everyone like a mere sack should really scare me. 

"Let's go," he commanded dominantly.

Nagbuntonghininga ulit ako at natitisod na dahil sa paraan ng kaniyang paghila.

Natatanaw ko ang mga basag at nasirang gamit sa bawat nadadaanan, nagkalat ang upuan na tinapon ni Deuce sa galit kanina.

"Bro, calm down. You're hurting her!" nag aalala na sabi ni Nathan. I turned to Deuce, aware that everyone attention and eyes are on us now.

Nilingon ko ang mga kaibigan sa likod na sobrang nag aalala para sa amin ni Deuce. Hindi makalapit ang mga kaibigan dahil sa takot. 

The root of the problem is entitlement. Yung pag iisip na pag aari niya ako. Paniniwala na  sa kaniya lang ako. Everything that goes against it starts to sound illogical to him, and it ends up sounding perfectly sensible.

Kaya ang tingin niya, dapat ay iyo na siya. Kapag tinanggihan mo siya, hindi niya ito tinitingnan bilang simpleng 'hindi pwede'. Sa huli, iisipin niya na parang inagaw mo ang isang bagay na para sa kanya na.

Piniga niya ako na bigyan siya ng sagot pero nung binigay ko naman at di niya nagustuhan ang sagot ko ay ayaw niyang tanggapin iyon.

That's precisely it.

But there was no logic with Deuce. He would not listen to my reasonable arguments, beg, cry, or accept that something needed to change for it to truly happen.

Every time I attempted to logically defend my view, he became enraged, and our arguments soon turned into furious arguments. The argument would then resurface as he wondered why we were constantly bickering.

"I told you I didn't like it when you would just ignore my calls and messages throughout the day, and I hoped you should at the very least let me know that you wouldn't be responding to texts. You continued to neglect me despite knowing that it would worry me, especially when we were occupied with work for weeks and we rarely see each other," pagod niyang sabi nang nakarating kami sa kabilang parte ng yacht kung saan walang mga tao.

"That is just how I am." pagmamatigas ko.

"What did i do, Av? Nothing! I accepted it and never demanded anything from you. You never heard from me again!"

Aminado akong hindi nga naman siya nagreklamo kahit na hindi siya nakakatanggap ng kahit anong mensahe mula sa akin.

It was more difficult because we rarely see each other due to our busy schedules. I couldn't just drop over to check on him every time i want or every time he's free. Though I wish I could claim that this was the final straw that led me to understand we weren't meant to be, that's not the case.

Wala sa sarili akong nakatunganga it's like i've left my body and i'm watching everything from the outside.

"I never demanded anything from you...all I asked was one answer from you, Av."

"You whore," he furiously hissed. "Wanna do something exciting behind your guy's back?"

Deuce pulled my ass into his front and gave me another chance to feel his bulge against my crotch. He started slowly grinding himself against mine, giving me the friction that my body desired, unconsciously my body trembled and whimpered again.

I helplessly arched my back and heard myself screaming a gasp.

He's mad.

"I watched you and believe me, I'd happily enjoy your wet pussy."