On His Roster (Aviación #1) Completed

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Surprise

I never imagined that one person might stir up such a wide range of emotions in me in a split second. I feel uneasy as i run my fingers up and down his arm.

Maybe because I am depriving my body of something that i desperately need. While he's soundly sleeping next to me, I can't help but think of other things. 

Para akong tanga na nakasandal sa headboard at nakatingin sa kaniya. I had never been in a relationship. Kung iisipin ko ngayon masasabi kong i was turned into a sex addict by him in December, and now I'm paying for it.

Be aware that ovulation makes a woman feel like she wants to scale a wall—terrible decisions.

Is that why i feel so restless at this moment? I assumed that after I went to sleep, the feelings I had earlier would go away, but now that I'm awake from that sleep, they are still there. I still feel awfully thirsty for him.

I glare at the ceiling after staring at his face for a very long time with a look of despair.  I've been acting in that way a lot, as if ang katawan at ang utak ko magkaiba ang gusto.

"What are you thinking so deeply? Are you okay?" Deuce asked drowsily. Naramdaman ki ang kaniyang kamay sa aking braso. I bit my lip tensely, embarrassed to admit why I'm being so stiff.

"I'm sorry...did I disturb your sleep?" agad kong binawi ang kamay at nahiya na dahil sa akin nagising siya.

He snuggled in his pillow and adjusted his vision to clearly see me. "You woke up early? Party will start later tonight so we really dont need to be rushed." His voice sounded so hushed.

Mas lalo lang akong nakaramdam ng guilt. A frown formed on his head when I did not answer.

"Did I do something wrong?" nag aalala niyang tanong. Umiling ako at mas lalong nahiya.

"Go back to sleep. I am sorry if I woke you up," tipid akong ngumiti at malalim na huminga nang hindi niya ginawang issue iyon.

It's just that my body needs him but how can i say that to him? What's the right way to let your partner know that you need them?

As a newbie when it comes to relationships its really hard to maneuver these things. Should partners establish signs to know that one of them wanna be fucked? How did married couple surpass this thing?

Ang komplikado naman nito lalo na sa baguhan na tulad ko! Masyado pa akong ma pride kaya di magawang umamin o mag lakas ng loob na sabihin sa kaniya ang nararamdaman.

"Morning," He crouched closer to press a kiss on my lips and my thirsty self feels so warm and happy just because of a simple gesture from him.

A smile curled up my lips when he gave me his attention instead of being annoyed with me. Ginulo ko na nga ang tulog niya tapos di pa ako masalita minsan naiisip ko rin na magaling din tong isang to kasi mahaba ang pasensya sa akin.

His head moved on to my right shoulder and a winced left my mouth when he bit on it a bit hard, leaving a slight mark on my skin.

"Duece..." i exhaled when i felt him grasp the neckline of his loose tshirt that i am wearing and pulled it down, exposing my right shoulder and neck.

"Stop pouting you're too cute it makes me horny, Av." he whispered in between his sucking. Hindi ko alam kung bakit nasiyahan ako bigla dahil sa sinabi niya. How can he just casually admit that? Ang hirap hirap sa akin tapos yung hiya ko ramdam ko pang iinit hanggang likod.

"Do the first thing that comes into your head." He said instead of stopping he latched his mouth on my neck and started kissing harder on it that i can almost feel fresh marks forming my skin.