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38.Walking Away

Diamond's POV: I got off work. I went home, packed me and the kids things. I was done. I needed time away from Roman. I couldn't do it anymore. I wasn't sure if I wanted a divorce or did I just need some time away. I just knew that I needed to get away from here.

I am almost 100% sure that Roman has something to do with Maria's cousin's attack. I just couldn't live like this anymore. I sat & waited for Roman. I cried the entire time. The kids were with Maria. I didn't wanna make it hard on them. I'm pregnant and it's just to much going on around me. I can't deal right now.

Roman came home, I was sitting on the couch, my bags were by the door. He walked in and saw them. He immediately got upset. He sat beside me.

Roman: no! Diamond please, don't do this..

Me: Roman, I love you but I need some time away from you. I'm hearing things that I don't like about you. I can't live like this. I need some space.

He looked hurt.

Roman: what things diamond? What are you hearing?

Me: Maria's cousin was attacked at a bar the same exact night you came home with blood all over you after you said you went out for drinks with Tony & Mario and you had to break up a fight. It's just strange too me. She said he was attacked by 3 guys. He's in the hospital Roman.

He looked at me.

Roman: and you just automatically assume that I had something to do with that?

Me: well did you??

He looked at me.

Me: you know what, I don't even wanna know. It doesn't matter. I'm leaving and I'm taking my kids with me.

He got so angry.

Roman: fuck Diamond!! Don't do this too me!! Please don't take my kids away from me! I can't live without you or my babies. Please!!

Me: no, it's not gonna work this time. I need some space. I need some time. I'm not taking your kids away from you, I'll be in Arkansas if you wanna see them but I can't stay here in this house with you.

Roman: wow!! He broke down. So did I.

Roman: Diamond you're fuckin pregnant with my baby, what about that?

Me: hopefully, before he gets here we will have figured something out. If not I'll let you know when he's coming and you can come to Arkansas.

He looked hurt

Roman: what kind of shit is that Diamond? You're serious?

Me: absolutely!!

Roman: will you at least stay at my house in California??

Me: definitely not!! I don't need your security team breathing down my neck. No I'm fine. I'll stay with my mom. I've already booked the flight.

He grew angrier

Roman: you've already booked the fuckin flight?? You won't even let me take you, so I can say goodbye to my kids??

Me: I didn't wanna make it hard on them. They're 1 and 3. They don't understand. I don't wanna hurt them.

Roman: so you think them waking up every morning and not seeing me isn't going to hurt them?

Me: we'll cross that bridge when we get there.

Roman: what the fuck?? Really Diamond? Really?

He threw a vase across the room.

Me: look if you're going to start this shit I'm leaving now! I was trying to talk to you like adults before I left but I don't need the tantrums.