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48. Life After

Diamonds POV: it's been 2 months since my kidnapping and since the murders. I've had nightmares the entire time. Roman was right, it does fuck with your conscious. Eventually, the nightmares and guilt about what I had done went away. From time to time, I mourned the lost of our baby. Roman did too. Every so often I would take random pregnancy tests, just to make sure I wasn't pregnant. I didn't want what happened to ever happen again.

Roman says that I have changed. He says that I am a female version of him. He introduced me to the dark side of his life, you know the drug trafficking and stuff. He taught me how to do it, he didn't want too but I insisted on it. And come on let's be honest Roman would do anything for me even if it is dangerous.

Even though, I had a gun, I never really knew how to shoot. Roman took me to fields, and secluded areas for target practices. He was so turned on by the way I held a gun, he was also turned on by the woman I had become. I guess deep down inside he always wanted a bad girl.

When it came to our children, I was the world's greatest mom in their eyes. They never saw that dark side of me. I was a different person to them. They were so big. Little versions on Roman. I swear it's like I had nothing to do with the conception because they look nothing like me. All three of them resemble Roman, almost identical. From the hair, to the eyes, nose, facial features, everything.

Roman got me a job at the company he worked for. I honestly didn't like it. The people who worked there gave me bad vibes. I made some new friends Nicole, Amara, & Mercedes. They were really cool but I kept my eye on them, since the kidnapping I didn't trust anybody but Roman & my kids. Of course me and Maria were still best friends. She is the sweetest!

Even though Roman taught me about the drug game, he still would not let me participate in the transactions. He told me that I had enough dirt, that I was carrying around which he hated. He just wanted me to be able to provide for myself and our children if something were to happen to him if all else fails. Meaning if I couldn't find a job, or something.

The company was having a masquerade party. I really didn't want to go but Roman insisted that I go.

Roman: babe, I promise it's going to be fun, you could invite Maria and then your other friends will be there. We need to get out, so much has happened we need a night of fun.

Me: Roman I don't even have anything to wear and what about the kids?

Roman: are you forgetting that we have a day care on the 5th floor? We aren't the only ones with kids Diamond. I've got it covered.

Me: Roman I can't just trust anybody to watch our babies, because it something happens to them. Click, clack, pow!!

He looked at with a seductive look and bursted out laughing. So did I. But I was so serious.

Roman: oh my God, what have I created!! Diamond no one, I mean no one is going to hurt our kids, they know better. Plus the people who run the daycare are really sweet. Trust me baby.

Me: okay fine, but what about my outfit, my hair?

He gave me a look like girl you know I got you.

Roman: babe, I've got that under control too.

He handed me his gold card. I smiled.

Roman: now go get your outfit babe, I've eliminated all of your excuses.

Me: what about your outfit baby?

He smiled.

Roman: I've already got mines, I've had it for a few days now.

Me: and you didn't tell me? You really suck. I said playfully

He laughed. I wrapped my arms him, and we kissed. He had his arms wrapped around my waist, and every few seconds he would squeeze my butt. I would giggle. We were in a heavy make out session. Roman was so sexy, his hair had gotten longer, he had tattoos everywhere, and of course those earrings. He broke the kiss.

Roman: alright now girl, get out of here before I put something on you and we end up being late tonight.

Me: okay, okay I'm going.

I left. He stayed home with the kids. They absolutely adored their daddy. I invited Maria and asked her if she would go shopping with me. She said sure of course. I was so happy that she agreed to go to this party with me. I found a beautiful dress.

With the perfect mask to match.

I wore my hair in a updo style. It was so beautiful, and of course I dyed it black again about 3 months ago. Maria found a beautiful gold dress with a matching mask. She was going to wear her hair down. We were going to be so beautiful.

We went back home. Roman saw me walk in and of course he has to be silly. I kissed and hugged my babies, I missed them so much. I decided to make them some lunch before I got ready and here comes Roman with the silliness. As I was preparing lunch in the kitchen he wrapped his arms around me and started kissing my neck. I laughed.

Roman: do you how beautiful you are?

Me: yes but I'm sure your going to tell me anyway.

We laughed.

Me: Roman, I'm trying to feed our babies.

Roman: and what about me??

I looked at him, he had a seductive look on his face. I laughed.

Me: oh no, I can't mess up my hair before the party, oh I won't be going. Besides we have all night Roman.

Roman: can I least get a preview?

He laughed. I smacked my lips.

Me: no, now go sit with the babies.

He laughed and walked away.

"Kids mommy is being mean"!!

I laughed and continued fixing my babies lunch. I fed them and held them for a while. We watched a cartoon movie and they eventually fell asleep. I just sat there watching them, rubbing their little hair, and faces. Who would have thought that I would be blessed with 3 little angels? So pure , so sweet. Roman walked in. He smiled.

Roman: beautiful isn't it?

Me: what?

Roman: our children, they are sent from heaven.

Me: yes they are..

He looked at me.

Roman: so are you!!

I smiled, then kissed him. We laid the kids down and started to get ready for the party. It was definitely going to be a night to remember.