Heart wants what it wants [Completed ✅] [ JJK × Reader ]

you have dug, into my core

There was a silence on the dining table. Sound of cutlery was the only thing to be heard. Everything was usual except for one thing that Jiah had joined for the breakfast today.
Mrs Shin:"Jiah, honey try these fish cakes."
She said, prominently happy by her presence there. You smiled and looked at them. Jiah didn't respond much to Mrs shin and kept quiet focusing on her food but she halted when a deep, somehow stern voice echoed in the dining hall.
Mr Shin:"So what are your plans for future ?"
He said, in his usual plain voice. Jiah knew it was directed towards her.
Jiah:"To enjoy life."
Mr Shin's face became stoic.
Mr Shin:"You've enjoyed all your life. Now it's time to take everything serious."
Jiah intentionally shrugged her shoulders. Her relationship with her father was never good, not even normal. They had that cold wall between them due to certain reasons, and Mr Shin was totally against the way she was living her life.
Jiah:"You don't need to worry about it. I'll handle my life pretty well."
The whole atmosphere became tense.
Mr Shin's jaw clenched at her careless attitude.
You and Mrs Shin looked at each other in anxiousness at the worsening condition. Mrs Shin cleared her throat and decided to intervene thus to cool down the atmosphere but before she could do anything Jiah put her fork and knife down and stood up.
Jiah:"I'll be going now."
She stated emotionlessly before storming out of there. You gulped and looked at Mr Shin, who had a deep frown of displeasure on his forehead, he kept staring at Jiah's back till she was out of sight. At this point it was so common, everyone knew how much Mr Shin despised Jiah's attitude. Fixing his spectacles he looked at Mrs Shin.
Mr Shin:"When are you leaving for Busan ?"
Your mother was an interior designer, hence she had to travel to different places from time to time.
Mrs Shin:"At noon."
She replied with a smile while you bit your lower lip and looked at your dad.
Yn:"Dad"
Your soft voice echoed in the area. He looked at you and hummed.
Yn:"Today I'll be going for my friend's birthday party. It might take a little long and I might not be here on dinner."
His eyes softened and he nodded. Though he never restricted you from doing anything and you knew that, but he liked how you always told him about such things, though he never expressed that he appreciated it.
Mr Shin:"Take driver with you and don't be too late."
You nodded with a gentle smile.
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Rubbing his wet hair with towel he stepped out of bathroom in his bedroom and a beautiful smile crept up on his lips when his doe eyes captured sight of your beautiful, pristine face. His heart flipped in ecstatic way and he chuckled at his own insanity.
Releasing a heavy sigh he put the towel around his neck and stood there watching the frame of your picture over his bed. Yesterday, he got your picture from your insta and framed it. There were two picture frames side by side over his bed now, one of his own portrait and other one of yours.
Jungkook:"You have dug
                    Into my core,
                    Used it as ground
                    For your wells,
                    Everything I do
                     Springs up from you,
                     Into you, I melt
                      All of me."
His perfectly sculptured lips softly purred the sonnets he wrote for you. The intensity of love in his voice was too much.
Brushing his tattooed hand through his mildly damp hair he affectionately adored your beautiful smile, his soul was flourishing in elation. There were strangely churning but amazing feelings in his gut at your thoughts.
Suddenly there was a knock on the door that drew his attention.
Jungkook:"Yes ?"
He asked, still staring at your face.
Maid:"Breakfast is ready Mr Jeon."
She spoke from other side of the door.
Jungkook:"Ok."
The maid went away after informing him. He tried to take his eyes off of the frame but he clearly struggled much to do so. he sighed before shaking his head with a fond smile, and ruffled his own hair looking down.
Jungkook:"I wonder what are you doing right now. Do you have any bit of idea that a man is insane for you, totally insane. Yn."
There was a strong hint of admiration in his tone and he chuckled, making his way towards the dressing room, and didn't forget to absorb you in his eyes once more before finally going there.
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She was laying on the couch while her legs were placed on Irene's lap. They were at Jack's apartment.
Jack:"Here, your coffee"
He came back with a tray in his hands and placed it on the table.
Jiah sat up and Irene put her phone away before sitting straight, both picking up their mugs from the tray.
Stretching his arms Jack plopped on the side couch and roamed his tongue in his mouth before looking at Irene who looked back at him. He signalled her something through eyes and she pressed her lips in a thin line before looking at Jiah.
Clearing throat she shifted on her place turning a little to face Jiah.
Irene:"So, what are your plans for Christmas ?"
Jiah(sipping on the hot drink):"What plans ? We're going to celebrate it as we do every year ?"
Irene:"Urmmm yeah, that's cool."
Jiah:"You want to say something ?"
She asked, unsure of the expressions on Irene's face.
Chewing her bottom lip Irene shrugged.
Irene:"I mean, why not enjoy it a bit more."
A frown took place on Jiah's forehead.
Jiah:"a bit more ?"
Jack:"She is planning a foreign trip for us. What do you say about that ?"
He butted in.
Irene glared at Jack for that lie, it was he who wanted to take Jiah out of the country and to make her feel a little relax. He noticed she had been a little too wary now a days, probably it was related to Jungkook as well. He knew her whole world was revolving around that one person who didn't even bother to spare her a single glance of sympathy.
Jiah raised a brow at them.
Irene:"Ah....haha ...yeah.."
Jiah(skeptically looking at them):"Are you sure that it's Irene's plan ?"
Jack sighed. They had known each other so well to not find out anything about each other.
Jack (scoffing):"Fine I want that so what ? You are coming. And that's final."
Jiah pressed her lips in a thin line and shifted a little uncomfortablly on her place. Now a days she was being a little too much distressed about everything, though she had no idea why she had been feeling so anxious and restless these days.
Irene:"C'mon it'll be fun. Like we could relax, you know we're going to have jobs after that, it'll be good to enjoy before getting into actual practical life."
She said placing her hand on Jiah's, to persuade her.
Jiah thought for a few seconds and nodded. Maybe she really needed to freshen her mind and get out of this constant anxiety. She was feeling that something not so good was going to happen  and she wanted to get that feeling out of her mind.
Jiah:"Fine."
Her friends smiled in satisfaction. They hoped this trip would lighten up her mood a little.
Jack:"Good thing you decided it, or else I was planning to kidnap you and take you to Switzerland."
Oh, so he planned a trip to Switzerland.
Jiah:"Lame joke."
Jiah rolled her eyes and threw a cushion at him which he caught with a slight chuckle. Irene snickered at them.
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"A water park at the resort is a great idea. Especially for children and in Bangkok it'll be huge hit."
Said the man who was giving his opinion about their resort project.
"What you say Mr Jeon ?"
He asked looking at their CEO but frowned after seeing him zoning out. It was so unlikely of him to do so.
Ava and Beomgyu looked at each other and then at Jungkook who was still staring into thin air.
Ava signalled Beomgyu with her eyes and he nervously cleared his throat before calling him, a little louder this time.
Beomgyu:"Mr Jeon !!!"
Mr Jeon:"huh.... Yes ?"
He came out of his trance and frowned while looking at Beomgyu.
Beomgyu:"M-mr Seok just asked about your opinion."
Jungkook looked at Mr Seok blankly before rubbing his temples and releasing a heavy sigh. He was so nervous right now that he couldn't concentrate on anything. His heart was beating arrythmically and his guts were twisting in excitation yet concern. He was going to do a certain something today and it was making him all types of anxious. These feelings of nervousness were all new for him, he had never felt that before not for any reason.
Mr Jeon:"I would like you to repeat your idea Mr Seok"
He said proficiently, while staring at the man.
Mr Seok(clearing throat):"Sure Sir, so I was saying....."
He continued while Jungkook picked up a bottle and drank a mouthful of water, while listening to Mr Seok, this time attentively.
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