Heart wants what it wants [Completed ✅] [ JJK × Reader ]

Love made me insane

You were taking a stroll in the garden. Your hand was tightly interwined with his big one.
As they walked hand in hand man felt the warmth of her touch and depth of her soul. With every step his love for his wife grew even stronger, like the blossoming flowers around them.
You were aware that he had been stealing glances at you every moment yet by this time you were starting to get quite habituated to his insanity. The silence between you was so comfortable, and peaceful.
Yn:"We should head back to room now. It's getting cold."
You said eyeing the thin hospital shirt he wore.
Jungkook (caressing your wrist with his thumb):"Let's roam around a bit more."
Yn:"You aren't wearing any warm clothes Jungkook."
He smiled, a wave of elation shot through him.
Jungkook:"You're worried about me ?"
He mumbled.
Yn:"Of course."
You replied simply, without realizing what it did to his whipped heart. His ears heated up at your blunt reply.
Biting inside of his cheek he cleared his throat.
Jungkook:"Ok then.... let's go back."
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As soon as you were inside the hospital room, you closed the door and turned around just to get pulled in strong arms making you startled for a moment before you finally realized who it was.
Sighing softly you looked up at him just to see him staring back at you with profound gaze. His veiny arm was wrapped securely around your petite waist while his other hand daintily tucked a hair strand behind your ear. You gulped slightly and placed your hand on his chest, just above his heart. The heart that was made to be ruled by you. The heart that was thundering on beautiful rythms under your palm.
Yn:"What are you doing ?"
You whispered making his smile deep.
Jungkook (his thumb caressing your earlobe):"Admiring you."
The eye contact between both of you was.....kind of intense. However you came in senses a moment later and pressed your lips in a thin line before looking away from his face.
Yn:"You should rest now."
You mumbled but he didn't budge instead you felt his arm tightening around you making you clench his shirt in your fist. Your small body was basically smashed into his big, bulky one.
Jungkook:"Yn."
A voice, heavy with emotions.
Yn:"Hmm ?"
Jungkook:"You're.......ravishing."
He whispered and a shade of red adorned your soft cheeks. Undoubtedly your blush tugged at the strings of his heart, his heart that thudded hard against his chest.
Jungkook:"So mesmerizing."
You again looked at him just to see his passionate orbs fixed on yourself. Soon he started leaning towards your face that increased the pace of your heart. You could clearly feel his heart beating erratically against yours.
Your gaze was automatically lowered at his closeness. The moment his hot, minty breath fell on your face you felt your heart twisting in a special way, the way you had never felt before.
His soft lips daintily k!ssed your forehead, your soft cheeks.
He paused just an inch away from your lips and inhaled sharply before placing his hot lips on the side of your lips, a soft but passionate touch. Both of your eyes got closed instantly and you both felt your hot breaths intermingling. A very guts churning moment for the couple.
His thumb caressed your cheek in circular motion. Both of you were totally lost....away from the world.
He swore, his smitten heart almost leapt out of his chest at that skin contact. A wave of incredible warmth shot through him as his guts twisted in unbelievably incredible way at your closeness, your closeness that drove him utterly insane.
However, a knock on the door brought you back to senses causing you to snap open your eyes and you moved away from him the next moment, but he grunted clearly annoyed at whoever knocked the door.
Jungkook:"Who the h-ll ?"
He muttered under his breath. You chose to ignore his annoyance and softly cleared your throat, your cheeks were burning by now.
Yn:"Come in."
Sighing he raked his hair and walked towards the hospital bed.
Nurse Moon entered inside and offered a polite greeting.
Nurse Moon:"Good evening Mr and Mrs Jeon."
Yn:"Good evening."
You replied to him.
Jungkook poked his cheek with tongue and stayed quiet, obviously because he really hated nurse Moon's interference in your special moment. You shook your head at his behavior.
Nurse Moon:"I'm here to change your splinter Mr Jeon."
Jungkook hummed.
Jungkook (dryly):"Go ahead."
You stood at a little distance and watched attentively how he changed Jungkook's splinter while Jungkook's gaze was locked on your adorable, focused face. His straight face was once again replaced by a deep smile, the way your eye lashes fluttered while concentrating, his heart fluttered in the same way. His mind replayed the moment you both shared a few moments ago, as he felt his neck and ears became beet red too as he struggled to control his jumping heart.
Yn:"How often do we need to change it ?"
Nurse Moon:"You can change it after two to three days."
You hummed.
As soon as nurse Moon was done he walked out of the room and you both were left alone, again. You stepped near him and were about to take seat on the stool placed beside his bed but he stopped you by your holding your wrist.
Jungkook:"Not there."
You looked at him with questioning eyes.
Yn:"Then ?"
He shifted a little on his place and made space for you.
Jungkook:"Sit here."
You frowned slightly.
Yn:"It'll be uncomfortable for you."
Jungkook:"Nothing is more comfortable than you beside me and you know that love."
He was quick to reply making you sigh in defeat and you settled beside him. He wrapped his left arm around you, making you lean on him and you placed your head on his chest, at the place of his heart. His soul felt peace, every fiber of his being was laced with incomparable euphoria when you were in his arms, his arms that were made to hold you.
Jungkook (releasing a satisfied sigh):"Perfect."
He covered your bodies with the duvet and squeezed you more into him before his fingers started playing with your hair.
Yn:"Be careful."
You whispered making him chuckle and he bopped your nose. You frowned softly at his action, he found that so adorable, causing him to place a delicate k!ss on your cheek, your cheeks once again heated up but you hid it from his gaze.
Jungkook:"It doesn't hurt love."
Yn:"It doesn't ?"
You questioned before you slightly traced his shirt above his splinter.
Jungkook:"It seriously doesn't."
Yn(looking up at him):"But your rib is fractured."
Jungkook (shrugging):"Maybe because of the painkillers ?"
Yn:"Maybe."
You whispered and he tucked your hair behind your ear before leaning towards you and placing his burning lips on your chin making you close your eyes at the closeness. You vividly heard his heart vibrating violently but by now you were getting habituated to it.
A few moments later he finally parted away after inhaling deep breath of your scent.
Jungkook(caressing your cheek):"You are really giving me a chance right ?"
His doe eyes showed fondness, hope, desperation and vulnerability.
You smiled slightly, it was still too dreamy for him to believe.
Yn:"You're insane."
It slipped from your tongue and you bit your lower lip after realizing you had said it out aloud. He laughed. And oh God....his laugh was heart catching just like him.
Jungkook (leaning in to your face):"I am not just insane, love. I am far more than just insane for you.......only you."
He whispered and his hot breath hit your sensitive skin making you feel different.
Jungkook (whispering huskily):"If love doesn't make you insane, you ain't doing it right. And my love is much more than love, yn."
He paused just to stare in your almond orbs. His heart jumping at the proximity between you two.
Jungkook:"So much more......."
Resting his forehead against yours he devotedly admired you, you had your eyes closed now.
Jungkook:"You're my heart, and every fiber of my existence. The passion running through my veins and you're my soul."
His beautifully sculptured lips purred with the softness of purity. You just listened to him silently...... because now you knew.....his every word was truth and just truth.
Fluttering your eyes open, you stared at him for a second before shifting slightly on your place and placed your head back on his chest creating a havoc inside him at your one adorable action. He breathed deeply.
His fingers started brushing through your silky hair. Your eyes were closed and he also closed his eyes, before placing his head above yours. It was so calming. It was heaven, his heaven, you were his heaven.
The man felt this surreal moment was spreading warmth till his bones, your fragrance was penetrating his senses making it even more ecstatic for him. Clenching his arm around you, he placed k!ss on your crown and muttered.
Jungkook:"When I wake up, please be here. Like this. In my arms."
Upon receiving no reply he slightly opened his eyes and looked at you but the sight made his heart skip several beats. You were sleeping, it was clear from the way your breaths were heavy that you were in deep slumber. A beautiful smile adorned his lips.
Jungkook (caressing your cheek):"Mi amor."
He whispered before taking remote from the side table and adjusted bed. He comfortably laid down on the soft mattress and you were in his protective arms, deep asleep. Pulling you more into himself if that was possible, he placed few soft k!sses on your cheek and temple.
Jungkook:"Looks like you are in deep sleep hmm ?"
He whispered and chuckled lowly, in admiration. But soon his doe orbs moistened, and a lump formed in his throat. A few diamonds ran down his cheeks as he daintily caressed your cheek with his knuckles.
Jungkook:"I..... can't even breath without you love."
His fragile whisper echoed in the silence.
Jungkook:"Please......I beg u please....... don't leave me. Ever."
He gently stroked your chin with his thumb.
Jungkook:"The unbelievably intense happiness I am feeling bcz of your decision.......you don't have any idea.....you can never imagine it......I...."
He trailed off and inhaled sharply. His hand trembled a little from the overwhelming emotions.
Jungkook:"I love you.....with a love that is far more than love."
He sniffed.
His low whispers and precious tears continued for a little while.
Suddenly you shifted a little on your place, in sleep and he pressed his lips together in a thin line. Taking deep breath he wiped his face, raked his hair before tightening his protective embrace around you. A deep comfort and sensation of utmost relief settled in his heart.
Jungkook:"Good night."
Muttering, he placed another k!ss on your forehead and softly squeezed you into him. Nuzzling his nose in your hair he sniffed deeply and closed eyes, falling into slumber as well. His body felt all tingly and comfortable at your closeness and gosh he wanted more and more of it making him release an elated sigh.
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