Heart wants what it wants [Completed ✅] [ JJK × Reader ]

His madness

"The course of true love doesn't always run smooth"
His heart whispered.
Giving up on you ? It was never an option. Never in a million years. You had his soul caged inside you. And moving on ? What's that sh!t even ? For him it was you, it is you, and it's always going to be you ..... Only you. If not you then he's non existent as well.
Deciding something firmly in his mind, he opened contacts and dialled a specific someone. Call was attended after a few rings.
Otp: "Mr Jeon ?"
Jungkook:"I have a task for you Mr. Joseph."
His blank eyes stared in thin air with a glint of dedication. He was determined to do that.
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Taking a deep puff of c!gar, he exhaled smoke in thin air. He closed his  eyes for a moment to feel the cold breeze brushing through his skin and all he felt was the same tingly, warm sensation that had seeped profoundly in his soul when his fingers had tucked the hair strands behind your ear and his skin had touched your soft cheeks. His lips lifted up into a very small crescent shape at the rememberance. He could feel his heart beat erratically after remembering that divine smile you gave.
Arms were resting on railing and he was bending a little forward.
Jimin:"What are you thinking ?"
He said out of nowhere, coming to stand beside him. Jungkook opened his eyes after hearing voice from his side and turned his head a little to look at Jimin.
Jungkook:"Nothing"
He muttered plainly taking another puff of smoke and then exhaling it deeply.
Jimin attentively observed Jungkook and noted the way he seemed expressionless. Jungkook hadn't told anyone about you except his parents. He had decided to tell Jimin and Taehyung after getting into a relationship with you but things didn't go as planned. When his parents told Jimin and Taehyung about you they couldn't believe for some good minutes that finally Jungkook had shown interest in someone, but the news of rejection from that only girl Jungkook wanted to be with didn't settle well with them. They couldn't believe that when he finally found himself the one, she was not willing to be with him but the fact was they couldn't blame that girl either. Afterall noone could be forced to love anyone.
Moreover, they were concerned after noticing the blankness of hurt on Jungkook's face and in his actions, they couldn't quite comprehend his behavior, he acted like his usual self but there was something different about it. The way he kept zoning out at times spoke a lot about his dishevelled mind state. He was like their younger brother, how could his expressionless face hide his deep heartache from them. But Jungkook told his parents, Jimin and Taehyung that he was okay and he needed time to be alone. They understood and decided not to dwell much into that, to give him some space. They were unaware of what was going on in his mind and what he was about to do, no one was aware of that.
Jimin:"Why don't you join everyone ?"
Jungkook quietly turned his head to see inside the large glass window. His parents, Jimin's and Taehyung's parents, Jimin's wife and Taehyung..... everyone was in the living room, chit chatting while having snacks. It was Christmas night, a good time of the year.
Looking ahead again, his eyes stared at the snow flakes falling on the ground.
Jungkook:"I'm fine here."
Jimin sighed and kept standing there.
Jimin:"Are you going Singapore for business trip this week ?"
Jungkook:"Not yet. I've something else to do, I'll postpone the trip."
He answered lowly.
Jimin:"What about uncle and aunty....when do they plan to return ?"
Jungkook:"Tomorrow."
Jimin nodded and observed Jungkook quietly for a few moments before looking ahead. He wished for Jungkook to move on and be fine.
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Jungkook:"You touched the place in my heart,
                   Where love runs wild;
                    You're my walking thought,
                    My sweet dream;
                    And everything in between."
His pen rubbed against the rough paper writing a fraction of his feelings down in form of words, because all his feelings would be too much to describe in just words. So much that words would finish and he wouldn't have described even half of the emotions he has for you.
A beautiful smile grazed his perfectly sculptured lips and his eyes sparkled with devotion. The devotion that is deeper than the ocean.
Putting the pen aside, he sighed and leaned back on the leather chair.
Lifting the diary upto his sight, his eyes traced every word and with each line your pristine softness and infections smile appeared Infront of him creating a havoc inside him.
Soon after, he picked up his phone and opened his gallery just to see the Christmas pictures that he had saved from your Instagram. You looked too soft in that dark green oversized sweater and Christmas hat on your head, with that ethereal smile decorating your cotton lips. His heart thrashed against his heart and he wondered how insane your one glance could drive him. He could feel his heart coming to his throat and he exhaled sharply, eyes fixed on your photo, admiring it slowly and affectionately.
Jungkook:"So pure."
He mumbled softly, glint of amorousness surfacing his orbs indicated depth of his sentiments for you.
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