Heart wants what it wants [Completed ✅] [ JJK × Reader ]

Marry me!

You were escorted to this huge cabin of luxurious restaurant by a waitress. She opened the door for you and as soon as you stepped inside you were greeted by the view of that specific handsome man, sitting on the chair and using his phone. The door was closed behind you.
On the sound of door creaking his attention was diverted to you and he instantly stood up, taking a few steps towards you. You could vividly see the change of expressions on his face and that wave of relief that washed over his features after seeing you. His doe eyes yearningly took in your form that gave relief to his smitten heart and a beautiful smile danced on his lips at the view of you looking ever so gorgeous.
Jungkook:"yn"
He purred softly, craze evident in the tone.
You pressed your lips in a thin line and bowed your head very slightly as a formal gesture.
Yn:"Mr Jeon."
His gaze wandered on your face in adoration.
Jungkook:"Thanks for coming."
You just looked away not knowing what to say. He literally threatened you to come and was now thanking you, what was this man.
Anyways you nodded lightly.
Walking over to the table, he pulled the chair for you.
You gave a gentle smile and took small steps, taking that seat.
He sat opposite to you and there was that constant smile that decorated his features.
Jungkook:"Should I order something?"
He asked attentively.
Yn:"No, thanks."
He hummed and leaned on the table, interlacing his hands.
Yn:"You called me here Mr Jeon.....can I know why ?"
You decided to come straight to the point instead of beating around the bushes.
He stiffened a little for a moment before gaining his posture. He was planning on being straightforward too.
Jungkook:"For marriage."
Yn:"huh -"
Jungkook:"For our marriage."
It felt like he dropped a b*omb on you. You looked at him totally perplexed but he seemed as calm as ever. His eyes observed your reaction but he sat still. His restful figure had the aura that screamed confidence.
The first time he proposed you was the only time you had seen him kind of nervous, or maybe that was the only time he had shown his nervousness. Anyways, you tried to get out of this shock.
Yn:"e-excuse me ?"
You managed to whisper.
He smiled, and shrugged a little.
Jungkook:"You heard me yn. You have to marry me."
It irked you. What did he mean by that.
Yn(with a soft frown):"What do you mean by that ? I'm not obligated to marry you, I have already refused to your proposal."
He poked his inner cheek with tongue and exhaled heavily.
Jungkook (eyes looking straight into yours):"For what reason ? Why did you reject me ? It's not like I was asking you marry me yn. I wanted a chance, a single chance to show you my love. I clearly told I can't bear to have this life without you."
You opened your mouth to say something but nothing came out. Words were struck in your throat. There was this glint of madness and craze overcoming him that you shuddered for a moment. Rubbing his face he breathed deeply and faced you again.
Jungkook:"Yn please. Can you please give me one chance ?"
Yn:"I cannot."
It just slipped out of your tongue. His face went emotionless.
Yn:"Leave me alone Mr Jeon."
You requested gently but he kept his unwavering gaze fixed on you. You had no idea what you got yourself into.
Jungkook:"You have to marry me."
You shifted on your place in a state of vexation. The atmosphere suddenly became petrifying.
Jungkook:"And it's final."
You shook your head and were about to stand up, to stride out of this place but his voice stopped you.
Jungkook:"Don't. You can't go like this yn."
You sat still and looked at him, vividly distressed.
Yn:"Why are you doing this ?"
He was calm that's what you could see, but only he knew how hard it was for him to act harsh like that with you. He didn't want to, but he had understood by now that you weren't going to give him a chance no matter what. So he had to do something even if it is done forcefully. Because one thing was for sure, he couldn't let you go. Never. He just couldn't. Because letting you go, meant leaving life. Meant leaving everything. Meant leaving his soul. He wasn't able to exist without you and he was pretty aware of that.
He subtly gulped the lump in his throat and continued.
Jungkook:"Because I love you."
You shook head.
Yn:"You cannot just ask me to marry you. I'd never agree for that."
Now he had to play that card. You were pushing him to do that.
Jungkook:"Not even for your sister ?"
You froze for a second before looking at him in disbelief.
Yn:"What ?"
Jungkook:"For your sister, jiah."
You looked at him with furrowed brows. Why was he complicating things so much.
Yn:"Mr Jeon, what my sister-"
Jungkook:"You have two choices"
He cut you off, staring right into your orbs.
As much as he hated forcing you and using these threats to make you agree, you had left him with no other option.
Jungkook:"Marry me, today."
You were still in disbelief at that request. What did he even mean by marrying him ? Is this a game or what.....
Jungkook:"Or watch me proposing your sister. I think you know this pretty well that she won't decline my proposal, and I'd dump her right after in front of whole world. You are getting what I'm talking about right.... The kind of humiliation she'd have to go through."
You statued at that. Your heart stopped beating for a moment. It took a few moments before his words dawned on you and you hissed in disbelief. How could he be so cruel.......
Yn:"No, how can you do this ?"
You asked lowly.
Jungkook:"I can do this yn. I surely can, you know that your sister won't believe anyone over me, would she ?"
You thought, and you knew jiah wouldn't believe anyone over Jungkook. You had seen how crazy she was for him. But the humiliation she'd have to go through after Jungkook would play with her feelings as a game, what'd happen to her ....... She'd be more than just broken. You shivered when you imagined that. You were looking down while your hands clutched on your dress.
He observed you were getting weak in your decision, and he added a few more words to persuade you.
Jungkook:"And what about your father ? Your parents ? I bet their reputation will be stained as well, you know our society."
You became numb at that. Yes, you knew what this society was capable of. If this happens, not only jiah your parents would be in distress as well. Tears welled up in your eyes. How could this person do this.....
Yn:"You won't do this......."
A mere whisper escaped out of your shivering lips.
He gulped and managed to stay firm. By seeing your fragile form, he wanted to leap forward and hold you in his embrace, to take you away from this tense atmosphere but he won't do that right now.
Jungkook:"I'm very capable of doing that yn. I'd do that."
Though he said it, but he knew he'd never do that. He respected humanity and if playing with someone's feelings was the last thing to do on this planet, he'd never do that. He was raised to respect humanity. And aside from playing with someone's feelings, he'd never ever think of proposing someone that's not you. Just the thought of a mere proposal to someone else except his lady disgusted him to the core. He could never in a million years bring himself to look at anyone else, even if it's only for an act. He was reserved for that specific someone, his woman. 𝐻𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑜𝑛𝑒. 𝐹𝑜𝑟 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢.  
But it was a good threat to make you agree and he was hitting your weak spot.            
You breathed heavily and looked up at him with wet eyes. As soon as he saw tears in your eyes, his heart burnt. His soul screamed in agony. Red lines appeared in his eyes and he instantly looked away. The veins of his neck started popping out in excurciation. You were in tears. And he felt someone poured acid on him.
Gulping the large lump in his throat he breathed deeply and continued, before he'd loose his control in pain.
Jungkook:"The decision is yours. Everything is ready. Church and priest for our wedding. In case you decline, Jiah is one call away."
You stiffened and looked down. Your life suddenly took a 360 turn and you weren't able to grasp it. This was so difficult, you mind was a mess. You had no idea what to do ahead.
You looked at Jungkook and he was breathing a little heavily as if he found it difficult to breath, his jaw was clenched. He looked in pain. He was in pain because he was hurting you.
Yn:"You're hurting me."
Your words were like arrow dipped in venom that pierced his skin and dig in his heart, tearing his heart and soul apart.
Jungkook:"Do you think I want to hurt you ? You've left no other way."
You looked down and closed your eyes, a few tears travelled down your cheeks.
"I'm sorry my precious love. I'll do everything for you but I can not let you go away from me. I just can not. I'm helpless in this. I really can not."
He thought while brushing his hand through his neatly set hair.
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