Heart wants what it wants [Completed ✅] [ JJK × Reader ]

Our room

Maid opened the door and he stepped in the dimly lit room with you in his arms. His strong, buff arms held you softly yet protectively, like they were made to hold you, to him you felt so light like a feather. Maid closed the door before walking away. He glanced at you affectionately before darting towards his bed and placed you on the soft mattress with ultimate care. Settling you gently under the duvets he took a seat beside your laying figure and held your hand, daintily. Releasing a sigh he fixed his gaze on you. His thumb softly glided over your fragile palm and caressed your hand while his doe eyes fondly admired you, a smile slowly started creeping up on his lips. Moonlight coming from the glass  window fell on your face and highlighted your features, making you look even more ethereal. His heart skipped a beat, in euphoria. One part of him still couldn't believe that you were his, only his, now. But the other part of him already knew that you were going to be his, he just believed it, he believed that God created you for each other, destiny brought you together and you both were going to belong to each other for eternity.
Jungkook (whispering huskily):" If I could be the moon for one night
                                      I'd steal your breath with cold blue light,
                                      And at the last minute gasping,
                                      I'd kiss those lips and light you from within."
He took his other hand to your face and very softly tucked a few strands of hair behind your ear. His eyes took in your glowing form with the heart, that was beating erratically inside his chest, all for you.
He carefully removed pieces of jewlery you were wearing except the wedding band and properly placed duvets on you, to make you feel comfortable.
His thumb gently touched your cotton cheek but........his smile slowly faltered when the scenes from new year party flashed across his mind. All of sudden a heartache travelled through him and he swallowed the painful lump down his throat. Your tears were imprinted in his mind making him feel the emotions of torment. A wave of intense pain passed through his face and seeped into his bones.
Jungkook:"I don't deserve to even apologize, but love, I'll do everything to make it up."
He mumbled, his eyes, filled with hurt and love were fixated on you.
The warmth of your hand in his made him feel alive.
The love his heart held for you and only you made him feel tingles and calmness at the same time. The desperation and peace all at once.
Suddenly you moved a little on your place and he sat straight. You slowly opened your eyes and his heart beat elevated in nervousness. He didn't know how you would react. Licking his lower lip he made his dry lips wet and tightened his grip on your hand a little.
Jungkook:"You're up"
He whispered lowly but it was audible to you in that silent room. Blinking you finally opened your eyes and looked at him with blank eyes not understanding anything till it started to dawn on you. Your heartbeats increased and you tried to sit. He, who was observing your expressions, instantly helped you to sit and fixed the pillow behind your back.
Yn:"Where am I ?"
Your voice came out a little shivering.
He again took the seat beside you and grasped your hand into his gently.
Jungkook:"Our home."
You looked at him in kind of bewilderment and roamed your gaze around the unfamiliar surroundings.
Yn:"This is not my room."
You uttered quietly.
He placed his big, veiny hand on your cheek and made you look at him.
You stared at him, the reality was coming to you and your mind got blank.
Jungkook:"It is. It is our room."
He mumbled gently. But your mind was somewhere else instead of his words. Your heart started hurting more and more as the events of party came across your mind, the words of your dad, the betrayal his eyes reflected, anger of Jiah, everything that happened started taking a toll on you.
You lower lip started trembling and wetness grazed over your orbs. He noticed the way your pristine face reflected pain and he blinked his own tears of hurt  away before calling you affectionately.
Jungkook:"Yn."
You blinked and those tiny droplets slipped down your cheeks, tightening his chest. His thumb glided over your rosy cheek and wiped those tears.
Jungkook:"I-"
Yn:"I want to be alone please."
You cut him off lightly. He felt a pang on his heart and bit inside of his cheek before nodding anyways. He knew you needed space for now. He had already forced you a lot, and he didn't want to impose anything on you further. He wanted to make you comfortable.
Jungkook:"fine."
He whispered out.
Jungkook:"I'll leave. After you have your dinner."
You shook your head slowly.
Yn:"I don't have appetite."
He exhaled lightly. He knew you'd say this.
Jungkook:"Please. Just a few bites."
You kept looking away, not wanting to have dinner.
Jungkook:"For your mom ? She asked you to take care of yourself."
You slightly bit your lower lip when you remembered what your mom told you.
Jungkook:"Hmm ? Should I tell someone to bring the dinner ?"
He asked again, hoping you'd agree. Sighing you nodded.
He smiled slightly and brought your hand to his face before placing a soft kiss on your knuckles and kept his face on your hand for a few seconds before looking up. All this time, you didn't look at him.
Jungkook:"Till then you can change if you want. You'll feel comfortable."
You looked at him with a questioning face.
Yn:"I.........don't have my clothes here."
Jungkook:"You can wear mine."
Your eyes slightly widened.
Yn:"huh ?"
Jungkook (realizing):"I- I mean you can take my clothes from wardrobe. I'll order dresses for you tomorrow ?"
He explained, to not make you feel uncomfortable.
You nodded and looked down.
Jungkook:"I'm coming in a bit. Freshen up."
He said, and leaned towards you, placing his lips on your forehead for a few seconds before moving away and going out of room.
As soon as he was out, you shifted on your place and removed duvet stepping out of warm bed. Your almond eyes stared at an anonymous point and your heart swelled from the pain once again when your mind brought everything back to you. What had happened.......why did it happen.......
Yn:"Why is this happening ?......"
You whispered helplessly and a few drops of tears fell from your eyes. You felt weak and dizzy.
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Jack was pacing back and forth, tensed. Jiah was still sobbing. Mrs shin and Irene were seated on couches, worried for her. Mrs shin couldn't see her daughter like this anymore, her daughter was never like this, she never broke down like this before, she had always been strong enough. She finally made her way towards Jiah and took a seat beside her, before placing her hand on Jiah's shoulder.
Mrs shin:"Jiah, sweetheart -"
Before she could say any further her hand was jerked off, startling her.
Jiah looked up and glared at Mrs shin with her swollen, red eyes.
Jiah:"You still have the audacity to come to me ?"
She snapped bitterly.
Mrs shin felt her eyes getting wet and her heart ached.
Mrs shin:"What do you mean baby ? I'm your mom-"
Jiah:"oh please !"
She showed her hand to stop Mrs shin from talking.
Jiah(chuckling sarcastically):"Mom ?"
Mrs shin gulped her tears.
Jiah:"You cannot become my mom just because you married MY dad."
Mrs shin tried to hold her hand but she moved it away.
Jiah(looking at Mrs shin with hurt eyes):"I'll never forgive you and your daughter. Both of you are back stabbers. Years ago you destroyed my mom and now your daughter destroyed me."
Mrs shin looked at her in disbelief. How could she say something like that.
Mrs shin:"What are you talking about ? You know it's not the truth."
Even jiah knew what she said was wrong but her rage, her heartbreak was taking over her and she said whatever came in her mouth.
Jiah:"I don't know !"
She cried out once again, helplessly.
Jiah:"I don't know anything ! I love him ! How can he do this ? Why doesn't he even feel sympathy for me ? Am I too bad that he can't even accept me out of pity ?"
She was wailing and Mrs Shin's heart tore apart.
Mrs shin(crying silently):"no ! You're best jiah, honey you're most wonderful girl."
She tried to hug her but jiah once again didn't let her. She had her face buried in hands and was letting her tears out.
Jack(coming near jiah and sitting Infront of her):"Jiah"
He called her softly but she didn't listen.
Jack:"Let's go home hmm ? You need rest."
He knew jiah had no other way except accepting the reality and he didn't know how to lessen her pain, her pain was hurting him too.
When she still didn't bother to pay any heed to his words, he sighed and looked at Mrs shin, who was still sitting with her head down as if she was too much hurt.
Jack:"Mrs shin."
She looked at him.
Jack:"I'll take Jiah to Irene's place. She needs to calm down."
Mrs shin looked at Jiah with a helpless and tormented gaze before looking back at Jack and nodding. She knew jiah was so attached to her friends and that they could maybe help her.
Mrs shin:"ok"
She permitted with her voice, heavy from tears.
Jack nodded and made jiah stand up before wrapping an arm around her shoulder and taking her away though her tears were still flowing like a waterfall. Irene was about to follow them but stopped and looked at Mrs shin once, with a hateful gaze before striding out of there as well leaving Mrs shin alone with broken heart and wet eyes.
Mrs shin:"I'm sorry unnie. I am sorry, I couldn't take care of her."
She whispered looking at the sky, jiah never interacted much with Mrs shin and had always avoided her since childhood but she never said those harsh words as well. Mrs shin was so much torn from inside.
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