Heart wants what it wants [Completed ✅] [ JJK × Reader ]

Remember me ?

After having dinner you wiped your face with napkin and placed it on table, before excusing yourself. Daintily taking steps you walked over to the large gate and crossed it, as soon as you stepped in the terrace, cold but pleasent breeze passed through your fragile body and you smiled. It felt good on your creamy skin.
He, whose warm gaze had been fixed on you, noticed you walking away towards the terrace and he found a chance. His steps firmly followed you and there he stood behind you. His eyes scanned you with devoted gaze and he felt that bizarre tingles all over his body with every step he took towards you. Your presence, your existence outshined everything else in this world for him.
You were standing near the railin, looking at the city lights. Moonlight falling on you made you look surreal. You appeared so pristine and innocent. A soft fluff, like that tender rose, like a slight touch could harm you. This strengthened the desire in his heart to protect you, to keep you safe from slightest of harm.
The flow of blood in his veins got fast, due to nervousness. Never in a million years did he feel nervous, but again it were you, his person, who could have him to feel, to do, anything and everything. Though you were totally unaware of it.
Stopping beside you, his head turned in your direction and his lips daintily but affectionately purred your name.
Jungkook:"Ms Shin Yn."
You noticed someone's presence when he called you and you turned to face him slowly.
Softly smiling you looked at him.
Yn:"Yes, it's me."
Your smile felt like a gentle breeze that swept through his soul, refreshing it.
He also turned his body completely, fully facing you. He clearly felt his heart beating in palms. The moment you looked in his eyes, oh how desperately he wanted to stop that moment and look in those almond eyes of yours, forever. The eyes that claimed his heart so effortlessly.
Yn:"Mr..."
You trailed off. You couldn't see his face clearly because one side of his face was in dark.
He blinked and smiled, thinking that you forgot about him."
Jungkook:"We've met before."
You slightly bit inside of your cheek, he did look somehow familiar and you tried to think while squinting your eyes and looking at him carefully.
His heart felt fuzzy seeing your innocent expressions. His perfectly sculptured lips automatically lifted up into crescent shape.
He stepped a little towards you and light fell on his face illuminating his heart catching features.
That's when it suddenly hit you. An inaudible gasp left your mouth.
Yeah, he was the man at mall, he was that man Jiah was in love with, you totally remembered that. He quietly observed your expressions and was left enchanted by your Innocence. he could see a glint of familiarity appeared in your beautiful orbs.
He wanted you to remember him through that first meeting at the mall, the day he met his missing half, the day he finally found you.
Raising his forearm in front of your face, he gestured with his eyes to look at that. You looked at the bandaged arm and you pressed your lips in a thin line.
Jungkook:"Remember ? Our first meeting."
You averted your gaze to his immaculate face and smiled thankfully.
That beautiful smile tugged at the strings of his heart.
Yn:"I am sorry for taking so long to remember you. Actually I couldn't see you clearly because of dark."
His lips lifted up into crescent shape.
Jungkook:"It's okay."
He internally wondered how destiny plays its game, there he was going crazy about you, not a single moment could he spend without your thoughts and here you couldn't even recognize him.
You were engraved within his soul, deeply, permanently, for eternity.
How oblivious you were, you had no idea that man standing in front of you was completely yours, solely yours. He thought and shook his head lightly smiling at the thought.
You looked down with a smile before again looking up at him.
Yn:"I'm really thankful for that day. You saved Syeop. I can't even imagine what might have happened if you didn't come."
His smile deepened and he took a step closer towards you.
Jungkook:"There's no if. I came and I had to. I really had to."
There was an intensity in his dark orbs as if he was staring in your soul. For a moment, just for a little moment you felt a wave of something strange travelling down your spine but you just gave a confused smile.
Yn:"I'm grateful."
You spoke in your delicate and low voice. Guess what, even your voice made his guts churn in so amazing way. The man was so smitten for you.
Jungkook:"Not more than me."
He mumbled and you couldn't understand.
Yn:"pardon ?"
Jungkook:"Nothing."
He gently shook his head and stared in your orbs, feeling his heart pumping faster than ever. Your eyes automatically looked down and your big eyelashes covered them from his view. His heart did a weird movement, making him release a sharp breath.

A gentle smile creeped up on your lips before you bit inside of your cheek and again looked at him. when you suddenly remembered that he is the same guy who rejected Jiah.
Yn:"Do you by any chance know shin Jiah ?"
You asked politely. Maybe you could talk to him and request him to meet her because you had seen how disturbed Jiah looked.
Jungkook:"Just as much as she was my junior at university. May I know why are you asking that ?"
He said, just to have as much conversation with you as possible. He didn't want you to leave from there and for that he was trying to make conversation long and find topics from within topics, to have you talk to him.
Yn:"Oh, actually I just remembered that I had seen you somewhere else as well, except at the mall, maybe in the graduation photos of Unnie's university album."
You tried to give an appropriate answer.
Yn:"I'm Shin Jiah's sister."
You said trying to introduce yourself.
He shrugged lightly.
Jungkook:"I know."
Yn:"really ?"
Jungkook:"Hmm. Just found out today."
You smiled.
Yn:"Did unnie tell you ? You met her today ? She's looking beautiful right ?"
You tried to initiate the conversation about Jiah. He had already perceived by your words that Jiah definitely told you about her crush or whatever on him and maybe showed you his photos or social media hence you asked him about Jiah. He realized that you were trying to get your sister in the conversation. He internally chuckled at your innocence, the way you were sneakily trying to help your sister but again it was him you were dealing with, anything was definitely not gonna work. Only if you knew he couldn't even imagine someone else except you, looking at someone else was far more impossible, then you wouldn't try to do those fruitless efforts.
Jungkook:"No. I didn't see her. I didn't see anyone except one person."
He stared directly in your obs making you look down automatically, there was something in his stare that you couldn't define but it was intense, so intense. His hands itched and his heart wished to lift your chin up and tell you to look at him but he controlled himself.
Jungkook:"Actually I have my eyes only for her, my special person."
There were extremeties of emotions in his voice and eyes, only if you could understand that.
You tilted your head daintily. Special one ? Oh, it meant he already loved someone, maybe that's why he rejected Jiah's love. Did jiah know about it ? Maybe yes, because apparently she had known him for years.
Suddenly you felt guilty for trying to bring Jiah in the conversation, after knowing that he loved someone else. According to you, it was so disrespectful and embarrassing. You realized that the love triangle between jiah, this man and the woman he loved was kind of complex hence you baked off and decided not to intervene in their personal metters, you had no right to do that.
You instantly tried to cover the topic.
Yn:"Ah that's good."
He smiled, his eyes admiring you and his heart collecting these precious moments.
Yn:"How's your arm ?"
You asked when your eyes fell on his bandage.
Jungkook:"It's getting better. How's that kid ?"
He spoke softly.
Yn:"He's fine. Thanks to you."
Suddenly your phone tinged with the incoming text and you opened it just to see your mom's message. She was calling you to go back home.
You looked up at him and smiled tenderly. His heart shivered in ecstasy at that beautiful smile.
Yn:"I have to go now. Hope your arm gets healed soon."
His eyes immediately became sad and heart impatient when you said about going back, but he didn't want to make you uncomfortable hence smiled a little and nodded. His world suddenly started getting dim that was enlightened by your presence.
Jungkook:"Sure."
You turned around to go but halted when his gentle voice penetrated your ears.
Jungkook:"Ms Shin Yn."
You slightly turned to look at him.
Yn:"yes ?"
With a beautiful smile dancing on his lips he took a step towards you.
Jungkook:"Jungkook. Myself, Jeon Jungkook."
He rasped.
He extended his hand and you softly slipped your fragile hand in his big one. His heart hammered against his chest. An intense wave of euphoria travelled through him at your touch and his skin burnt with a new and sweet sensation. His heart skipped several beats. It was like you casted a spell on him. Your fragrance penetrated his senses, intoxicating him.
He came out of trance when you daintily took your hand back and smiled at him.
Yn:"Nice to meet you Mr Jeon Jungkook."
Oh, his name from your mouth stirred something so foreign yet deep in him. He could hear his heart drumming violently.
Jungkook:"Same here"
He managed to whisper out.
You softly nodded and turned around, walking away from him and with every step you took away from him he felt a deep ache settling into him till you were totally out of his sight and he felt incomplete.
He was incomplete. Without you.
Exhaling heavily he turned towards the railing and placed his arms on it, closing his eyes. Your fragrance still lingered around him. And you appeared in front of his closed eyes. He placed his hand on his heart, the hand on which he could still feel your warmth.
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