Heart wants what it wants [Completed ✅] [ JJK × Reader ]

Decision ?

Atmosphere was stiff in the office.
Jungkook had blank eyes while his heart was heavy. Mr Shin just told him that he had found the truth and explained your past as well. That how you didn't have father figure in your life, how much you craved for love of a father and then you finally got it.
And Jungkook.....he.........snatched it from you. Knowingly or unknowingly he did it. And the pain surged through him when he realized that he had hurt you much more than he thought he did. It tormented him more than ever after knowing that he had hurt you so badly.
Mr Shin, who was leaning back on the couch, carefully observed him.
Jungkook (moving his eyes up to look at Mr Shin):"I never knew.....about that. Neither did I plan to reveal our marriage like that but it just happened....and I'm really guilty for that. I can never want to hurt yn. Never."
He mumbled very much distressed and rubbed his temple. He felt jittery due to all the tension, however he couldn't comprehend the cause of his own stress like now Mr shin found out the truth and now he would accept yn back as his daughter, their relationship will be refotmed. He should be feeling relieved right but there was some unsettling feeling in his guts, as if everything wasn't going to be alright, as if everything wasn't going to go as he though it would.
Mr Shin:"But you did Jeon. You did hurt her."
Mr Shin didn't involve Jiah in between this, because he knew this matter had nothing to do with her. Yes she loved Jungkook, but it was her problem. And yn was never the problem in way of Jiah's love, Jungkook didn't have accepted Jiah even if yn was not in the picture and he would've never accepted her.
Jungkook (gulping to wet his dry throat):"I wanted to tell you everything the very next day but Mrs Shin stopped me."
Mr Shin:"I know about that."
He said impassively.
Mr Jeon:"Mr Shin, now that you know the truth please come with me, you should meet yn, she's so much hurt. I can't see her in pain anymore."
He said politely. No matter how stressed he was, he knew how to compose himself apparently in front of others.
Mr Shin(sighing and sitting straight):"I'll meet yn. I will. But..."
He trailed off making Jungkook frown slightly.
Jungkook:"But ?"
Mr Shin:"But only after you choose one of the two choices."
The air between them became thick. Jungkook's frown deepened.
Jungkook:"Choices ?"
Mr Shin (blank face):"One, Leave her and I will take her back with me. Divorce her and she'll get her father back. She won't be hurt anymore."
Rage surged through Jungkook's entire self. Leave you ? Divorce ? Over his f-cking de@d body. His jaw clenched and red lines appeared in his eyes.
Jungkook (stern voice, trying to control himself from bursting out):"Do you realize what are you saying Mr shin ? I will never leave her."
He chewed every word.
However Mr shin remained calm.
Mr Shin:"Number two...... Don't leave her but then....she won't see me again and you'll see her in pain everyday....pain of loosing her father."
Jungkook's heart dropped and blood froze. His insides twisted in horror. What did Mr shin mean by those words ?
Jungkook (looking at Mr Shin petrified):"How can you say something like that ?"
His voice came out low and Mr shin raised his brow.
Jungkook:"She's your daughter, you just said you love her. How could...how could you possibly abondon her after knowing the truth ?"
Mr Shin fixed his glasses and released a sigh.
Mr shin:"It's not about me right now Jeon. It's about you."
He paused and Jungkook felt sweat forming on his forehead.
Mr Shin (looking straight in Jungkook's eyes):"If I could cut ties with her then, I can do it now as well. Yes, I'll be hurt, I'll miss her, but I can bear it. I really can take it. At least I know my daughter didn't betray me."
Mr Shin sounded serious, and Jungkook could sense he meant every word he said.
Mr Shin:"But....will you bear it Jeon. To see her in pain and guilt of something she never did ?"
Jungkook's face became pale. Till now he was living on the hope that one day he'll make everything alright, everytime you were hurt he was more hurt than you but he endured it because the sole thought of life without you was unimaginable. He endured it on the hope that one day he'll end your pain and make everything alright, and make the relationship between you and your father like before. But seeing you hurt forever......it will.....be menacing......extremity of torment.....worse than de@th......
And now.....you father was saying that.....
Divo-
He couldn't even think about that....it felt as if someone brutally sliced his heart.
He didn't know what to think anymore, his brain suddenly felt frozen and his veins started palpitating in vexation.
Mr shin:"Which one will you choose ?"
Jungkook blankly looked at him.
Which one will he choose ?
Both option were unbearable.......
Mr Shin:"Think about it."
Mr shin said and stood up, but didn't forget to glance at Jungkook once more before walking out of the room leaving him alone. He was statued on his place. As if he couldn't even move a muscle.
It was as if Mr Shin had dropped a b0mb on him.
After about half an hour of being in the same position he took his mobile and keys, before striding out of the room.
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Jihyoo(glaring at Jihyoo while munching on burger):"Like why didn't you let me say anything ? That man literally hit my head so hard."
Sana:"What do you mean didn't let you say anything ? You were fighting like a madwoman and it was your fault."
Jihyoo(jaw dropping):"My fault ??!!!!"
Sana:"of course your fault. You were looking behind while walking."
Jihyoo(huffing):"Now you are taking a strager's side over your own friend ? Did I befriend you for this day ?"
Sana(shaking head):"Don't be dramatic jihyoo."
Jihyoo:"Look now you're even calling me dramatic."
She exclaimed making you chuckle.
Yn:"Stop guys. Stop fighting and hurry finish the food. I have to go home."
Jihyoo looked at you and wiggled her brows.
Jihyoo:"Why so early ? Your husband will be waiting for you ?"
Sana(grinning):"Ohh I see, of course you have to go home early. You're  still in honeymoon phase."
You instantly regretted talking in between their bickering.
Yn:"For God's sake, stop embarrassing me there's nothing like that."
They chuckled at your flustered form and you sipped on your juice to cool down your heated cheeks.
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He was driving like a madman on the roads, while his security cars were following him. He was a mess. Hair were dishevelled. Sleeves were rolled till elbows. First two buttons of white dress shirt were open. Eyes were red from unshed tears. Heart was on fire. Soul was crumbling. Every fiber of his being was in pain.
"One, Leave her and I will take her back with me. Divorce her and she'll get her father back. She won't be hurt anymore."
Words echoed in his mind.
His grip around the steering wheel tightened, his veins were popping out.
"Number two. Don't leave her but then....she won't see me again and you'll see her in pain everyday....pain of loosing her father."
Those words were so sharp as if someone sl@ught€red his throat.
He increased the speed of car.
Your teary eyes were on his mind and your voice rang in his ears. The way you wailed for your dad that night.
Yn:"No dad no please I'm sorry I didn't -"
Yn:"Dad I- I didn't m-mean to I-"
A lava was erupting inside him when he recalled your cries.
He gritted his teeth harshly.
However, a loud very loud honk snapped him back and he saw ahead just to see a truck coming his way.
He instantly turned the car and his car slid towards the edge of road however he was saved from the accident. He sat emotionless on the seat. Nothing was inside him except your thoughts.
Both of the options were unimaginable.
There was a well on one side and pit on the other side while he was stuck in between.
One of the guards from the security jeep ran towards him and knocked on his window. Jungkook expressionlessly rolled down the window and before that guard could ask something Jungkook signalled with his hand for him to go back, which the guard obeyed.
Releasing a heavy, very heavy breath he leaned back on the car and blankly stared in air. His every cell was in torment.
Thoughts were running through his mind not letting him breath for a moment.
However, his phone rang. He uninterestedly looked at the screen but became attentive after seeing that it was one of the guards he had appointed for you. Without wasting a second he received it.
Jungkook:"Is yn okay ?"
His voice came out freezing cold but desperate and worried.
Guard:"Yes sir, ma'am is okay, but-"
Jungkook:"But ?"
He growled.
Jungkook:"But her father, Mr Shin is here to meet her. He told me to call you and inform you."
Jungkook's blood froze and breath hitched. His pupils shook in fear. What if your dad takes you away from him ? No. Just no.
He started the engine with sweaty palms and drove off with full speed. His heart was trembling. His whole body was slightly shaky.
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