Jungkook, I don't love you...

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Mrs Jeon (kissing Jungkook's forehead for the nth time):"Don't do that again you br@t. Do you even know what we went through ?"
He just smiled slightly and mumbled a small sorry before stealing another glance at you. You were standing beside his bed, your hand in his firm grip. He wasn't ready to leave you for a mere moment. By this time he had totally gained his consciousness and that divorce thingy was ringing in his mind but he waited to be alone with you so that he could talk to you about that. Yes he was h€lla anxious about that from inside but your presence and touch was what kept him sane at the moment.
Mr Jeon (kissing Jungkook's forehead):"Don't scare us like this again."
He mumbled and Jungkook smiled weakly.
Taehyung, Jimin, Sooah, everyone met him and asked about how he was feeling. However they didn't bother him much because they saw how tired and weak he looked.
Taehyung:"Just get better you j€rk I will take revenge for making me so anxious. Do you know what was our condition ?"
He said sulking and Jungkook lightly chuckled making everyone smile. A few minutes later they left. Mr Jeon and Mrs Jeon understood that Jungkook needed time with you, so they also decided to give you a little privacy and Mr Jeon took Mrs Jeon for dinner at nearby restaurant. He knew she hadn't eaten properly since she had seen Jungkook unconscious.

After you both were left alone there was a silence for few moments before you sighed softly and looked at him who was staring at you intensely but so affectionately.
Jungkook:"Love."
He rasped and you gave a small smile, that instantly fluttered his heart making him smile back heartily. He gently pulled you towards him and you sat beside him, facing him.
His grip around your hand was firm and he took his other hand towards your face, softly placing it on your cotton cheek.
Jungkook:"D-did you s-sign on d-divo.....
He trailed off to gulp the lump in his throat and squeezed his eyes shut to take a deep breath before opening his eyes and again looking at you. He was so afraid. So horrified of the thought of you leaving him again.
Jungkook:"A-are you going to L-leave me again ?"
He almost whispered. You opened your mouth to say something but he beat you in that.
Jungkook(hopeful eyes):"C-can't you give me any other punishment ? You....you can punish me in any way....except going away from me ?P-please....can you ?Love Just..... don't go away. I will-"
He was speaking as if your one decision would decide his life or d€@th and...that really was the case. But before he could complete his sentence you cut him off.
Yn:"I'm not leaving you. Not again."
You purred softly and he paused, more like froze before looking at you in disbelief as if he had heard something wrong.
Jungkook:"Y-you-"
You smiled softly with moistened eyes and placed your hand on his chest, just above his heart and you felt how his every muscle relaxed at your touch as if you provided him with a warmth that revived him back to life.
Yn:"I......want to give us a chance."
He was statued still not believing his ears.
Yn:"I decided...to c-continue our marriage."
As your words washed over him, the man's heart waged a battle between euphoria and fragility. Every fiber of his bring trembled in ecstasy and you could vividly see that through his expressions, through his eyes. Words failed him in that moment as his doe eyes shimmered with tears of joy, mirroring stars on the night sky. In that moment his heart's rythm became symphony of passion, its tempo racing, threatening to consume him entirely.
You gasped slightly after feeling his heart racing.
Yn(worried):"Jungkook calm down. It's not good for you. Calm down. Your heart is beating too fast."
Your voice brought him back to his senses. He chuckled lively and tiny droplets of water rolled down his cheek in elation.
Jungkook (smiling wholeheartedly):"I'll be totally fine as long as you're with me love, I assure you of that."
Sincerity and genuineness dripped through his tone.
You stared in his orbs and softly wiped his wet cheeks. He swore he felt his guts twisting in undescribable emotions at your one action. Wrapping his veiny arm around your petite waist he engulfed you in his embrace. Stuffing his face in your shoulder, he inhaled deep breaths, your scent drove him crazy and kept him sane all at the same time. His eyes were closed and his embrace around you was tight...so protective.
Yn(concerned):"Be careful Jungkook. You have a fractured rib."
You said softly and he smiled warmly. Now that you promised to be with him, to give him a chance nothing else mattered to him, not a single thing mattered to him.
What was he was feeling at the moment ? Too much emotions that overwhelmed him entirely. He felt high by the weight of emotions, too profound to comprehend. Words were definitely not enough to describe his feelings at the moment.
Jungkook:"I'm fine love. I'm fine. Just please stay near me."
He mumbled with a crazed tone and you sighed before wrapping your slim arms around his torso. Your this action was a Surreal enchantment for him, your closeness was a spell woven by fate leaving him spellbound in the embrace of his love. It was the first time you had hugged him back and he swore the moment got engraved in his heart deeply making his veins palpitate with overwhelmed emotions. His arms clasped you even more firmly his mind dizzy from elation. You felt his tears were still falling from his eyes. But this time these were tears of elation and gratefulness.
Jungkook:"I love you......I love you with love that is far more than love."
His words penetrated your ears and you just closed your eyes. It felt as if..... something just right at that moment. A sudden peace invaded your senses indicating that.....you had taken the right decision.
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