Heart wants what it wants [Completed ✅] [ JJK × Reader ]

Couple portrait

Morning

There was silence on the breakfast table, dread silence. Mr shin had just come out of his study after spending whole night there. Mrs shin looked at him and her heart ached after seeing her husband. He looked old, overnight. She, herself looked tired. They both had spent last night on burning coals.
Jiah was still not at home and mr shin didn't care to question that because it wasn't unusual for her to be absent at meals.
Jiah still couldn't accept her as her mom, this weight was making her  heavy-hearted. Mrs shin knew you weren't happy as well, you were broken too.....her both daughters were in pain and she could do nothing. Despite everything, she was so much grateful to her husband that he didn't mention about you not being his daughter by blood. Maybe because he had never thought of you as his step daughter, she was a witness of how Mr shin loved you as his own daughter, never once did he even think of you as someone else's, not even last night after getting hurt by you.....and maybe also because he knew it could hurt his wife who always tried to be there for him.......being so low was never his thing......what could be the bigger proof of this man's generous conscience and principles.
But maybe she failed as Jiah's mother, didn't she..... Her eyes again became wet but she blinked to stop those tears and tried to act normal.
Mrs shin:"Here, your tea."
She said handing him a cup of tea.
He hummed, taking the cup from her and took a sip.
Your action had hurt mr shin in a deep way, he still couldn't believe why you would do that........he still couldn't find any reason for you to do that.......but he didn't care to listen to anything as well, wound was fresh and he wasn't in condition to understand anything......you had broken his trust, tranished his dignity and that was more than enough for now to hurt him so much. He was in pain, of getting back stabbed by the daughter he loved. He had spent his whole life earning that reputation and you put that on risk. Was it because he failed to show the love of a father ? Was it because he lacked in giving you anything ?
Will jiah do the same to him ? Will she also tranish his honor ? His mind was numb with so many questions but there was no answer.
Mr shin:"I'll be going Daegu for a case, it's an urgent meeting."
He spoke plainly, trying to show that nothing changed for him.
But, they knew a lot of things had changed in a painful way.
Mrs shin exhaled quietly trying to ease the suffocation of her chest and nodded. She hoped with time everything will start getting better.
Mrs shin:"Ok, I'll pack your suitcase."
Mr shin:"Hmm, and don't forget to put the laptop."
He said, taking a bite of omelette.
Mrs shin hummed with a smile, that was forced.
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You came out after changing your clothes into a satin off white dress with pink flowers printed on it, and changed bathroom slippers into the ones that were delivered this morning. Jungkook had ordered a few necessities for you last night that were delivered this morning.
Standing Infront of dressing table you combed your mildly damp hair and applied moisturizer, when there was a knock on door.
Yn:"come in."
You faced the intruder and it was jungkook. He smiled and your beautiful figure was like a gust of fresh breeze for his soul. His heart, for the thousandth time, was robbed by you. This room was filled with your scent and it made him another level of ecstatic.
You fiddled with your fingers and asked.
Yn:"when will mom come ?"
Jungkook (taking in your face):"She'll be here anytime."
He replied softly.
You nodded and looked up at him, your eyes met his and that was it. Your almond eyes just made his heart jump.
You quickly looked away from him but what you saw made your eyes widened. Your picture. Your picture was framed and was hanging over his bed, beside his own portrait. How come you didn't notice this till now......maybe because you were too lost or tired to notice anything.
He noticed your changing expressions, and followed your gaze, but his smile deepened when he saw you staring at your own portrait.
Walking over to you he stood behind your back and slightly leaned towards your ear. Your scent penetrated his senses, nourishing his soul.
Jungkook:"It's beautiful, us, together, right ?"
He rasped making you turn your head and look at him.
Yn:"how did you....get that ?"
He chuckled at your innocent question, probably because you were flustered at the moment that led you to ask such a question.
Jungkook:"Instagram."
Yn:"o-oh."
He smiled and placed his hands on your arms, that caused you to shrink in yourself. He felt your soft skin under his hands that caused his heart to thrash against his chest and his skin burnt from the sweet sensation, seeping deep into him.
Jungkook:"We're so beautiful together."
He repeated with the intense emotions flowing through him. You stole your gaze away from those frames, because somewhere, somehow, you agreed.....you really looked beautiful together.......but did you want to be together with him ? Answer was simply no.....you didn't want to be with him..... especially not in the way you were with him right now.
He looked at you and saw you looking away from your photos, hence whispered in your ear.
Jungkook:"you agree right ?"
His hot breath hit your ear making your stomach twirl.
Jungkook:"I love you, I love us."
He reminded you once again, even though those words were just so less to describe his feelings for you, his feelings that were much more than finity, couldn't be described in words.....he just didn't know how to express the emotions he felt for you.....he'd do anything to show you that you meant everything to him.... everything.....he couldn't even exist without you.
Jungkook (whipped):"I wish I could show you my heart, show you what I feel for you, but honestly this whole life is so less to describe my emotions for you."
You pressed your lips in a thin line and the sincerity dripping through his voice caused goosebumps to appear on your skin.
Jungkook(smitten):"Just remember one thing love, I'd do anything for you, anything, you hold the ultimate power over me, solely you."
He paused and placed a tender kiss on your temple.
Jungkook :"I'd do everything you say, except leaving you.....I just can't do that."
You gulped and he stared in your eyes with glint of madness covering his orbs, before you looked away and he kept admiring your side profile.
You just moved away from him and stood at an inch distance from him, making him look down with a smile and he shook his head.
Jungkook (exhaling):"let's go for breakfast ?"
You nodded.
Yn:"yes...."
His lips lifted up into crescent shape at your fragile voice and he stepped forward once again decreasing the distance between you. Holding your hand softly he took it to his face and placed his burning lips on back of your palm, his eyes were closed cherishing the moment to its maximum, and his heart swivelled in ecstasy.
Yn:"w-we should go now."
You spoke out when you saw him not budging from his position. He smiled and stood straight before tangling your fragile hand with his strong one, so gently and affectionately.
Jungkook:"come"
He said and walked out of room with your hand in his protective grasp.
Last night both of you couldn't sleep. He gave you his room till you get comfortable and asked servants to clean the guest room for him last night, but even after tossing and turning for hours sleep didn't touch his eyes, hence he ended up going to his library and spending his whole night there...... writing down his emotions of unbelievable euphoria that you were in his room, as his wife ......... It was insanely euphoric to him.........at the same time.....writing down the way he felt all torn when he saw you in pain and how he wanted to make it up to you........
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You were sitting beside your mom and Jungkook was on another couch facing you both.
Yn:"How's dad ?"
You asked lowly.
She smiled and caressed your head.
Mrs shin:"He'll be fine."
You looked down with hurt..... you knew he wasn't okay.
Jungkook noticed your expressions and gulped the painful lump down his throat......a fiery torment ran through his veins.
Jungkook:"I'll talk to Mr shin."
You and your mom looked at him.
Mrs shin:"What do you mean ?"
Jungkook:"I'll tell him the whole truth, that I forced yn to marry me, and yn rejected me because of Jiah-"
Mrs shin:"you won't!"
She cut him off making him frown.
Jungkook:"what ? Why won't I ? He's misunderstanding my wife...I'm the one responsible for this I'd clear this too...."
Mrs shin:"you won't, please, don't let him know the truth right now.."
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