Heart wants what it wants [Completed ✅] [ JJK × Reader ]

One chance, I beg you

You were applying lotion on your arms before going to sleep when a ring on your phone disturbed you. You frowned after seeing an unknown number. Pressing your lips in a thin line you received it, thinking that it could maybe some important call.
But the deep voice from other side caused you to freeze for a moment. How did he even get your number. But again he had almost all information about you hence it was unnecessary to ask about that question.
Jungkook (otp):"Yn"
You gulped and responded.
Yn:"M-mr. Jeon ?"
A wave of intense emotions overwhelmed him after hearing your soft voice.
Jungkook:"Why ?"
He asked and his voice was heavy. Evidently hurt. In pain. You bit your lower lip and looked down, a heavy weight of guilt on your heart.
Yn:"I- I'm sorry."
On the other side he squeezed his eyes shut in agony.
Jungkook:"You said your father would choose someone for you, it was clear he liked me, then why you rejected now ?"
You kept quiet not knowing what to say.
Jungkook;"I asked why yn ? One chance please ?"
His heart was clenching in most agonizing way. He was begging for his life.
There was this helplessness and desperation in his voice like he was loosing himself.
You hesitated to say it.
Yn:"I apologize Mr Jeon. But I can't do that."
Jungkook:"Why ? Please answer me yn..... You don't trust me ? If that's the reason I'm willing to prove myself even if takes all my life..... Just please one chance."
He pleaded. And you felt your heart getting even more heavy.
Yn:"I-"
He cut you off.
Jungkook:"D-do you p-perhaps like s-someone ?"
His voice came out futile and his heart was in his mouth at that question. His breath was hitched waiting for your answer.
Yn:"I-it's nothing like that mr Jeon."
You cleared the misunderstanding making him sigh in relief. At least you didn't have someone else in your heart. You were denying to be with him but it wasn't possible that he'd let that happen, his heart and mind were one on this, he was thinking of all the possible ways to make you accept him. Thought of giving up on you didn't cross his mind, not even once, giving up on you meant giving up on life.
Jungkook:"Please...... please give Me the reason yn, I'm serious I'd f-cking d!e without you."
The intensity of his voice shuddered you for a moment and your eyes widened in horror.
Yn:"N-no what are-"
Jungkook:"Then tell me why ?"
You exhaled sharply and decided to tell him.
Yn:"I can't betray my sister's trust Mr Jeon, especially not when I don't have any feelings for you."
A deep frown of displeasure appeared on his forehead at that moment. So this was the reason ? What was his fault in this ? What was his fault that his sister liked him ? Why were you punishing him ? He thought that you somehow disliked him or didn't trust him enough and that was the reason of your rejection, he was deciding on all the ways he could adopt to eliminate your disliking and doubts towards him and make you give him a chance but this ? This was a fre@king nonsense reason to him.
His teeth gritted and he asked in disbelief.
Jungkook:"Are you serious right now ?"
Yn:"You know that Jiah unnie has feelings for you right ?"
You stated lowly.
He grunted in pure annoyance at the reason.
Jungkook:"Where's my fault in this ?"
Yn:"I am-"
Jungkook:"I love you yn. It's only you for Me."
Suddenly there was this decision he had made. You were seriously trying to go away from him just because someone else had feelings or whatever for him ? This was not acceptable. What was his fault there ? Why was he suffering then ? what about him ? Did his feelings mean nothing to you ? Couldn't you see he wouldn't be able to survive without you ? Couldn't you feel he was inching near to de@th each passing second when you are not by his side ? Couldn't you see his love is more than describable ? Couldn't you feel that the emotions he had for you and only you were out of this world ?
Call him selfish, call him madman....whatever..... But his heart wanted you and only you. His soul wanted you and only you. He wanted you and only you. Both of you belonged to each other and no other thing mattered.
Jungkook:"I can't be without you yn. I just can't. I'll never."
He suddenly whispered. There was this crazed tone in his voice and glint of madness surfacing his orbs. Your heart skipped a beat for an unknown reason. You blinked and furrowed your brows softly.
Yn:"what do you mean ?"
He ignored your question.
Jungkook:"Sleep well. I love you."
He purred intently.
Yn(a little afraid):"Will you be okay ? I mean.... please don't take any wrong step in emotions."
Even if you didn't have feelings for him, you still wouldn't want anyone to be hurt and take any wrong step because of you.
And his insane heart shivered in elation at that one sentence from you. You cared. It make him feel better even in this heart wrenching situation. He smiled a little.
Jungkook:"I will be okay."
You sighed in relief at his assurance and disconnected the.
You stared blankly at your phone screen and put it on the side after sighing. Shaking head softly, you tried to shrug his thoughts off.
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He stared at your picture on his wallpaper. His heart warmed once again. Your pristine features squeezed his heart in adoration. His heart thumped furiously after seeing your smile.
He sat straight with a heavy sigh and brushed his veiny hand through his silky hair. Rubbing his face to gain composure he took deep breaths. He couldn't be like that......he couldn't loose his senses like that......This way you'd just go away from him and he couldn't afford that. Not in anyway. He had to be strong. He had to be with you. The reason you had for not giving him a chance was unacceptable in all ways, for him anything or any reason that could possibly be the cause of distance between you both was unacceptable.
His each and every breath felt like a punishment without you.
"The course of true love doesn't always run smooth"
His heart whispered.
Giving up on you ? It was never an option. Never in a million years. You had his soul caged inside you. And moving on ? What's that sh!t even ? For him it was you, it is you, and it's always going to be you ..... Only you. If not you then he's not existent as well.
Deciding something firmly in his mind, he opened contacts and dialled a specific someone. Call was attended after a few rings.
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