Heart wants what it wants [Completed ✅] [ JJK × Reader ]

Tears of love or hurt

You were standing on the altar facing him, and the church had given you a veil. You were looking down, still unsure of the reality. You never in million years expected that to happen. Call it destiny, today you were wearing a white frock, that reached a little below your knees with quarter sleeves, and white high ankle boots with a peach woolen scarf that was wrapped around your neck. You just wore it coincidentally. You had no idea that you were going to get married like that.
He softly held your hands, and his heart swivelled in ecstasy at that sweet sensation that seeped through him. His eyes stared at your hands in his and he held them like a tender petal, afraid of crushing those soft cotton like hands. His lips had that constant smile decorating them that he couldn't believe it was happening in real. If it was dream he never wanted to wake up. He was breathing through mouth and his eyes had that glint of elation.
His gaze averted to your face and he couldn't see you because of that veil.
The pries started vows.
Wedding was ongoing.
He declared "I do" like he had been waiting for that moment all his life.
When you said "I do" his heartbeats went low before they revived, this time thrashing hard against his ribcage. His knees were literally going weak.
His grip on your hands went a little strong, but careful enough to not hurt you in the slightest.
After the vows it was time to exchange wedding bands.
He delicately made you wear the ring and he admired it with his whole heart.
You slipped the ring in his finger with your shivering hands. His smile deepened at that sight of wedding bands in both of your fingers.
Your names were craved inside the rings, Jungkook had got these platinum bands custom made.
Priest:"I pronounce you as husband and wife."
He released a sharp breath. All the emotions were mixed together. Ecstasy, love, longing, disbelief, insanity. He felt dizzy, a beautiful kind of dizzy at the realization that now you both were bonded in a relationship where there's nothing that could separate you.
The vows you took in front of God.
Priest:"Groom may kiss the bride."
Jungkook became frozen for a moment at that. His heart thundered furiously in his chest. With a little trembling hands he removed your veil gently and took a step closer to you, so that you could feel each other's breaths. He swallowed heavily and cupped your face very daintily in his hands, before leaning towards your forehead. You didn't look up, you had your eyes closed. He placed his soft but hot, burning lips on your forehead and both of your hearts went haywire at that contact. Your hands clutched on the side of your dress.
Hall echoed with the clappings, preachers of church were attending the wedding. Marriage is a merry event and they were happy that two souls got tied in that beautiful knot.
He kept still, with his lips on your forehead and his hands cupping your face, trying to manage the deteriorating condition of his heart. He inhaled deep puffs of your intoxicating scent.
A tear escaped your eye because of that sudden, unexpected and unwanted change in your peaceful life.
A tear escaped his eye due to the overwhelmed condition of his heart.
Finally, you were married.
Priest:"Young man."
He finally detached his lips from your forehead and stood straight, his hands softly left your face and daintily held your hands again.
Jungkook (facing priest):"yes father ?"
Priest:'This is a little gift for newlyweds from us."
He said giving a beautifully packed box of sweets.
Jungkook took it with a thankful smile while his one hand kept holding yours firmly.
Jungkook:"Thanks for this."
Priest (patting his shoulder):"Stay blessed and happy."
Jungkook nodded gently and looked at you, who were looking down all the time. His gaze adored you till no extent. The way your eyelashes covered your almond eyes from his view, his heart was robbed off one more time.
But, despite everything, he was well aware that you were hurt, disappointed, and he was more than willing to prove himself to you no matter how long it takes. No matter what it costs. No matter what he has to do. He wants to show you his love. To shower you with his love. This is the only purpose of his life. To love you and only you.
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There was silence in the car. He was looking at you from time to time amidst of driving. While you were looking out of the window, deep in thoughts. After that wedding in church, he took you for lunch, you didn't want to go but you had no other option, you had no courage to resist and his lawyer, Mr Joseph gave you a few papers to sign. Those were marriage papers. Jungkook and you signed them. You were still wishing for it to be a dream, a bad one. How could you get married.....it wasn't setting right with you.
But you were unaware of the emotions, of the man sitting beside you. He couldn't believe he was finally your husband. On cloud nine ? Even that was so less to describe what he was feeling at that moment. His heart wasn't calming down at all, neither was his soul. He was really going f-cking crazy from all the emotions.
You came out of thoughts when the car stopped on the back side of your house. Shifting a little on your place you faced Jungkook and he was already looking at you. A smile crept up on his lips and you looked down.
You frowned when a sweet was held Infront of your mouth. Looking up you saw that box of sweets in his hands, the box that was gifted from church. You looked at him and he signalled you to eat that through his eyes.
You slowly bit on it and he ate from the same side.
Jungkook:"It's delicious."
He said, putting the box on backseat. You kept mum, again looking down. His eyes looked at you with longing, the longing that you were unknown of. You had no idea you were the result of his years of prayers and wait.
He admired how you looked so beautiful in this dress. That natural blush on your cheeks made him fuzzy. You were like a fluff, a soft cotton ball. Pristine.
Jungkook:"You were even wearing white at our wedding. A beautiful coincidence."
He muttered delicately. You seemed to realize that but you still didn't budge from your place.
Jungkook:"Yn."
His voice, heavy from emotions, called you.
You just fiddled with your fingers.
Jungkook:"I love you."
You became stiff for a moment before gulping.
His large hand delicately held your soft one and his thumb caressed back of your palm in most gently way possible.
Jungkook:"Do you have any idea, what you do to my heart ?"
You looked up at him and there was complain in your eyes. He understood that. He sighed and his other hand softly tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, before his thumb caressed your cheek daintily.
Jungkook:"I know you are angry at me right ?"
You looked away without saying anything.
He felt a thorn pricked his heart but he knew the path he had chosen was full of hurt. He was ready to bear that if it meant he could be with you. He'd being the whole world in your feet to make you accept him.
Jungkook:"I will do anything to earn your forgiveness. Anything. Everything."
He muttered and his eyes desperately took in your appearance.
Jungkook:"There's this one thing I can never do. I can not let you go away from me. I just can't."
He stated impatiently.
You bit inside of your cheek still not looking at him. The intensity of his emotions was getting revealed in front of you slowly and that made you shudder for a moment. His feelings were too deep, too much.
Yn:"Mr Jeon-"
Jungkook:"Jungkook. Call me Jungkook please. I'm your husband."
Your heart unintentionally skipped a beat at that. Husband.
His own heart was swelling from undescribable happiness.
You glanced at him for a moment before looking away.
Jungkook:"Please."
He pleaded. You sighed softly.
Yn:"J-Jungkook."
It stirred something so deep in him. Hearing his name from you felt unreal to him. His breaths went shallow before he instinctively put his lips on your hand and closed eyes, feeling all the emotions overwhelming him. You squeezed your eyes shut at the contact before looking at him who haf his eyes closed, his face resting on your hand.
After seeing him not leaving you, you finally spoke up.
Yn:"I.....I should go now."
He slowly sat straight, still gripping on your hand wholeheartedly.
Jungkook:"Take care of yourself."
His doe eyes looked at you carefully.
You nodded and looked down.
Jungkook:"I'll call you."
Yn:"why ?"
Jungkook:"You're my wife. I can talk with you without any reason, can't I ?"
He asked, with a smile.
You kept quiet. You couldn't believe how he was behaving so normally as if nothing happened. As if this marriage was normal.
Jungkook:"Please pick up when I call you."
You hummed wanting to go back to your house.
He noticed your desperation to get out of here and sighed. No matter how much he didn't want to let you go, he knew it was all so sudden and that you needed time. He leaned forward and once again placed his lips on your forehead, his nostrils took in your intoxicating scent.
He got lost in that feeling, his hand was holding back of your head delicately and his eyes were closed. When he still didn't move away after a few minutes you lowly called him.
Yn:"Jungkook."
His heart skipped a beat when your soft lips purred his name and he was pulled back to his senses.
Smiling a little he pulled away and took your both hands into his, caressing them softly.
Jungkook:"Please, be okay."
He requested.
You looked down and nodded.
Jungkook:"See you soon."
He looked at your hand and his thumb stroked the wedding ring on you. You followed his gaze and looked quietly at that ring.
Yn:"I should get going now."
You said, gaze still fixated on that wedding band.
He sighed, and nodded before getting out of car and opening door of your side. You loosened your seatbelt and he placed his hand on the car, above you to prevent your head from hitting it.
You looked at him.
Yn:"Bye."
Jungkook hummed and caressed your hair, fixing the muffler around your neck.
You walked away without looking back and he kept looking at you till you went inside the house.
He kept standing there with heart that was beating at irregular pace and then finally moved inside the car. There was this calmness inside his heart, he had never felt before. He was going to visit his grandma before going home.
Jungkook:"Those almond eyes,
                     That soft purity,
                     Has robbed me,
                     All of me."
He mumbled lost in feelings.
He was about to start the car when his gaze fell on your wedding veil. You had left it on the passenger seat. He smiled and picked it up, before before burying his in the fabric and your scent penetrated his nostrils, nourishing his soul.
He inhaled deep puffs and that beautiful smile adorned his smile once again.
Jungkook:"Jeon yn. My wife."
He stated with hazy mind, in depth of your love.
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