Heart wants what it wants [Completed ✅] [ JJK × Reader ]

In his clothes

He knocked on the door and entered after receiving a fragile "come in". Ruffling his mildly damp hair he stepped in and looked up with a smile but halted. His whole self halted. Pupils shook from the sight and heart palpitated in profundity of love when his doe eyes captured you. In his big black trousers, and a black oversized shirt that reached almost till your knees, you looked too good to be true. Just like A moon in the dark sky.
Just how many times you will him fall in love with you.....answer was simple but devoted ..........again and again........beyond the limitations of this life and de@th......far beyond the limitations of this earth and universe,......far beyond the limitations of humans' apprehension.....his love for you and only you will keep flourishing.........
You moved away from the window and glanced at him but frowned after seeing him standing like a statue. But then you observed his appearance, you had seen him in informal wear for the first time. He was wearing casual trousers, and hoodie.
Not understanding why he was frozen you looked away from him and turned towards the window, facing the dark sky through glass. He snapped back to his senses when you were out of his sight and released a sharp, shivering breath that he was holding unknowingly.
His intense, fond gaze lingered on your petite figure and he noticed how beautiful your hair looked, spread on your back. Like a black waterfall.
Your each and every single thing was more than enough to make him crazy, you were more than enough to drive him crazy and only you could do that.
You in his clothes, gosh heat crawled up to his cheeks and neck, making him flushed. His heart fluttered intensely, making him release a quiet but heavy breath, heavy from his emotions.
His clothes were so big on you, you looked like a fragile petal in them he wished to protect and definitely would protect with his everything. He vowed to keep you safe, no one could touch your single hair, not when he existed. He would destroy everything that will try to harm you in minute way possible.
He smiled and slipped his hands in his trousers' pockets.
Clearing his throat he stepped ahead and stood beside you.
Your fresh scent penetrated his senses intoxicating him, and he struggled to hold the deteriorating condition of his smitten heart.
Jungkook:"You like snowfall ?"
He asked to initiate the conversation.
You just hummed. He smiled and turned his head to admire you but his smile started shrinking when he saw your swollen eyes. It was evident you cried again. His heart clenched and he felt broken, more than just broken. Pain washed over him and he looked ahead, without saying anything. He wanted to apologize for hurting you, but he hesitated because he knew a simple sorry would be nothing compared to what he had done.
There was a knock on the door. He exhaled and rubbed his face lightly before speaking up.
Jungkook:"come in."
Two maids entered in the room with a food trolley.
He looked at you and tried to form a smile.
Jungkook:"Dinner is here."
You nodded and made your way towards the couch without meeting his eyes. His gaze followed you, his gaze that held nothing but his never ending love and devotion for you, every emotion he had was for you, solely you.
A few seconds later he followed you and took a seat on the couch, beside you.
Putting the steak on your plate he cut it for you and smiled softly.
Jungkook:"have it."
You picked up the fork and started taking small bites but frowned when he held his fork in front of your mouth, with a piece of steak on it.
You looked at him with questioning face.
Jungkook (shrugging with a smile):"First bite of my food, is yours."
That little frown on your small forehead deepened not understanding his words and he found that so adorable.
Jungkook:"you're confused..."
He let out a breathy chuckle.
Jungkook:"That's how I'd like to start my meals from now on. After feeding you the first bite."
Yn:"It's okay. I'm having mine ?"
You tried to decline but he insisted.
Jungkook:"please ?"
You sighed and took that bite making his heart flutter. You found him so bizarre.
Insane right ? A smallest action of yours, could make him feel so many things........but that's how it is. You are his insanity.
Jungkook:"Do you want to sleep alone or you want me to be here.....I mean in case you're afraid at this new place......you can tell me...I would adjust on this couch ?"
He asked in between the dinner, though he knew there was nothing to fear in this room he knew nowhere could be as safe for you as his place still....he wanted to make sure of your comfortableness. Your hands halted before you gulped and looked at him.
Yn:"Alone. I'd like to sleep alone."
You replied lowly.
He hummed. He knew you needed time and space, and it was you for God's sake, even if it meant waiting all his life for you he was more than willing to do that......like they say wait in love is a sweet pain, inducing impatience and elation in your heart.....you want that wait to end and to be accepted by the one you love but you can't deny the euphoria that sweet pain of wait makes you feel, it was exactly same with Jungkook.
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City lights were invading his privacy, passing through the glass windows and falling on his figure that was on bed. He was laying on his stomach, and face was buried in his arms. He was crying ? Yes, he was. He was a human, he had emotions, he loved that one girl, he dreamed about her, and all those dreams were crushed in a second.
She was snatched away from him....... Snatched away ? Was she even his in the first place ?............. He lost her.......what could he do now.....he never expected to feel this level of helplessness. The heartache was more than anything he ever imagined, it felt like all the meaning, every purpose of his life was over.
Baekhyun (chocked voice through tears):"Why did I fall for you when I couldn't have you ? Why ?"
He hiccuped and his body shook.
Baekhyun (sobbing):"why we can't be together yn ?"
He didn't know whom he should complain to...destiny ?.....love ?.....fate ?......or you ?
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