Heart wants what it wants [Completed ✅] [ JJK × Reader ]

Little yn

Jungkook stepped in the living room and silence greeted him. His eyes roamed around the place looking for you after a hectic day at office and soon a maid came almost running, bowed respectfully and held out her hands for the bag Jungkook was holding. He gave her his office bag.
Jungkook(taking off his coat):"Where is yn ?"
He asked handing the coat to her as well.
Maid:"I saw her going in the backyard Mr Jeon."
He nodded sternly before making his way to the back side, while unbuttoning his cuffs and rolling his sleeves till his elbows.
As soon as you came in his view, he halted. A blow of freshness and fondness hit his soul when he saw that beautiful smile on your lips after days. Oh, how much he missed your smile. That gorgeous smile dancing on your lips tugged deeply at the strings of his heart.
Light was falling on your face from the fireplace and that glow of your eyes while you talked with a little girl sitting beside you, left him breathless. You left him breathless, enchanted, spell bound.
He kept looking at you with his doe eyes, the eyes that expressed his insanity for you. Soon after he saw that the little girl stood up and walked towards the servant quarters, that's how he deduced that she was a child of someone who worked in his house. He had never seen her before. He saw how you kept looking at the rising and disappearing flames for a few moments before getting up.
You got up and walked towards the house but stopped when you found him standing there, with his gaze fixated on you.
Your eyes met his and his heart instantly skipped a beat.
Jungkook:"Love."
He smiled adoring you.
Jungkook:"Since when are you sitting here ? Without any warm clothes."
Yn:"I wasn't cold."
You mumbled lowly and he gently clasped your hand in his before taking you inside.
As soon as you were in, he closed the door and turned towards you, taking your fragile hand in his big one.
Jungkook:"Look how cold your hands are. Don't be so careless please. You could catch cold."
He said softly and worriedly before taking your hands in between his veiny ones and blowed on them to make them warm.
Yn:"I'm fine."
You tried to take your hands away from his grip but he didn't let you. You gave up with a soft sigh and waited patiently till he was satisfied with warning your hands up.
Stepping closer to you he took your soft hands towards his face and placed his burning hot lips on your fingers, k!ssing each and every finger of your hands softly, affectionately, madly. Your heart dropped in stomach at his act. You could feel your heart racing Its pace at that unknown feeling confusing you slightly about that feeling.
Looking up he smiled and left your hands just to cup your cheeks and k!ssed your forehead, like always softly yet deeply, his nostrils intensely took in your scent that nourished his soul. His soul that always craved for you, solely you. His heart started beating in beautiful rythms when his lips touched your skin.
Your heart was racing and it left you baffled at this new feeling. What was even happening.
Yn:"You should get fresh. Dinner is almost ready I think."
You spoke to pull him back to his senses and took a step away from him, not able to understand those foreign emotions you were suddenly experiencing at his closeness.
He smiled.
Jungkook:"I'll be back in a few minutes."
He informed before absorbing you in his loving gaze and making his way upstairs.
When he was gone, you inhaled deeply and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear.
Yn:"What's with this sudden feeling ?"
You could only mumble to yourself.
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The clock struck eight of evening and his old eyes blankly looked at the wall clock. His eyes went to the door that was close, he knew no one was going to knock it now. She won't come with his tea, neither would she ask about his day. Taking his spectacles off he put them on the side and released a heavy sigh. His old body was tired. There was that constant ache in his heart since that day.
Yes, he said that she wasn't his daughter anymore but do relations break off so easily ? He remembered how she cried, how she b€gged for him to listen to her but what did he do ? Nothing. He ignored her.
What else could he even do. Yes, he agreed he was cold, he was stoic but he was human too. He had emotions too. He had accepted her as his daughter years ago, he had loved her as his own blood and that betrayal left him broken.
Why did she do that ? Did he lack somewhere in giving love ? Would Jiah do the same ? She already doesn't bother him, she's always been distant with him, he knew it wasn't entirely her fault, he was at wrong in many aspects, but still he had that fatherly heart that was in pain for his daughters.
He had no idea what to do now.
A vivid memory from past replayed in his mind making his eyes glossy. He leaked back on the leather chair and closed his eyes.

Flashback
He was sitting in the corner of dark room, like a lost bettor. He was alone because he had lost his everything, his wife. He was grieving. Pain was too much. There was that constant seal of hurt on his heart.
Suddenly the door creaked open and he saw a shadow. He kept looking at that blankly till a little girl came in his view. He forbid everyone from coming here then why did she come......
He knew her she was daughter of his late wife's sister.
Mr shin:"What are you doing here ?"
He tried to sound stern but his misery made him sound weak instead.
The innocent girl blinked and smiled at him before walking over to him with slow steps. She was hugging a bear plushie that she put aside and walked closer to him.
She stopped Infront of him and he looked up at her with empty eyes. She calmly wiped his wet cheeks with her soft hands. More tears escaped his eyes and fell on his cheeks.
Yn:"Why are you crying uncle ? You are big, big people don't cry."
It's been days since his wife's d€ath he had been like that.
Mr shin:"Because I'm left alone."
He mumbled, automatically. He didn't know why but it just came out of his mouth. She tilted her head.
Yn:"You're not alone. I'm here with you."
She said innocently and cupped his big face in her smol hands, this time a little warmth and sincerity made him break down into sobs. The little girl flinched slightly but slowly hugged the big man.
Yn:"Don't cry uncle. You're brave. You are not alone. Yn is with you."
She tried to coo him like her mother coos her when she's crying.
He unconsciously wrapped arms around her and cried even more. Yes, he isolated himself from everyone but he was a human, he needed a shoulder to cry on, and this innocent angel provided him the warmth.

Flashback ends
Coming back to present he opened his moist eyes and slightly rubbed them.
Since that day she started growing attached to him, even though he was back to his usual stoic self but she would run after him, calling him brave uncle, pleading him to play with her, surprisingly he never got annoyed by that little angel.
He remembered how happy she was when she found out that he was going to be her dad. She couldn't stop calling him dad all day, she would tell her classmates proudly that she has a dad now, all of this melted his heart for her. She was a major factor in bringing him back to life after his wife passed away. Though he never showed it but he was always proud of being her dad.
But now......a deep and tired sigh came out of his old lips and he again closed his eyes.
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