|POLARITY| Gojo Satoru x Reader

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1: IIIIIIII

2: IIIII

1 WINS!

I have decided to post two chapters today and go back to my break, this two chapters WILL BE CLIFFHANGERS!!!!

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Creator (Omniscient) POV:

'Its my fault." Those words were playing in a loop on Itadori Yuji's mind, he had no focus left, not when the smell of blood filled his lungs, not when he could see the collapsed bodies of his friends every time he closed his eyes. He kept asking himself what went wrong? Not just in his life, but in this reality. The pain was clouding his mind, he kept trying to deny the way his attacks were starting to slow down. His vision darkened every couple of seconds as his blood vessels did their best to keep the blood flowing. He knew there was a time limit to his consciousness, he was hurt, but he fought the need to cover his wounds with his hands, trying to maintain his eyes on the enemy in front of him.

He was the only one who was still conscious, he didn't know if his friends were still alive, the mere thought of them losing their life made his blood run cold. His eyes filled with tears as he felt his blows lose strength. 'Not yet' he thought. 'I haven't used my left fist from the start so he probably thinks I can't use it, it's my only chance!' Itadoris fist lands his shot, he felt like maybe there was a chance, until he looked up to find Choso completely unfazed, his hope finally faltering into grief.

Choso finds himself in a rampage, his hand hurts, he had broken his fingers but that didn't stop nor diminished the force he was using, he doesnt stop until the last kid that killed his brothers back slams into a wall, slowly sliding onto the floor. Choso looks down at him and finally feels his reasoning come back as he comes closer. "You are still breathing?" Choso asks as he crouches down to his level, noticing the way Yuji's eyes were latched on to his friends on the floor, tears threatening to spill as he lets his head fall.

"Apologize." Choso speaks, unsure if he is listening. "Apologize to my brothers in the after life." Choso feels a weird pang of guilt as the child sobs, but the thought angers him... This was the child that murdered his brothers, so he does his best to ignore the small part of him that wants to show mercy. He manipulates his blood to embed his fist, filling it with cursed energy. The moment his fist travels towards the child in front of him he can feel every single fiber of his body begging for him to stop. Choso's mind suddenly becomes quiet, a soft breeze bringing a nostalgic feeling, his eyes lay on the eyes of Itadori Yuji and suddenly he feels like he is seeing two of him, one which he despised with his soul and one which he pledged to guard with his life. Memories began flooding his mind... The way he was kind to him, the memories of sharing meals since they were infants make his knees falter, stepping back as the sound of Choso's beating heart climbs to his ears.

How could he have forgotten?

How could he have forgotten his own brother?

'What have I done?' He asked himself the question as he looked down towards the blood soaked child in front of him, his hands, he finally noticed the broken skin around his knuckles, the sight made his mouth fill with saliva, his stomach turning. He didn't know just how much blood his brother had lost. He was no better than him... He saw himself as a monster. He couldn't bear to see him as his hands went to his hair... Despair, regret, it all makes him run away, not wanting to be a witness to what he did for another second.

The sound of his footsteps walking away catched Itadori Yuji's faltering consciousness, his eyes came up as he saw the pale man's back leave, holding his head in his hands as he stumbled away. He didn't understand the reason the sorcerer had stopped but he felt like it was the world giving him something to hold on to, his eyes traveled towards his friends gathering the last strength he had to crawl towards them. "Megumi..." He asked, his words barely above a whisper, he reached Nobara and turned her body to face up. "Nobara..." When he got there he felt a wave of warmth fill him, her chest raised and fell, the dark webs that were engraved on the bodies were starting to slowly fade, Choso wasn't in a state where he had control over his energy, causing his technique to get released. Itadori allowed his body to collapse to the floor, he finally allowed himself to rest, laying next to them.