In a galaxy far far away ( Deku in Star Wars harem Story)

Parenting is difficult

To celebrate the new 

to celebrate TV show of Star Wars being released today I thought I would update my start was Rivotril their warning this is not a long chapter like previously merely because I have another fanfiction I want to do today either way I hope you enjoy 

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izuku point of view

I'm still in hospital waiting for kota to wake up. I don't know how long it's been since I gave him the cure but his body is taking a longer time to recover than most of the children, I don't know what I'm gonna do really don't and technically legally responsible for both him and eri right now one of them is in a coma while the other almost got kidnapped by general grievous a.k.a. general psychopath

and I was almost wasn't able to save God I'm a bad parent and again what you expect, eri six years old and had a mental break to the part where she believes that I am father when I was only this 15 to 16 now 18 years old and she is now eight and this still no chance that she's going to believe me when I tell her that I'm not her father and that she goes on to... Well say a bad place excellently activated hours and who knows what's going to happen to top it all off we are not even on earth we are in the furthest corners of the Galaxy or in an entirely new galaxy it's hard to say at this point

but the point I'm trying to make here is I am not a good parent I Wanna believe that I am but I keep putting the children in danger I keep running off to fight bad guys I try to be there when it matters it's just... Don't know that's good enough I know plenty of parents juggle having a job and spending time with their children it's just in my case it's a lot harder is not only having to juggle taking care of the children also juggling being a representative for Earth in the Republic, while also fighting in the war against the separatists not to mention trying to be a loving boyfriend to my girlfriends it's just... It's a lot and if you like at one point one of them is going to break I don't know which but I just don't know how long I can keep this up

sure I had a break for a while and yeah it was nice but if I don't get back out there who knows what's going to happen who knows how many other people from the going to get hurt or vice versa where people of Earth hurt the people of the Republic straining the relationship between the Republic and earth already then it is many of the senators don't actually believe that I have a place in the Senate since technically I'm not an actual representative because it had no proper training at the mention they don't even know a planet is more to the point hasn't sworn allegiance to the Republic so yeah it's kinda hard to be taken seriously but it is really matter I don't take part in the big decisions I leave that up to everyone else I put my inputted but I don't actually vote

I wonder if this is how my mother felt that she take care of me all by herself, jetted juggle finding a job as a nurse taking care of me and I'm pretty sure I never made it easy for her just don't know what I'm doing and again there is any parent just don't Wanna mess them up, now I think about it's murderers have good parents guess when you're raising kids or you can do is hope for the best and pray that you get lucky that's what I need to keep doing doing my best just like I always done

still parenting is difficult