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Sometimes I get it but also not

So earlier I saw this TikTok of this girl saying like "reasons I should have realized I was lesbian sooner" and she was like I didn't get why my coworkers would get so worried when their boyfriend went out to clubs/parties bc they thought he was gonna cheat and she said she wouldn't care if he kissed another girl as long as he told her. Like she's be upsetting about the lying and not the fact he kissed someone else.

And part of me is like "girl same" and I was also thinking like I don't get why people automatically assume their boyfriend is gonna cheat on them. I feel like this is also almost always a girl thinking her boyfriend is gonna cheat, not the boy thinking she will. And I'm like "I'm so glad I don't have to worry about that, couldn't be me" but also....if I think about it I get it. I probably have some form of social anxiety or something because I do something similar with my friends. I don't assume they're "cheating on me" friends I guess can't cheat on each other but I am like afraid they hate me sometimes and it's for practically no reason or something small like "they haven't texted me back" or "maybe I talked too much last time we hung out" or "i said something wrong"

So like, they can't control what they're afraid of. And they just are afraid of their boyfriend cheating. So I get it but I don't. Bc at the same time I'm like "girl just because he's going somewhere doesn't mean she's cheating"

Idk. This is kinda just a thought I had today. Anyways that's all I have to say, thanks so much for listening and I hope you all have a wonderful and beautiful day/night. Take care 💚💜