natasha romanoff x reader

budapesht

"you'll look after her won't you" steve says as he pulls you into a hug before you both look over to nat and wanda

"so long as you look after her"

"of course i will" he squeezes you

"and look after yourself too, and keep in contact with me"

"i will blondie don't worry, we will join you in sweden once we find yelena and sort things out shouldn't be more than a couple of weeks"

"we will be waiting for you, now go say goodbye to wanda, and just ya know it's nice seeing you happy"

"am i a bad person for being so so happy, with the team broken apart and clint scott and bucky being where they are but when i look at her i just-"

"you're not a bad person kid, now go i'll see you on a few weeks" he kisses the top of your head and you walk over to nat and wanda as steve gets back on the jet, you wrap your arm around nats waist

"i'm gonna miss you two" wanda says a tear in her eye

"we will be back in a few weeks wands i promise, you won't have to miss us for long and we will stay in contact the entire time"

"i know that but i've been with you every day for months and you nat well i feel like i just got you back now i'm losing you again"

"you'll see us soon again this is just something we have to do"

"i know i know, now come here" wanda pulls you both into hugs before getting in the jet

-•-

"so where to now?"

"dinner?" a smile crossed nats face

"are you asking me on a date right now y/n?" she smirks

"so what if i am, now come on" you pass her a motorbike helmet

"you can ride a motorcycle"

"duh" you smile and get on, nat sitting on the back her arms wrapped tightly around your waist, you drive about 2 hours before reaching a local diner

-•-

"here let me take your jacket" you say to nat helping her take it off before noticing a big cut on her arm

"ouch" nat looks down looking at it

"romanoff who did that?"

"it must've happened when we were all fighting i guess i've been too distracted to even notice"

"come on sit down ill clean it up, steve said there was a small first aid kit in the seat of the bike" you go to the bike and find the small first aid kit youu pen it up and get out some antiseptic wipes and bandages before going over and pulling your chair next to hers

"this might sting a little" nat nods her head and squints in pain as you wipe her arm

"sorry"

"that's okay" she smiles, you can feel her staring at your as you wrap the bandage around her arm before  kissing it

"there all better" you stand up kissing the top of her head before moving your chair back so you're sat opposite her you sit in silence for a few moments looking around at the families

"crazy how life works out differently for different people isn't it" she says a sad look across her face

"what do you mean?"

"take that little girl over there for example, she's running round in little fairy wings playing with her mom, she doesn't have a care in the world, no worry no stress, she'll probably grow up go to school, find love get married, have kids she'll know normal"

"what about it?"

"we never had that, we will never have that"

"life isn't so bad for us though is it?"

"no i guess not" she continues to look at the little girl

"you wanted kids didn't you" you take her hand and stroke it with your thumb

"i'd be a terrible mom anyway"

"you'd be a great mom nat" she looks at you a small smile on her face

"you think so?"

"i know so and you will be one day"

"we both know that isn't possible"

"plenty of infertile women have kids red, there's always adoption"

"have you forgotten we are on the run I'm pretty sure they don't let unmarried fugitives adopt kids"

"we won't be on the run long, this will all settle down soon enough, and as for the umarried part i'm sure we can change that"

"you proposing to me right now y/n y/l/n"

"depends if i was would you say yes"

"don't you think people would think we are rushing it"

"i love you romanoff nothing is going to change that and this time apart really made me realise that the only thing my life has ever been missing is you, i know that i want to spend the rest of my life with you i don't care what anyone else says , so what do you say?"

"i say you're an idiot" you look down
"but you're the idiot i want to be with"

"i love you romanoff"

"i love you too y/n"

"now that's all sorted can we eat, i'm starving here" she laughs

"sure go order for us, you know what i want"

"mac and cheese?"

"always" you go up and order the food before sitting back down, the food arrives and you and nat spend about 2 hours just sitting there eating and catching up before talking about yelena and the journey to get to the part of budapesht you think she will be

"i'm telling you i know exactly where she is"

"but how did you know y/n"

"gut intuition, please just trust me in this and if i'm wrong we can do this your way"

"okay fine we can do it your way"

"good"

"do you want me to drive the rest of the way since you drove here?"

"you know motorbikes?"

"not really but there's a car right there"

"and how do you plan 9on-" nat dangles the keys in front of you

"what? when?"

"when you were ordering food"

"sneaky woman, but i don't mind driving i think it's quite therapeutic, plus you should try to get some rest, its been a long day" you both stand up and go to get in the car, after about 20 minutes of driving nat falls asleep