37-Forgiving You Is Pointless

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**Claire POV**

We're finally back home after our anniversary trip. It went by way too quickly and I wish we could've stayed longer. I have never had that much sex in my entire life. I'm talking like 5 times a day, it was insane. Every time I looked at her, I wanted her naked. Aside from that, we spent a lot of time talking about us. As a couple, our past and what we are hoping for in the future. We had conversations about things we've never really talked about before. Like, where we want to end up when we decide to settle down. We both agree that we want to stay in California, just maybe not LA. We talked about kids for the first time, we both want 2. Having that time together, just us, was great to talk about all these things that neither of us had ever really brought up. I have never felt more confident or sure in our relationship before, so having that time together was really really nice. It almost feels real, almost

Reneé is almost done filming and we move back to LA in a few weeks, so we talked a lot about what that looks like for us. We decided to move in together permanently, in true lesbian fashion. Reneé keeps insisting that I quit my job, she promises she will "take care of me". I have no doubts about that, but I would hate to leave my dream job and then not have things work out between us. I pray that they will, but that is just too big of a step for me right now but luckily she understands that. It will be a lot harder to go out together now that our relationship is public knowledge. But, I will also be able to accompany Reneé to more events now which I am so excited about.

Currently we are sat side by side on the couch, catching up on the last two weeks of Shark Tank that we've missed. I'm sitting upright, while Reneé lays with her head on the armrest, her legs positioned on top of mine. I open my phone to check Twitter during the commercial break. I scroll for a minute until my stomach drops when I see a repost from one of Reneé's fan pages.

Towa Bird Hints At Possible Relationship With Renee Rapp On Today Show

Anxious but curious, I open the video and click play. Towa talks for a minute before Reneé realizes what I'm watching, she continues scrolling on her phone.

"Turn that shit off" Reneé says without even looking up.

"Towa was on the today show this morning and apparently she was talking about you. Everyone on Twitter is talking about it"

"I thought you deleted Twitter?" she argues. She deleted her Twitter months ago after they announced she was Regina in the new movie. People were being really fucking mean making horrible comments about her body and she's been begging me to delete it ever since.

"I like to keep up with your fans, it's fun" I admit, feeling slightly embarrassed that I still lurk after all this time. She glares at me from the other side of the couch as I continue to watch.

"So Towa, tell us. What's it like working with Reneé Rapp?" the interviewer asks.

"Well, Reneé is like a huge inspiration of mine so to work with her is literally a dream come true. And even outside of work, her friendship just means the world to me" Reneé looks over at me and laughs out loud, rolling her eyes.

"Friends? She is so delusional" she cackles.

"So, you guys are actually close friends outside of work too?"

"Absolutely" Towa says, giggling. It's my turn now to give a dirty look to Reneé, she sits up and starts to watch with me.

"Well, that's great. It sounds like you two work very well together and it's always great to work with friends! feel like that's quite hard to find in this industry, no?"

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