T I M E L E S S || Bucky Barnes

Authors Note

[Health update + where tf have I been?!]

Heyyyy so it's been a while... sorry about that :/

Just wanted to give an update to why I haven't been working on this fic. As many of you know, my health hasn't been the best the last few months. I've mentioned it loosely in prior authors notes.

If you don't read those, basically I've been feeling like I'm dying for a good while lol. Extreme fatigue + weakness, nausea, and unexplained weight loss to a scary degree. A few months back I found a lump near my collarbone which put together with all those symptoms is not so good.

I still don't have a diagnoses but I did get blood work done a week ago as well as a x-ray of my chest. I still haven't gotten news on those yet.

The first doctor I went to see back in May thought it was a cyst but said he was concerned about the area it was in. He sent me to the hospital for an ultrasound to get a better look, and they said the lump looked non cancerous. But ultrasounds aren't always accurate when it comes to cancer diagnosis.

I went to my surgeon a week ago and he said it was a lymph node and brought up the possibility of lymphoma after hearing my symptoms, that's why he ordered a X-ray. To see if I have any more tumors in my chest.

Luckily I'm scheduled to have the lump surgically removed on Thursday. And hopefully they can also send that somewhere and get it tested.

Never in my life would I imagine I'd have to go through this big of a health scare, but here we are I guess.

I know you all understand and I don't need to apologize for my absence. I swear I am working on updates lol. But I'm putting my health first and trying to stop beating myself up over not keeping up with my fanfics.

I just don't want you guys to think I up and abandoned my fanfics all together. I'm still trying to write a bit, it just takes me longer because of how tired I feel.

Well that's all I really wanted to say, I hope you all are doing well. Definitely hope you're doing better than me lmao.

Thank you