I'm sitting in the office waiting for Sarah to give me my schedule. It's the first day all over again, nerves completely filling my body. I haven't seen anyone yet, which I'm happy about. I'm not ready to see them yet.
I don't want to be here. I feel anxious so so fucking anxious and all that's going through my head is to use. I haven't felt like this in a while and it's breaking me. I don't want to be here, I can't. But I also said I would try.
"JJ, it's great to see you back! Wanna come into my office?" Sarah approaches me, a big smile on her face and it kinda eases my nerves. I nod to her and get up following her through and take a seat facing her.
"How are you feeling being back?" Her question makes me think. I know I should be honest but if I am, she isn't going to let me out of her sight and that makes me more anxious.
"Feeling good, just wanna get to lessons" I reply, leaning forward to grab my schedule that's sat in front of me. I stand up straight after, turning towards the door hoping to just leave.
"JJ...if you need anything, and I mean anything, I'm here. I know it is going to be hard being back, it isn't going to be easy, but we will do everything to make sure you're okay." I keep my back to her, not wanting to look at her. I can't get anything out to reply to her so instead I walk out of the room.
I walk through the corridors, remembering the layout while walking to my math class. Everyone else is in lessons now, which makes me not want to walk into the lesson in the first place, having everyone staring at me? No thanks.
Just as I round the corner I bump into someone I didn't expect to see.
"Y/n."
"Jess..."
"You're back"
"You're back" we both say at the same time. We stay staring at each other, not daring to move. This is the first time we have seen each other since our 'fight'
"Heard you overdosed." My glare hardens.
"Heard you had a breakdown because your brother is a disgusting rapist." I reply back, my glare hard. If she wants to play like that I will too.
"Yeah but he knew how to pick them didn't he? Went for the easy girls who spread their legs for a little bit of coke right?" My fists are scrunched near my side.
We stay staring. I can hear the bell go, people flowing from classrooms. I see Leah, Courtney and Alex coming up behind Jess. I'm just waiting for her to say something else.
"What not gonna say anything because you know I'm right? That's why you're here right? Raging drug addict, been fucked a few times to get what you wanted. Always the same with celebrity kids. Won't be long until it's your sister." I watch Alex's face go wide, she just brought Rose into it. I don't care about her saying shit about me but Rose, a 3 year old? No. I'm done.
Alex doesn't even have time to get in between us as I throw my fist at her face, knocking her to the floor. No one has time to react as I jump on her and continue throwing my hits left and right, I feel her buck her hips but I just tighten my grip. Everyone's around us in a circle, screaming and shouting. She pulls my hair to get me to loosen my grip but it doesn't.
I hear my name being shouted and I just keep hitting.
I feel arms surround me, panic filling me as I'm pulled off of her. The arms tighten as the person holding me restrains my arms to my chest, my legs kicking until I am taken to the floor, my back against someone's chest while someone lays on my legs.
I can't stop screaming, telling them to get off me. Trying my hardest to get out their grip but it doesn't work. I feel the tears start to fall.
She brought Rose into it...
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LEFT BEHIND | Scarlett Johansson x Daughter.
Fiksi PenggemarABANDONED - having been deserted or left. A relationship that seemed so easy to leave behind. A relationship that continued to spiral through the years as a mother makes a new life but seems to have somewhat abandoned her first. Left behind by her...
