(this is for my GF since she probably didnt see my first vent I posted about this)
So what happened was: I liked a boy named Gavin and I emailed him saying hey I like you which was a stupid move..... and I didn't know he was dating someone at the time..... and then the whole escalated and it ended up with my 2 friends at the time saying to one of my support teachers saying that they were "concerned" about me and said things I never did they said I talked behind their backs and other stuff..... I cried my eyes out this was during my 7th grade year of middle school and it got worse where they assigned peers for me to keep an eye on me in each class and every meeting about me they would write things that were positive and negative and it mentally and physically drained me. It continued through 8th grade......
When high school hit I wasn't nervous I felt free I felt I was finally away from that hell hole they call a middle school.
and i had a gym teacher and she was a BITCH she treated me like shit and one time we were outside I think it was in the middle of november so it was really cold and I forgot my jacket inside and I went up to her and asked if I can get my jacket and she said "if youre cold just run around the track!"and I was like fine... so I ran around the track and I saw her yelling at another girl who was huddled near the fence on the track and was shivering and crying. so I told my mom and my mom was PISSED...... then when I was sick I showed up late and she still made me do stuff and I told my mom and she was PISSED again and one of my support teachers got me out of the class for 8th grade because of how many times the female gym teacher was being a BITCH to me.
Those "friends" would watch my every move or take note of what I'm doing in the class they were in with me and looking back I'm like"so basically I was a puppet?! I was being controlled by people who didn't even know me nor care to know me"
And then things got worse sophomore year it was when my bestie (now ex bestie) wanted to end her own life and she was gone for a couple of months and I emailed one of my other friends saying hey can I hang out with you guys for awhile. And they all said yeah and everything was fine until this girl came up to me and said "when is your friend coming back?" And I'm like "I don't know" and she said "well Me and Lily have to study for chemistry test together and you can't sit with us that day" and I nodded
And the day came and I almost bursted into tears and Lily noticed and told me I could sit with her and I did and when Lunch ended the girl said "I told you not to sit with us" and I stupidly emailed her saying how she kinda hurt my feelings and she fired back saying bitchy things snf my mom yelled at me until I told her what actually happened and after that my mom
Was pissed and when my bestie finally came back I told her what happened.
