so uh my mom found out that I want to move to alaska and she was HEARTBROKEN by the fact I wanted to move 3 thousand miles away from her and she started to cry and I felt bad and almost had a panic attack about it.
WHY IS EVERYTHING MY FAULT?!
I AM SUCH A FUCKING IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
maybe I shouldnt move...... there forever I could just get a house up there for me and my family to stay in during the spring and summer months....
I feel like hitting myself or worse right now
Im sorry you all have to deal with my issues/problems....
I wanna thank my GF for not getting mad at me at times I worried about her or sent her one to many messages on wattpad. I love you so so much my sweet angel 3<
