F1-F4 one shots

Lando Norris- Rookie girl

Trigger warning!!!

As you wait for a tv interview, you stand and chat to Abi. "Have you been caught with him?" You don't het a chance to answer before Lissie comes up beside you both.
You answer all the usual questions, then it comes out of nowhere.
"So I just seen the little look between you and Lando. Are the rumours true?"
You glance at him again. Before looking confused. "What rumours? So far, all we've spoken about is my size, my boobs and now rumours of me and an f1 driver. I could ask you the same. How is Marcus? Seen him recently?"
You've gotten really annoyed by her questions, you'd have thought a female journalist would have better questions for you.

You'd been hit with one of the worst periods of your life. Just as you had broken into the most elite female driving platform.
On Thursday you push the pain out of your head, as you sit with the other girls as the fia go over track limits.
"Y/n.. I need a word." Susie tells you. It's not what you need, when you feel like a breakdown every five minutes.

"Yes Mommy Su?" You say after she has had a word with you about your attitude towards Lissie.
"So should I lie or tell her what's happening?" You ask, your own sass pushing your own boundaries.
"Well have you slept with him? Not that it's any of my business. Actually no. Don't tell me."
She hugs you goodbye and you head off towards his hotel. Of course you do.
Period or not. He had promised you a cute little date, as he had been flakey since the last time yous managed to spend time together.
His instant cuddle is enough to relax you.
"I've ordered us food and mocktails."
As much as you try and enjoy the moment the pain you have is only increasing. So decide to cut the cuteness short and leave.

The next couple of days are a blur, they usually are on race weekends. But this one is something else.
It's nothing more than fleeting looks with Lando more than being able to actually be there for each other. During his qualifying you end up doubling up in pain.
"Oh jeez are you okay?" Nodding your head all you want is bed and hot water bottle.

But it goes from bad to worse, after your own race on Sunday. Even though you score a podium, standing on it is agony.
Biting your lip you go to the medical centre but end up in a taxi going into a&e.
"Where are you? I want to see you before my race." Lando texts you. But too engrossed in your pain. One of your friends text him back. "Good luck. We have already left."

In the hospital bed, you're given a blood test and some pain killers. You manage to watch the start of the race on your phone waiting on your results.
As the doctors come in to speak to you. You're in good spirits.
"So we can't do the xray.. you have high hormone levels of hcg." You must look confused as you take a while to buffer what is being said. You've heard of that hormone before but can't remember what it is.
"So it means you're pregnant and heavily bleeding. We will get some liquids into you and get a scan booked."
As the doctors leaves, your friend looks bewildered.
"Who's is it?"
But you can't even say his name. Let alone watch him winning.
Just as Susie comes to see you. "Oh jeez is everything okay?" She asks you.
But you shake your head. "Mommy.." your friend laughs at you. But Susie shoos her out.
"You really need to pick better friends. What's up? What has been said?" She quickly grabs you a tissue and you basically spew out what's happened and what you believe is happening.
"Oh darling.. right let me see if I can get a doctor.. let's get that scan done now shall we?"
Nodding your head, you can't stop crying. As much as you wanted a family, eventually. Not now, not when you were getting to live your childhood dream, or as close as.

Susie sits with you holding your hand, as the scan shows your womb is empty. "I've got you darling. I've got you." She says as the tears flow from you like nothing else you've ever experienced.
You get discharged as Lando finishes first.
The hospital isn't far from the paddock and you need to go back in to get your things.
Putting on your brave face, you walk quickly and hide from everyone that you can. Even when fans stop you, you need to fake a smile and do the photo.
"Oh!! You're here." He beams at you, but awkwardly looking at you.
Throwing your arms around him, you just need a hug.
"Are you okay?" He whispers into you. But you shake your head. "No. I need to go. I'm heading back to Monaco with Momma Susie tonight. I need to heal away from the craziness." He squeezes you extra hard.
"Call me when you can. Yeah?" He pushes a quick kiss on your forehead. Nodding your head you leave him. But you're very aware that he has other things to do anyway.

Toto is confused at why you are heading back with him and Susie in their jet.
"Not heading out with Lando? I think everyone heard the new rumours, of you both and that hug." Susie looks at him, fuming that he has brought Lando up.
"No darling, she still isn't 100% so coming back with us and most likely staying with us for a little while, I will explain when I can."
As you settle into your seat, you feel the ache again. Wishing you can just stop it.
Curling up to try and find a more comfortable position. You have no idea what to do.
Do you announce to the world that you've lost a baby? All the influencers do it. You could too.
But then you'd have to announce Lando and you, which you're just not in the right headspace for.

It takes a few days for everything to sink in for you. Strangely enough those few days you hide away in the Wolff's guest bedroom.
You venture out wearing something that Susie had left out for your to wear.
"Uhm.. hi. Su is dropping Jack off at school. Will I make you some food?" A very weird Toto asks you.
"No I'm okay. Thank you for letting me stay. I appreciate it so much." He nods his head at you. "Do you need anything else at all please come to us. I know, it's difficult to stay somewhere, where you don't have a big support village." You smile at him. "Thank you, Toto. Honestly. I will grab my things and get out your hair."

You leave and walk the short few blocks to your own apartment. Flowers are at your door.
"I'm sorry for whatever I've done wrong. I miss you."
You'd never really thought about him. You just sat, slept and showered, whilst at the Wolffs.
You'd forgotten about social media, Lando and the numerous texts and emails that you'd missed and not replied too.

"Hey 4, sorry I've been mia. Just grasping the reality of what happened at the weekend and I've been struggling.
So proud of you for the win. Keep chasing and you'll be champ this year for sure."
Lando barely gives you enough time to water your plants, before he is knocking at your door.
"Where have you been?" His face is full of worry and you feel instantly guilty.

"Sit down. Please." You yelp, not even realising that's your voice. "I need to tell you something and it's hard." Lando sits on the arm of the sofa, gazing at you.
"What is it? What happened?" He reaches out for you and everything hurts. Your heart can barely contain its own grief.
"Uhm. Well know how we've not always been safe?" He nods his head, not taking his eyes off of you.
"Well. Turns out I was poorly this weekend as my body was rejecting growing a baby." His eyes close and he takes an audible gulp.
"Fuck baby... babe." He grabs onto you, burrowing his head into your chest.
"Come here." You say to him, as his breathing is rapid and you know the feeling well.
"I wasn't expecting that." He eventually says.
Once he's calmed down, he looks at you.
"I'm sorry I didn't know." You nod your head. "I know. I found out on Sunday whilst you were racing." He looks at you, looking very worried.
"Mine or here?" He asks you, confusing you.
"Huh?" He smiles at you. "I need to take care of you. Us. Nothing else matters right now. Just us two."
You manage a smile for him. "Yours." He smiles at you again.
"Think at this rate you should just bloody move in. You moved here to be closer to me. But spend an absolute fortune on this place to be at mine all the time I'm back."
Even he is surprised with his words.
"Just move in with me. Fuck this place and taking it slowly. I love you."
You have to put a finger to his mouth, he is on a roll with dropping everything into conversation.

"Lando. Stop. Jesus. My brain is fried." He smiles at you.
"Okay. But think about it. I love you. I have done since we first started hanging out just us two. I know it's came at an unfortunate time for you. But babe you are my home. No matter where in the world I am with you. I'm at home and happy. I love you."